Chapter 1508: : Life without you is painful.

"Don't always say things against your heart. I have been with you for so long, and I can understand what you want to express."
"Tonight I will let Wang Ma clean up a room as soon as possible, and you will move back tomorrow. If you don't want to, I can personally go and help you clean up things." Jiang Mochuan has been with Chen Xi for so long, what Chen Xi wants to express, sometimes He can understand every movement of his eyes.
Therefore, Jiang Mochuan myself, I can feel that Chen Xi is already slowly forgiving herself, but...it seems easy to make peace in the process, and I still need to make a lot of effort from it.
Hearing Jiang Mochuan's words, Chen Xi suddenly lowered her head in embarrassment and looked at the fingers in her hands, not knowing what she was thinking.
...
"Mommy, you are back."
"Daddy said you are not busy today and will come back for dinner. I didn't expect that Daddy didn't lie to me." When Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan arrived home, Jiang Yuechen couldn't help standing alone at the door of the house waiting for Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan's car to appear.
Originally, when only Jiang Mochuan's car appeared in his line of sight, Jiang Yuechen felt a little depressed, thinking that Chen Xi would not be back tonight.
Until Chen Xi got off Jiang Mochuan's car, Jiang Yuechen finally couldn't help but smile on her cheeks, and ran to Chen Xi to stretch out her hands and hug her thighs.
Looking at Jiang Yuechen holding her thigh, Chen Xi felt a little uncomfortable: "Then you have been very busy recently, but Mommy promised you that you will come back as long as Mommy is not busy at work. Has Mommy done what she said? ?"
With a sigh of relief, Chen Xi tried to hug Jiang Yuechen into her arms, looking at the little man in her arms, her eyes were tender.
"Yeah, then you are a good obedient mom." Jiang Yuechen didn't know about the divorce between Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan until now, and nodded hard at Chen Xi, indicating that he believed in Chen Xi.
After eating, Chen Xi sat alone in the living room with a lamp and Jiang Mochuan chose a guest bedroom to sleep in. After all, he was divorced from Jiang Mochuan, and Chen Xi did not dare to go upstairs to find a room.
In this way... it is easy for Jiang Mochuan to mistakenly think that he still has certain feelings for him.
"Why aren't you sleeping?" Jiang Mochuan finished his work in the study. The first time he went back to the room to see if Chen Xi was in the room, he didn't see Chen Xi. When he went downstairs, he saw Chen Xi alone. Sit down in the living room.
When he walked to Chen Xi's side, Jiang Mochuan sat down and said.
"Well...Where shall I sleep tonight?" Facing Jiang Mochuan, Chen Xi was a little embarrassed.
Thinking that the two people had been arguing very hard two days ago, and they looked good these two days, Chen Xi herself couldn't help but curse herself for nothing.
For the sake of so-called face, it was almost impossible to sell himself to Jiang Mochuan.
Smiling, Jiang Mochuan stretched out his hand and took Chen Xi's hand and walked upstairs: "You sleep in the room at night, and I will spend the night in the study."
"Mother Wang is very tired from watching the child today. I will let her clean up tomorrow and rest early." Jiang Mochuan took Chen Xi to the sleeping room of the two-person college, turned around and looked at Chen Xi and said.
He knew that Chen Xi would definitely not want to sleep in the same bed with him now, even if he didn't do anything, Chen Xi might not agree. and so…
"Hey...or...or else let's make do for one night, I'll draw a 38th line, and you don't want to deviate." Sure enough, Jiang Mochuan was called back by Chen Xi before he turned a few steps.
In the guest bedroom, almost no one sleeps, so Jiang Mochuan generally does not let his servants clean it too diligently. Chen Xi still knows this.
But asking Jiang Mochuan to give her the room and let Jiang Mochuan go to the study room alone, Chen Xi really couldn't do it.
"Well, then let's go back to the room and sleep." Sure enough, Jiang Mochuan's strategy succeeded.
Hearing Chen Xi's words to keep him, Jiang Mochuan quickly turned around and smiled and took Chen Xi's hand. At this moment, Chen Xi realized that she seemed to have been tricked by Jiang Mochuan.
He lowered his head and glanced at the little hand that Jiang Mochuan was holding tightly in his palm. Chen Xi tried to break free, but found that Jiang Mochuan was holding it tightly.
Lying on the bed, Chen Xi turned her head and saw Jiang Mochuan looking at herself with two big bright eyes: "Are you still not sleeping?"
"I have to get up early tomorrow." Well, Chen Xi admitted that she was a little embarrassed to be seen by Jiang Mochuan.
Jiang Mochuan kept staring at her like this, if she really could sleep, then...the endurance would be nothing.
With a smile, Jiang Mochuan's voice was too charming and came out: "Looking at you this way, I sleep better."
"I have forgotten how long I haven't slept well in this way. During this time, I had a very painful life." Every sentence Jiang Mochuan said is true, and he always wanted to tell Chen Xi.
During this week, Chen Xi was not by his side, and Jiang Mochuan had no idea how he spent every night.
Sometimes when he couldn't sleep until the early morning, he simply opened a bottle of red wine for himself, and when he finished drinking, he found that the wine could no longer numb his nerves.
Hearing Jiang Mochuan's words, Chen Xi felt a little bitter in her heart. He wanted to reach out and touch Jiang Mochuan's cheek. After thinking of something, he immediately retracted his hand: "Sometimes, I have to try to live alone. After all, no one belongs to anyone."
"None of us can stay with each other for the rest of our lives. Sooner or later we will leave this world, so... adapt to one's life as much as possible." Faced with the matter between herself and Jiang Mochuan, Chen Xi kept wandering in her heart.
Coming down this afternoon, she asked herself countless times, can she really do it indifferent Jiang Mochuan treats other women as her own business in the bar?
Although for Jiang Mochuan, it was indeed because he drank too much that he regarded that woman as himself.
However, Chen Xi found that she was a little bit cautious, unable to accept all this.
"Without you by my side, I feel like a walking dead without a soul."
"I hope you can stay, even if you don't have any name and don't want to continue with me, I still hope you can stay."
"At least, let the poor dignity in my heart know that you have never left me, okay?" Jiang Mochuan's tone was not only humble, but also more vicissitudes.
Listening to what Jiang Mochuan said, Chen Xi felt pain in her heart.
It's not that she has never thought about being with Jiang Mochuan without any identity, but...is this really okay?
Sooner or later, someone will know that she and Jiang Mochuan have divorced, and sooner or later, someone will know what happened between her and Jiang Mochuan.
Paper won't hold the fire.
Chen Xi has always believed in this sentence.
Seeing that Chen Xi hadn't spoken, Jiang Mochuan continued to confide in his heart: "Sometimes I even think, even if you never come back, as long as I can feel that you and I are in the same city."
"But...Since you left this home, I seem to have no way to comfort myself like this. This feeling is very painful." Facing Chen Xi, Jiang Mochuan only felt that his whole heart was hanging by her.
Obviously she is just a very ordinary woman, but she can always let her emotions follow her, beating and stopping.