Chapter 72: Spring Moon in Spring (14)

Gu Nanzhao returned home.
He got out of the car and found that the side hall light was still on. I walked over and took a look, and found that Gu Beichuan was sitting alone on the sofa and drinking. Seeing that he had been drinking a lot, his spirit was stunned.
Gu Beichuan heard a little footsteps, turned his head and glanced at it, and found that it was Gu Nanzhao, and smiled back. He raised his hand and pinched his temple, and asked, "Uncle, would you like a drink together?"
Gu Nanzhao sat down to accompany Gu Beichuan to drink, but it was not completely unknown why he was depressed. Gu Beichuan will only need someone to talk to, and let go of his depression.
After sulking for half a glass of wine, Gu Beichuan said in a low voice: "When I broke up with her, I thought it was just the same thing, and I found out later that I couldn't let it go. She wanted to look back, but she put me down ... ... "
Thinking of that time, he only felt why Shen Qingxi was not willing to compromise and sacrifice for him at all, nor was he willing to understand his difficulties. His temperament was so violent ... Breaking up under impulse, he thought it was no different from breaking up with other couples.
After the two were really separated, he slowly realized that she was different to herself, and it was not something that other people could replace. Even though he was with others, he still missed her, so he broke up within a month of dating.
At that time abroad, even if he realized that he couldn't let go of her, and thought of the breakup he had proposed, he suppressed the urge to contact her. It's not difficult to know her news. I was really happy to see her, but ...
Thinking of the sentence that Shen Qingxi said hoped he could look forward, for the first time, Gu Beichuan was fully aware of his blind self-confidence. He gave up first, how could he expect the other party to stand still waiting for him?
At that time, she did not understand her unyieldingness, but did not realize that she had done something wrong. What if we understand it now? Gu Beichuan smiled bitterly on his face: "Uncle, do you think there is room for recovery?"
Actually, I do n’t have no answer in my heart, I just do n’t want to accept it. Gu Beichuan drunk his head and drank alcohol. He didn't really want to listen to his answer, and instantly talked about what happened with Shen Qingxi. At that time, both were small and had too many sweet things.
Gu Nanzhao said nothing to Gu Beichuan and talked about their past, touched a cigarette lighter from the cigarette case on the coffee table, and slowly smoked. Smoking to the third, Gu Beichuan became quiet again, he extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray.
"Get rest early." Gu Nanzhao patted Gu Beichuan's shoulder and stood up.
Gu Beichuan didn't move on the sofa, and nodded for a while.
Gu Nanzhao returned to his room, and his heart was stuffy, while unbuttoning his shirt, he went to the bathroom. Amidst the water vapor, he stood under the shower, remembering what happened to Shen Qingxi tonight.
It's not that I don't know what I'm doing. I can't talk about regrets or regrets ... Gu Nanzhao also thought for a moment that if she met her earlier, the idea would only come out and he would be annihilated by himself.
What if I met her a few years ago? Pushing forward a few years, it was really just a little girl. Gu Nanzhao washed her face, smiled and shook her head. She was too opinionated, and he ... may not be able to get what he wanted.
After two days of rest, Lu Man still went to work. Gu Nanzhao first showed her feelings and gave her a choice. Naturally, she had to think carefully. So in these two days, she did not contact Gu Nanzhao.
In fact, judging from the timing, it is not particularly suitable to be with him at this time. Even if she left Gu Beichuan first and used the progress of the strategy as a reference, she thought that she was still a little worse ...
In recent days, Lu Man has been calculating the next step. In the case of Gu Nanzhao, if you want to truly attack him 100%, the marriage step will inevitably be saved, so you must deal with Gu Beichuan who has not given up.
It's not difficult for Gu Beichuan to get information from Shen Qingxi. At least Lu Man didn't completely lose contact with her university classmates, especially everyone who had met Wang Ziyu before. Therefore, Gu Beichuan specifically waited for her to leave in advance not to be unexpected.
An hour before the normal work time, S520 was informed of Lu Man's news. After thinking about it, she voluntarily called a message to Gu Nan, saying that if she had time at night, she would have a meal together.
At the end of work, Lu Man received a call from Gu Nanzhao. He asked over the phone if he would drive to pick her up, and she refused, saying only: "I'm going to work now and go directly to Xiao Guanghan to wait for you." Gu Nan summoned.
Hanging up the phone to pack and go downstairs. Once she appeared, Gu Beichuan, who had long waited, strode forward. Lu Man's face was calm and her eyes were calm. She stood a little distance away. She showed her mind to Gu Beichuan by action.
Gu Beichuan felt her avoidance, knowing it would happen, and still felt a pain in her heart. He tried his best to restrain himself and said patiently: "Some words ... want to talk to you, can it take up a little time?"
