Soul of Negary Vol 7 Chapter 42: I... long for redemption

"How can I be a good person for doing that kind of thing."
Huang Mao's face squatted dullly at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and his parents were divorcing. Even if he dyed his hair yellow, the two quarreling people could only turn the quarreling topic into his education topic.
The issue that the two cared about was never him, or that kind of caring was not the kind he wanted. Every time the argument was about arguing who was right and who was wrong, he did a lot of things that attracted the attention of the two people. There is not much attention at all.
Instead, he became more and more bored by his eye-catching behavior, and gradually Huang Mao thought that he became a burden, because the most in the quarrel between the two was the way the child dealt with it afterwards. Both parties shirk their responsibility and want him to go with each other.
Because of fighting or learning backwards, the school called the parents several times. At first, the two of them could rush to the school. Later, the number of arrivals was less and less, so that neither of them care about that level.
Out of attention, and out of rebellion, Huang Mao's behavior in school is becoming excessive.
From fighting with other classmates to fighting people into the hospital for no reason, the female classmates were undressed in all eyes and directly hit the teacher. The incidents are getting bigger and bigger, and the school has called their parents to dismiss deal with.
"My life has been ruined, ruined by those two parents." Huang Mao thought at the time, he felt that there was no hope for his life in the future.
A guy who doesn’t value his life will not pay attention to other people’s lives. Huang Mao’s wanton actions are becoming more and more excessive, but his parents’ divorce hasn’t stopped. He just squatted outside the Civil Affairs Bureau. Suddenly, the cigarette aimed at a hospital famous for the painless flow, and a girl in the class came out with a pale face.
Huang Mao, who found interesting things, took out his mobile phone to take a picture, and then compiled a rumor that the girl was involved in a big belly abortion, and sent it to the school forum and the class group.
The fact is that the girl just went to the hospital for feeling uncomfortable, but as soon as the news came out, her family was crazy, and she went to school without listening to the explanation, and things were getting bigger.
Looking at the yellow hair that someone's life was ruined by him, he was inexplicably a little happy, especially when his parents rushed over in anger, and he grinned happily until the girl who had not noticed climbed up. On the rooftop, the blood splashed on his smiling face.
He destroyed not only the life of the other party, but also the life of the other party.
"How could I be a good person who did that kind of thing!" Huang Mao chuckled and looked at the mottled light wall that he propped up. There were black patches in the white light. The breed is already dark, and the guardian it can provide is only mottled.
Continuously spread the chains that were released before to the surroundings, and try to explore the disorder of the space. The body-knowing treasure can keep the treasure in its own body hole and accept the flesh and blood, but when it is taken out and retracted, the normal pain is not It will be less.
If it weren’t for the scabbard that was parasitic on the mind, it would be suicidal to raise so many treasures in the body.
"I'm going to investigate the surroundings. If you have recovered your combat power, you will take good care of those people and think about how to contact others." Huang Maotou left without controlling the chain.
Huang Mao, who walked to the distance, slowly squatted down, curled his body to cover his face, and whispered. When he saw the girl again, his spirit almost collapsed, or his spirit was on the verge. collapsed.
He is so ugly that he is not dead yet, but he can't die now.
There was only one voice in his heart that said to save one more, you can save one more person alive, but he also knows that those things are happening every day, and his so-called rescue does not play any role at all. , And he can't hold it anymore.
"At least deal with those people, or else..." Huang Mao thought of Bai Zixi and brought back the plot characters to the main space. Those people will exist in your personal space. After you die, the authority of the personal space will be After being recycled, everything inside will enter the space inventory for auction.
Therefore, the person in the personal space, after the owner of the personal space dies, either becomes a slave of another person, or chooses to find an opportunity to commit suicide after being auctioned.
"This world is still too dangerous, personnel handling needs to continue to observe." Huang Mao, who vented his emotions, vigorously cheered up, thinking about the flame world, he always actively participated in those worlds where the strategy is extremely difficult.
The Master God's world is not 100% successful in attacking other worlds. There are always some worlds that will escape the Devour of the Master God's world. Huang Mao is looking for this world to help him deal with personnel.
As long as he finds a world that is about to engulf the world of the Lord God, he can take several people at a time, and then "accidentally" lose the contractual relationship with these people, but this kind of thing can only take slowly.
Huang Mao, who stood up again, slowly explored the surroundings, and a butterfly slowly flew from the ruins in the distance, and fell into the hands of Sakura. She was a little silent and some irritable. .
"It shouldn't be like this, he shouldn't be like this, how could he be a good person!" Seeing this scene through the butterfly confirmed his guess of Sakura, but instead denied his own idea: "He is just confusing me, he and My strength is quite equal, it is impossible to find my butterfly, he is just acting, so that his obscene goals can be achieved!"
"Yes, that's it. There has never been a good person, never." Sakura completely denied his conjecture and held an umbrella to take care of others quickly.
"People who desire to be redeemed, but deny that they can be qualified for salvation." Negri stood in the mist, looked at the two people who left, and said with a smile.
Huang Mao longed for salvation, but denied his eligibility for salvation. He thinks that people like him are not worthy of salvation. Every time they sneer, they sneer at themselves and eager to get salvation. Every time they use the treasure to bring pain, It is all his punishment for himself, but his desire to save will not weaken, so he will bring salvation to others.
Sakura is desperate that she can get salvation. She thinks that there is no salvation in this world, so she is doing her best to strengthen herself for her own sense of security, but when salvation appears in front of her, she is timid and denies To qualify for salvation.
In this way, there are still many people like them in the Lord God's space, but those people no longer long for redemption, immersed in false joy, and unscrupulously released their desires in other worlds.
"Twisted person."