Chapter 1275: Hide the story, sadness begins

Monsters can't speak. He can only struggle and scream under the pressure of the giant hand. Ordinary people can only hear anger from his reaction and perceive an uncontrolled chaos. For the light messenger, he can hear the despair and the deepest sorrow from his voice.
Few lives can have such extreme feelings, and once such strong emotional swings can occur, it almost means that a sufficiently unforgettable story is born to him. And what kind of story can make this monster react like this? The Lightbringer was curious, and with this curiosity, he began to explore the story of this monster more and more deeply.
The memory in the monster's brain is piecemeal, like broken mirror fragments, and can hardly be pieced together. However, when the Lightbringer explored his sights on the children, with the help of their limited memory, he had the ability to piece together the pieces. And when he pieced together the pieces he saw, a sad story began to slowly appear in front of his eyes.
This is the story of a missionary, a missionary of Christ who holds the story of an orphanage.
The beginning of the story is a Christian with a tragic experience. He is a mixed-race, with a father who has never met before and a mother who has no self-care ability. The mother left him when he was very young, and after losing the blessing of his parents, he could only live on his own. Maybe it was lucky at that time, he met his own tutor, an old Christian. And under the guidance of the mentor, he joined the big family of Christ.
In this part of India, the development of Christ is not smooth. And his mentor is not the kind of blind Christian. Rather than saying that he believes in God, it is better to say that he believes in the goodness of God in his heart. Yes, he is a kind person who is safe in poverty and dedicated all of his life to those who need his help. Although materially speaking, he is not rich. But on a spiritual level, he is almost identical to having the whole world.
Unfortunately, this does not change the fate of the old Christians. Perennial poverty and fatigue made him leave people early. As his only disciple, the Christian inherited his church and inherited his career.
Christians are not as pious as old Christians, and he cannot do so thoroughly and selflessly for the goodness of his heart. For a long time, he lived a life of duty. In that case, he got married and had his own child. But unfortunately, a cholera took away all of his, his wife and children died under a sudden illness.
This kind of disaster almost completely destroyed his beliefs and made him almost lose hope in his life. He is decadent and depressed. The huge blows almost shaped him to be tortured. During that time, let alone be a Christian who is obedient, even as a drunkard, he is the dirtiest and confusing one.
He became a god, only knowing how to curse his own God, and questioning why fate is so tortured to him. Of course, he couldn't find the answer he wanted to know from the kind of near-nonsense question. So he can only continue to sink in this pain and sorrow until it is completely dying, or a turning point.
Perhaps it was fate that finally inadvertently explored this sad life, and it finally moved to him. Therefore, a special turning point appeared in his life.
It was a morning after the rainstorm, and the waking waking Christians woke up from their dilapidated church. When he woke up, he almost subconsciously went to buy drunk, and as he pushed the door of the church, a loud baby cried and stopped his footsteps.
The voice is almost exactly the same as the sound of his child's birth, and it is for this reason that his nerves, which have long been poisoned by alcohol, have finally vibrated for a long time.
He began to look for the source of the sound, and soon he found an abandoned baby from the corner of the church. It was a girl, her dark complexion showed her low birth. In this highly rated country, children like her are almost doomed to have such a life.
Poverty and embarrassment. If you live in a difficult and harsh place, you may often suffer from hunger and disease. This is an unavoidable thing, because this country is like this, and this society is like this. And precisely because this is clearly understood, Christians will understand why this baby was abandoned here.
The child's parents may not really be able to raise her. Their lives are likely to be poor, just to support themselves, they may have to make great efforts. And before this child, they may have had several children. Those little lives that need to be fed are not necessarily happy, but they may also be enormous pressures that cannot be afforded. If possible, no parents are willing to abandon their children. If it is not a last resort, who will give up his children?
The Christian himself is also a father. He knows how important a child is in his parents' hearts. So he can understand what kind of pledges that parents who abandoned him deliberately left this little life in front of the church. They hope that this child can be saved. If they do not have the ability to raise him and let her grow up, they want these pastors who are chanting the hymns. These are the nobles who can give their children a The future, a hope of living.
Is this wish too much? Not too much. But is this useful? Christians cannot guarantee this. Abandoned parents will think about using this way to save their children's minds, he can understand, but this does not mean that he can do what he dreams as a pastor.
What is it like, the Christian is very clear. He has been immersed in alcohol anesthesia for years and may have lost his ability to take care of himself. There is no difference between living and dying. Use such a walking dead to raise a delicate baby. This is simply impossible.
It can be said that at that time, the Christian's first reaction was to give up the baby instead of rekindling to raise her to grow up. And just as he hesitantly planned to send her out, a light passed through the dilapidated church glass and shot on the cross in the church.
Devoted believers will see their gods, their gods at this time. But Christians did not see this. He saw himself and the mentor who was like his father to him. He knows that if his mentor is alive, he will adopt this child. Even if this will add a huge burden to him, he will certainly do so. He used his life to carry out the good intentions of goodness. Even in the temporary, he also entrusted Christians, hoping to inherit his will and become a kind person.
And did he do this? He didn't, his life was awkward, let alone a noble person who could benefit others as the old Christians expected. Even if he is a person of a little value, he can't do it. He has no meaning in living in this world. Apart from being alive, living like a dead body, he simply did not do what the old Christians expected.
Is this worthy of the raising and teaching of the old Christians? Does it really make sense for him to live like this? Christians don't dare to think about this question at this time, because he knows the answer, and it will definitely make him feel bad.
At this moment, he realized his mistake, and at this moment he recalled everything that the old Christian taught him. Looking at the baby in his arms, he began to suddenly wake up, and then he finally regained his faith.
It is not the doctrine of God, but the essence of goodness. He has a belief in the heart, he quit his own alcohol addiction, and began to fully care for the baby. This is the first baby he took care of, but it was not the last one he took care of. He regained his faith in life and began his new life journey.
He began to hunt down the poor children in this cruel land, using his meager strength, he began to take care of them and raise them to grow. He changed his church into an orphanage. He used his own labor to raise children who had nothing to do with him.
For him, these children are not related to him. They called his father, and this is the father, so that he finally understood the meaning of living in this world. Dedicating yourself to others and using everything else to irrigate those who are full of the future is far more joyful and happy than self-destruction. That kind of spiritual satisfaction is definitely better than all the praises and awards in this world.
From that time on, he finally understood what his mentor had been pursuing in his life. And from that time on, he finally found the meaning he should pursue in his life.
He dedicated all of his life to these children. For him, these orphans raised by him are all important in his life. For them, he can bear all the suffering, for them, he can withstand all the torture.
Although life is poor, he is happy and content. Perhaps the same is true of his life, raising the children one by one and bringing the children who need his help to their side. Use your life, bring them a smile, use everything you do, and shape them into a future.
He believes that he can finally leave with a smile and can face his own mentor and his father in the legendary heaven. He thought that his life would be like this, but he did not think that fate had already ended his pity, and now it is time for him to maliciously mock and play with him.