He had no intention of persecution, and even asked in a low voice. Lu Man didn't want to embarrass him, not to mention he hoped that he could let go-so that she would be smoother behind her.
"I have an appointment at night, maybe I don't have much time ..." Lu Man frowned slightly and said to Gu Beichuan.
Gu Beichuan's face flashed a little surprise and immediately agreed: "Okay."
Thought that she would refuse to the end again, Gu Beichuan felt a little hope in her heart, and she felt better, even with a smile on her lips. He couldn't think of much else at the moment, he asked, "Where are you going? I'll send you off?"
Worried about her reluctance, Gu Beichuan explained: "We can talk on the road."
Lu Man nodded.
Sitting in Gu Beichuan's car, Lu Man didn't say where he was going, but only reported the approximate location. Gu Beichuan did not follow up, and his duty was separated and he was on the road. Calming down a little, the joy faded, and he didn't know how to speak.
Gu Beichuan had many words in her heart, she really wanted to tell her, but couldn't help hesitating. I was just happy and fainted. I would think about it carefully. She probably just wanted to make it clear to him before she refused.
After thinking about this, Gu Beichuan felt very uncomfortable.
He didn't speak, but Lu Man said.
"That day, you really left me sad by the side of the road." Lu Man said frankly, "I also really felt that time, at least for that moment, you don't think I'm any better . "
Being right in the heart, Gu Beichuan felt helpless for a moment, and felt very guilty. He couldn't speak, and heard her say, "You obviously liked me before, obviously, in the end, those are nothing."
Gu Beichuan pursed his throat and whispered, "I'm sorry."
Lu Man glanced at him and said with a smile: "It's okay at first, but I feel really sad at the beginning, and then everything is fine. After all, we have to live a good life and we can't stay there forever, and we are fine. "
Gu Beichuan's voice was abnormally low: "I did something wrong at that time."
Lu Man looked out of the car window and said for a while, "Gu Beichuan, I actually like someone."
Her words passed into her ears, and her head turned around, she really realized what she meant, and Gu Beichuan's tingling in her heart. He frowned, holding back his emotions and asking, "How is that person?" Holding the steering wheel tightly.
Lu Man whispered, "It's good ... it's also good for me."
Gu Beichuan's throat knot rolled up and down, and he uttered a difficult answer: "That's good ..."
The car drove off the viaduct and entered Riverside Avenue. With that said, the carriage was quiet again. Lu Man looked out the window and said, "I'll get off in front." A few hundred meters away, she lowered her seatbelt.
Gu Beichuan held the steering wheel tightly and pursed his lips.
The car was passing through a clearing, and suddenly there was a loud noise.
When he heard strange movements outside, Gu Beichuan didn't even have time to respond. At that moment, he felt only a shadow, and his eyes became dark. For a moment, she thought of Shen Qingxi, but she completely lost consciousness.
Gu Beichuan woke up in the hospital.
When their car passed Binjiang Avenue, the boom of the crane tower at the central site suddenly fell off and hit them directly. With airbag protection and good luck, Gu Beichuan had almost no injuries except for a concussion. He did not wake up feeling pain.
At the moment of regaining consciousness, Shen Qingxi, who had thought of it, suddenly woke up with his eyes widened. Someone took his hand, and Gu Beichuan turned his head to look, and found that it was his mother, who opened his mouth, and spit out a word of doubt: "Mom?"
"Just awake, just awake ..." Gu Beichuan's mother choked and said in tears, but tears could not stop falling. A pair of eyes were red and swollen, and I didn't know how much I had cried before.
Gu Beichuan recalled the previous events. He drove Shen Qingxi to Hebin Road. When he was about to go to the place, something smashed down ... Gu Beichuan also held his mother's hand and trembled, "What about Qingxi? Mom, What about Qingxi? "
After hearing his eager questioning, Gu Beichuan's mother burst into tears and opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything. When Gu Beichuan saw this, he felt that his blood was all cold for a while, and a very, very bad thought flashed through his heart.
"The man in my car ... she ..." Gu Beichuan's lips trembled, his face ashamed.
Gu Beichuan's mother saw this and said quickly: "She is alive, she is alive ..."
"The doctor said that her spinal cord was injured, and it was a little serious, maybe it was-" Gu Beichuan stared at his mother and heard her say for a long time, "maybe paralyzed in the future ..."
Gu Beichuan only felt guilty, and his head was blank for a moment.
He couldn't think at all.
Gu Beichuan didn't know how long, he was struggling to digest the matter, and struggled to get out of bed, wanting to take a look at Shen Qingxi, was choked by his mother. Gu Beichuan's mother advised him: "Your uncle is watching over there ... the doctor will come right away, don't be stubborn."
He intuitively felt that something was wrong, but at this moment, he couldn't separate any thoughts to study it.
Gu Beichuan saw Lu Man in the morning the next day.