Vol 3 Chapter 613: 1 Straight alive 1 Straight pain 1 Straight alive pain 1 Straight pain...

My name is... Ah, what is it...
I have long forgotten...
When did it start? A long time ago.
I worked as a gravedigger in a small remote village, digging graves for the villagers there. That is the most humble occupation, and only children like me who have no parents can do this for food.
Being ostracized, bullied, insulted...
No friends, no family, no one likes, no one to accompany, no one to talk, no full food, no joyful play, no, no, no, no... nothing.
Until one day, I found a "corpse".
But unlike ordinary corpses, this corpse is alive.
Yes, he is alive. He has been buried in the soil for a long time, and his whole body has been decayed and ulcerated. Obviously poisonous mushrooms grow on his skin, but he is still alive.
I took him home. I want to save him. Only he can listen to me without moving. Only he can stay with me. Only he can not dislike me at all, become my partner, and become my family...
Yes, only he, as a living corpse, can live with me, a humble gravedigger, and only me, a humble gravedigger, who is not afraid that he is a corpse and will take good care of him. ...We just live together like this.
Although he can't speak, although he looks very painful, although he is full of decayed wounds, even though he has been decayed in this way, he still lives without a trace of change after three years, but... it doesn’t matter, it’s okay. Yes, as long as I work harder to pick medicinal materials, as long as my medical skills are more advanced, as long as I feed him some good things, he will be able to recover after a while.
As long as he gets better, as long as he can talk, as long as he can walk, we can do more things. I have taken care of him for so long and helped him so much. He will be grateful to me, and we can be true friends. Yes, we can escape this hateful little village together, escape this place where everyone hates me.
We want to travel together, we want to play together, we want to eat delicious food together, we want to climb the mountain together to see the stars, we want to see the sea on the other side of the mountain, we want to go to the big city to see the big city as high as the mountain The house, we have to go to many, many places, we have to stay together and become friends forever.
This way I can no longer be alone, and I won't be alone anymore...
but……
"Why do you keep getting bad?"
It's always been like this, it's always been this way, it's always been this decadent...
There is nothing wrong with my medicine. All the corpses that have been treated with this medicine have stopped decayed. Everyone’s corpses can be kept for a long time, but why have you always been like this?
I’ve been decayed all the time, but I’ve been living reluctantly. I’m still alive while decayed, motionless, painful, painful, painful, painful, alive, alive, always, always...
"why!!!----"
When will you get better! When will you be able to speak! What do you need to walk! When will I leave here! !
I can’t figure it out, I don’t understand, I don’t understand...
I obviously just want to be friends with him, I obviously just want to be with him forever, I obviously just want to be no longer alone...
However, looking at the bed and the decayed corpse, only the eyes were so bright, so agile, so vividly expressing his inner pain... I suddenly thought of it.
Yes, it is enough to be together forever, as long as we are one, we can be together forever wherever we go.
After that, taking advantage of his decaying advantage that he would never die no matter how broken his limbs were, I did it--
We are one
A person has two eyes, here are his eyes, and there are my eyes;
A person has two hands, this is his hand, and the other is mine;
A person has two legs, here are his legs, and over there are my legs;
One person has... Ah, what's wrong, it hurts...
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, why it hurts...
Why, obviously has left that hateful village, obviously the operation is perfect, obviously the wound has healed, why does my body begin to decay only now? ! !
why! ?
【because I……】
Who, who is talking? !
[Sin...God...]
Who? Who is in my mind? ! who are you!
【……】
No, it’s not possible to go on like this. The calf here has begun to break, and there is no way to walk this way. You must think of a way, think of a way...
"Are you OK?"
The sound like a natural sound came to my ears who fell on the side of the road~EbookFREE.me~ What caught my eyes was a pair of white and beautiful feet, and then a girl with a water can in her hand.
She helped me, helped me who lost my feet.
Then you can help me again... how beautiful a person like you wants to be with you forever.
Become my feet and stay with me forever wherever you go!
But... it can only be two feet?
………
For a long time after that, we are still decayed, so our number is increasing. We are all in one body, and each of us is part of this body...We are no longer alone.
No longer alone forever.
However, we have been suffering because of our body's decay, we have been decayed, we have been alive, we have been awake...
Even sleep is not allowed. We wander in this world and travel to every corner of this continent, looking for a way to stop decay, finding a way to end this physical pain, and wanting to know what we are. , I want to know why we have to endure such a decadent pain, and want to find a peaceful place...
Until one day, the name reached my ears
[Cartphilus], a sinner cursed [wandering forever] for throwing stones at the Son of God.
Ah, we see, it was because of this... Catafels...
"what!!!---------"
Do not make jokes! Because of this? ! ! Just because of such boring reasons, because of such insignificant things, do we have to endure such pain? !
Do not make jokes! Do not make jokes! !
What is this...what is the pain we suffer...