Chapter 915: : In the past, the smoke will disappear [2]

As if she knew that Chen Xi would ask this kind of question, He Yajing had already prepared how to answer, and she looked at Chen Xi with a deep guilt in her eyes: "In the end, Chen Kunlong can't protect my safety, I don't want him I can only find you..."
Can only choose to leave.
This was what He Yajing didn't finish, but Chen Xi knew what He Yajing meant.
Why didn't you take yourself away with you when you chose to leave?
Doesn't she care about what kind of life she has been living in the Chen family since she left?
If it weren't for grandparents who have been using their only abilities to protect themselves in the Chen family for so many years, I don't know if there will be today.
If I hadn't met Jiang Mochuan, I wouldn't know if I could come to Australia to find her today.
Chen Xi suddenly felt that He Yajing was a little selfish, because of the man she had never covered before, she chose to leave herself in Chen's house and face the danger by herself.
Doesn't He Yajing know that she will come out to look for her one day?
Why is it always so selfish?
Thinking about it... Tears fell from his cheeks. Falling on Chen Xi's cheek, all the way to the chin, He Ya sat quietly opposite Chen Xi and wanted to stand up and walk over to hug Chen Xi.
After thinking about it... Chen Xi should hate herself very much, right?
If she passed by, it might only arouse her resentment and rejection. There was a bitterness in her heart, she had already guessed that this day would come, but she didn't expect it to come so soon.
If you can give her another chance to choose, she will definitely tell Chen Kunlong the truth about everything, and then leave Chen Xi with Chen Xi.
It's not that she and Chen Xi will not recognize or know each other now.
"Did you think about my future when you left?"
"Or, have you ever thought about bringing Tian Fangping to Chen's house? Have you ever thought about bringing a wolf into the house?"
"Do you know how I came here for so many years?" She couldn't control her emotions anymore. Chen Xi felt that the more she controlled her, she would go crazy in the end.
Just because of her own selfishness, let herself live a life of being squeezed out by others every day in the Chen family alone?
If there weren't those photos sent by Chen Yi to him back then, maybe Bai Luoze would continue to deceive him to the end. Although those things were without Bellorze’s knowledge,... the man who would cheat is enough to prove that he does not love you so much.
The more Chen Xi thought about it, the more grief she felt. If she hadn't met Jiang Mochuan, her current life would be different.
He Yajing has never considered these things for herself. She only thought of herself, but she didn't count herself in her plan.
He Yajing especially wanted to tell Chen Xi that she had always wanted to go back to see Chen Xi for so many years. But because of that man, she has never dared to go back.
Even Father He himself has never visited him. Thinking of Father He, He Yajing sometimes really feels that she is an unqualified child. Her father must be very large now, and her head must be covered with white hair.
And myself, alone in Australia. At the beginning, he left without saying a word, without telling his father anything about his whereabouts.
For so many years, my father must have been looking for himself.
"Xi'er, mom knows, mom knows that you are not easy for so many years. It's mom I am sorry for you, I'm sorry... Mom doesn't know the consequences will be so serious, ooh..." He Yajing can no longer control her emotions, her eyes are Tears slid down, wishing to kneel in front of Chen Xi and apologize to Chen Xi.
It's all because of myself, all because I haven't considered the consequences of everything clearly.
It's all because of myself, all because I didn't consider Tian Fangping's personality, so I let Tian Fangping go to Chen's house instead.
Originally thought Tian Fangping should be able to take care of Chen Xi for yourself, now hearing these words Chen Xi said, He Yajing felt that she was really heartbroken.
It was because of her own selfishness that Chen Xi, a child who was supposed to be happy in childhood, suffered a life that others could not suffer in his entire life.
Chen Xi opened her mouth to comfort He Yajing, but found that she couldn't say anything. She can do nothing but calm her emotions.
Not because she didn't forgive He Yajing, but simply because she couldn't let herself accept what He Yajing did in her heart.
That man.
Who is that man?
Why would he do such a thing to He Yajing, the woman she loves deeply?
Why would you force your beloved woman into desperate situation without feeling distressed?
Chen Xi couldn't figure out whether all men in this world looked the same. As long as they met any woman who dared to disobey their own will, they could not hesitate to push the road to death?
"Are you...willing to go back with me?" After calming down her emotions, Chen Xi wanted to take He Yajing back together.
I can indulge He Yajing for the things He Yajing did to her in the past, or she can forgive He Yajing for what she did in the past.
After all, he is the one who gave birth to himself, although he has never raised himself. However, if you think about it, the things she did in the first place are indeed compelling.
Chen Xi looked at He Yajing and waited for He Yajing to tell herself the answer. From the bottom of my heart, Chen Xi didn't want to hear He Yajing's rejection of herself, and finally found her, and finally understood a large part of the truth about everything in the past.
Chen Xi discovered that there will never be so-called eternal enemies in this world, and mother and daughter are always mother and daughter.
Always the relatives whose hearts are flowing the same blood.
Jiang Mochuan sat beside Chen Xi, and looked up at He Yajing like Chen Xi. For a while, no one spoke, they were all waiting for He Yajing to make a decision.
He Yajing didn't want to go back with Chen Xi, if she did, she would like to go back and see Mr. He. I have been away for so many years and have never contacted my family. My family... must be disappointed in me?
And Chen Kunlong, if possible, He Yajing would never care about Chen Kunlong's childhood Tian Fangping bullying Chen Xi, but he ignored those things.
Because I did something wrong at the beginning, I don't have the right to blame anyone.
"I have three children, and they are all waiting for you to go back and see them." Chen Xi couldn't help it. She couldn't stand waiting for He Yajing to give the answer she wanted in this silent environment.