Chapter 1998: : I also have my own home.

It's just that when Wang Qian asked, he just couldn't help but want to recall the night he met Jiang Mochuan.
Up to now, she remembers that most of the reason why she ran out to drink alone that night was because Chen Yi sent herself a photo of her and Bai Luoze at the time. It was because of that photo that she thought it was a hundred Luo Ze had already betrayed himself, so... he was angry and went to the bar to drink by himself.
So why in the end she ran from the Chen's house in the east to the Jiang Mochuan's house in the west, she still couldn't figure out this question herself.
Maybe it was because of everything that was clearly destined to be good, or it was because I really drank too much that night and didn't think so much.
However, when he finally returned with Jiang Yuechen, he could hear Jiang Mochuan personally telling himself that he was willing to take responsibility for himself and Jiang Yuechen, and Chen Xi felt more or less comforting.
"I don't think you were so sweet at the beginning, but fortunately you took Yuechen to go abroad, otherwise there would be no such smart Yuechen today." Wang Qian couldn't help but want to give Chen Xi a thumbs up.
I have to say that Chen Xi is really a very good mother, no matter from which aspect, she is very independent and has her own ideas.
From this point of view, it can fully prove that Chen Xi is really a particularly thoughtful mother.
Listening to Wang Qian's praise of herself, Chen Xi bowed her head a little embarrassedly: "No, it is said that a person's future is obtained by his own efforts."
"About Yuechen today, I never felt that it was because of my training for him. Many of the reasons were because he himself was willing to make changes for his own future. So... I'm more fortunate to have someone so obedient and sensible child."
Chen Xi said these words from the perspective of a mother.
Whether it was Jiang Yuechen or the other two children, Chen Xi never thought of using her own ideas to confine what they wanted to do.
In many cases, it is still necessary to give children a certain degree of confidence and allow them to work hard for their own future. This is what a true parent should do, right?
Listening to Chen Xi's words, Wang Qian felt a little melancholy. If he was still loved by his parents, he wouldn't have taken this path.
Sure enough, many things require many factors to make a person's success.
When she was young, no one liked her, so that in the end she felt inferior.
From the first day she joined the organization, she has been thinking that if one day she has the ability, she must go back to her parents, and she must tell them in person that she is really not a broomstick.
But when I really waited until I really had this ability one day, I didn't want to go back.
I don't know why, but I always feel that home is not so important in my heart.
"Qianqian, you still have your own relatives in this world, right?" Seeing Wang Qian's melancholy expression, Chen Xi couldn't help but ask more.
She didn't know why Wang Qian chose to embark on this path in the first place, or what Wang Qian experienced in his past.
But during this period of time, Wang Qian has been by his side, and Chen Xi has always felt that she is not such a cold and ruthless person.
Perhaps, it was just because her childhood was not good, that's why... would you follow Krosti on this road?
Thinking of Crosti, Chen Xi couldn't help but wonder if Crosti has his own home?
Over there, Wang Shan’s voice came: "Yes, I also have my own parents, but... they have always regarded me as a broom star since I was a child, and they never really thought about understanding me, hehe...for the past many years, I don’t want to see them as much as I did.

Thinking of the things that weren't beautiful in her childhood, Wang Shan was more or less reluctant to mention it.
I used to really long for one day to go home and meet my parents, but now, they should have forgotten themselves?
"In fact, many times parents’ ideas are not understandable to us. At first, my mother left me when I was very young. I always thought it was because she didn’t love me anymore. I didn’t realize that at that time she had her own. It’s not because I really don’t love me.
Looking at Wang Qian, Chen Xi was somewhat melancholy.
She always thought that her mother really didn't love herself.
It was only when she finally understood everything that He Yajing actually loved herself very much. If it were not for her biological father, she would not leave her.
It is also true that no parent is willing to leave their children, no matter how unpleasant their children are.
Wang Qian smiled bitterly and said slowly: "If my parents love me in their hearts, I will definitely go home, but...I was discarded by them after I was sensible, so many ideas have taken root in my heart. changed."
"Your parents abandon you after you are sensible? Isn't there any reason?" Chen Xi couldn't help but frown, wondering whose parents would abandon their children when they have understood everything.
Besides, she has been born, so she should be held accountable, right?
"No, I don't know. At that time, I was a famous broom star in our house. My parents would call me a broom star every day when they saw me. I have asked myself countless times if I really am a broom star. ?"
"But I don't know, and I can't find the answer."
"After being able to enter this industry and having today's achievements, I already feel that my home is not so important anymore, and more...more often, I want to live outside rather than meet them."
She has asked herself countless times why her parents had chosen to leave herself behind, and she also asked herself if it was really because of their unspeakable difficulties.
But after so many things outside for so many years, Wang Qian is no longer so eager to go home and pursue results.
Don’t you always say that feelings are the most untestable?
Family affection too.
Therefore, she would rather let herself be mistaken for the rest of her life that her parents abandoned herself because she didn't want herself anymore, rather than let herself pursue the true truth.
Because she was also scared in her heart, afraid of the reasons why her parents abandoned herself in the first place, and there are other reasons.
Rather than keep pursuing the results to make myself painful and sad, it is better to just keep myself in the dark, it is better to live a life like this.
In fact, this is also good.
At least don't worry so much.