Chapter 40: sad

Su Ce has never been so worried.
Why did he forget ... why did he forget to ask Tantu, what is the life of their orcs? Even if I knew it now, it was too late.
The life of an average orc is eight hundred years ... if it is healthy enough, there may be more.
If he knew this earlier, he would not have promised to be with Tantu.
When the person he cherishes departs, how painful the people who stay will be, hasn't he already known ... Su Ce covered his face silently.
The others were still excited about the love between Ryans and Carmel, but he couldn't hear such a complicated voice all at once.
The thought that in just a few decades for Tantu, he had to leave Tantu and leave him alone ... he couldn't even leave him a child.
Tantu is a big man with a tendon. If he dies early, this guy will be very sad.
For the first time, Su Ce realized that he was so reluctant to live with two people.
So simple, so full, and so warm and peaceful ...
Everything he had never found on the earth, but this life, but based on the pain of another man for many years ...
It's really sad.
Tantu watched the crowd gradually disappearing, and he returned to the bonfire that belonged to them, and put Su Ce down from his shoulders.
At this time, Su Ce, his expression was not different from usual.
The bonfire was still burning, and the small beast was still on the fire, and it was roasted a little bit, and Tantu hurried to turn it around, and continued to turn the fire over.
Su Ce applied the seasonings with a brush, spicy, salty, and numb, and some fried bone oil. After brushing it for a while, the flavor of the roasted meat mixed with the seasonings gradually spread ...
Tantu was not afraid to tear off several large pieces of meat on the branch and handed it to Su Ce. Su Ce took it, biting it with a small mouth, while Tan Tu picked up the remaining half of his head and quickly choked.
The taste is really good ... but Su Ce has no mood to eat at all.
He came here today because a rare festival in the tribe had brought him an interest in primitive culture. Unexpectedly, it caused him such anxiety.
Su Ce was wondering if he should confess his life to Tantu. But soon I thought of it, and then dispelled it.
Tantu, even if he tells him, he won't understand ... If this is the case, why should he tell him? It's just one more person anxious. Even if Tantu is a famous warrior, what ability does he have to extend a person's life?
Things have changed like this, what he should now think about is how to spend the rest of his life ... and, about the decision on Tantu. About their marriage.
The matter of Ryans and Carmel is still being discussed among all the population. Su Ze's mind is completely different from other thoughts, but his face still has a listening expression, silently, to rule out the outside noise. Fall into one's thoughts ...
This bonfire banquet lasted until late at night. When many males were drunk with boundless jealousy, their partners also brought them home with anger and fun-of course, they did not forget to give them to dear Rui Ens sends his sincere blessings.
At the insistence of Raines, he sent Carmel home.
The others also left, and Su Ce packed up the debris next to the fire, feeling that she was holding herself with her hands from behind.
Tantu's voice came: "Acer, aren't you happy? Is it too noisy ..."
You see, this is Tantu, and he will always pay more attention to this "Su Ce" than anyone else.
Su Ce turned back, raised his hand and rubbed Tantu's head, smiling lightly: "I'm not unhappy." Then asked, "So what, Tantu? Are you happy tonight?"
Tantu grinned, showing a big smile: "I'm the happiest as long as Atze is by my side!"
Su Ce twitched his lips and found that there was no way to continue the smile.
Tantu's wish was simple, but he couldn't do it ... and he thought he could do it.
Su Ze watched Tantu still look tough in the moonlight, and asked softly, "Tantu, if ... if I die very early, how long will you forget me?"
Tantu listened to Su Ce's words, the smile on his face froze suddenly, followed him and said with a little panic: "Ace, what are you talking about! How can I forget you? No, no!" He again He shook his head fiercely, "How could Atze die early! I will protect you!"
Su Ce's eyes softened, holding Tantu's face, pulling his head down, and holding his forehead against his forehead, whispering, "Tantu you are so stupid, or there will be an accident ... "The orc world is actually very dangerous. If it's an accident, maybe Tantu can still cheer up. It was better than knowing the long-determined death period, and grinding his despair in the endless countdown of time.
He said lightly: "If I die, Tantu, you can find another partner and take good care of you."
Tantu suddenly held Su Ce's shoulders, his anger on his face was very obvious. This was the first time he had shown such terrible anger in front of Su Ze.
"Ace! How could I go to find someone else besides you!" He said as Qi Yan suddenly descended, took Su Ce into his arms, and said sadly, "Ace what happened to you, how did you say that? In that case ... I said everything, and I will protect you. Don't you believe me? And, even if you are gone, I will never like others ... Ace. "
"Azer ... you are unique ..."
Tantu seemed to be crying. Although, he always felt that this was impossible. But why did his expression of Atze make him think he was speaking so seriously? So he can only tell Atze very seriously.
Impossible, he will only be with Atze.
Su Ce buried himself in Tanto's arms, and his eyes became gradually red.
He is not sad, but long ago, he sealed the sadness in his memory. But now, suddenly, the feeling was revived in him.
It was because Tantu was always so stupid that he would not be so reluctant to him ... but he was old, sick, and dead. What could he do?
And like Tantu, how could he have the heart to tell him the truth?
Anyway.
Su Ce closed her eyes and sighed.
He calmed down.
In any case, the facts cannot be changed.
So, all he has to do now is to ignore it.
Let all the days with Tantu be as easy, peaceful and happy as ever.
Regardless, he hopes that Tantu will have a good enough life for him to remember even after thinking of losing him.
In the memory of Tantu, Su Ce must not be a sad and waiting death all day.
Tantu and Suetze hugged tightly.
After a long time, Su Ce pushed him away gently,
Tantu was still nervous, he stared at Su Ce's face, and stopped talking.
Su Ce smiled, pulled Tantu's hand, and walked to their home: "It's nothing, I just thought of this problem suddenly, scared you?"
Tantu nodded without hesitation: "Acer scared me. I was scared."
... are you scared.
Su Ce stepped up a bit: "Don't be afraid to be arrogant. All said ..."
"All said, I just talked casually."
Tantu followed behind Su Ze, he looked at his back and then nodded slowly.
Anyway, Atze was right.
He believed in Atze.
They soon returned home, took a shower, and lay on the animal skins exclusive to the two of them.
Atze's eyes are particularly bright in the moonlight shining through the window. The look in his eyes has always been beautiful, making Tantu always fascinated and wants to lick.
In the moonlight, Atze's body was long and fair, and every inch seemed so symmetrical. Tantu likes touching and prefers kissing. Every time he couldn't stop kissing. And his Atze always indulged him like this.
Tantu has always felt that he got the best female in the world and made him feel so happy.
But today, why does he feel that his strategy is suddenly disappearing?
Su Ce still accommodated Tantu's surging desire tonight. He actually likes to be close to Tantu's skin, likes his entry, and likes to be with him.
It feels like the two are united and intimate, they are the closest people in the world.
Tantu is the home of Su Ce in this world. Where he is, Su Ce feels that he exists.
Tantu tonight is a little different.
He was fierce ... just like a beast.
Harder and more impatient than their wedding night, as if he was going to be completely melted into the flesh.
Su Ze knew that Tantu was still affected by his words.
but it does not matter.
No matter what kind of Tantu is, he likes it ... nostalgia.
He will be with him well, no matter how long.