Chapter 81: Tyrant's lover

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Yi Ze said: "You have a good rest, I will come back to you tomorrow."
Yi Ze walked out of the hospital and it rained outside. He didn't even have an umbrella. He stood at the door of the hospital like a fool. When passers-by walked over, he looked like a neuropathy.
The rain poured into his eyes, as if he was crying. He felt that he was indeed a neuropathy, otherwise he would do something like this.
It was him who personally killed a person he loved a little...
He clearly has so many opportunities, but he has done nothing, letting the hourglass of fate slip away from his fingers.
He could have saved him, he can love him...
If you can go back to the past and let him pay everything, he is willing... but he can't go back.
[叮, the target is easy to feel good 2, the current good feeling 93]
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Thanks to the vomiting of blood, the condition deteriorated rapidly, and the doctor recommended him to chemotherapy. I am very comfortable with any treatment. Yi Ze sees him every day. It can even be said that he lives in a hospital. Xie He has no conflict with Yi Ze, but he has no smile, even if he has nothing to say. Did not do, even the performance of the obedience, people can also see that he is only forced to obey the obedience, this is not true.
Xie He’s condition has not been effectively controlled, and people are losing weight quickly.
Yi Ze’s heart sank day by day, the attending doctor was annoyed by Yi Ze’s question, and the old temper professor, rudely pointed to Yi Ze’s nose and said:
You don’t come to the hospital to see me. It is convenient for us to treat. After all, the patient's emotions are also very important. He does not have the desire to live even if the current medical means are developed and he can't save the person who wants to die!"
This sentence says that Yi Ze's face is bloodless.
At the same time, thank you in the ward and 444 chat.
[444: The host is big, you haven’t tried to brush the feelings of Yi Ze recently (⊙o⊙)]
[Xie He: Don't worry, give him a calm time first, just take a moment to brush up the culvert and the far distance. After all, the target person has to get rid of it. Smile jpg]
[444: But it seems that he will not leave, you have no time with Jane. _(:3ゝ∠)_]
[Xie He: Someone will advise him to leave:)
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Xie He and 444 chat while watching the drama, recently the system store has a new TV show of the future Star Age, you can watch the holographic simulation mode while sleeping, Star Wars is very energetic.
Yi Ze came out of the doctor's office and walked heavily to the door of Xie He's ward, quietly watching the people on the bed.
The young people in the hospital bed have lost a lot of weight, their faces are abnormally pale, and he is sleeping with his eyes closed. It seems that he can always sleep like this anytime and anywhere... Yi Ze closes his eyes and opens, he watches every night. The life of the person he loves is a little bit fading... There is no way to recover it with all his strength. This kind of pain is like a lateness, and I can’t die at once, and I feel the pain of the cone.
As if the person sentenced to death is not thankful, but he.
Yi Ze finally lifted his pace and walked gently. He took Xie He into his arms. The youth's body was so thin that it would be broken as if it were a little harder. Yi Ze carefully opened his hand to open the hair in front of his forehead, just a touch of light, and fell a hair, the original thick black hair has become sparse in a short time, Qingjun's facial features because of the thinning Deeper and deeper.
Nothing can stop him from getting dying.
Yi Ze’s hand slowly gripped, and the hair that had fallen was held in the palm of his hand, and the painful color in his eyes continued to accumulate.
He bowed his head and kissed the lips of Xie He, and the soft lips were as sweet as ever, making him feel indulgent.
But the sweeter it is, the more painful it is when it is lost.
Xie He slowly opened his eyes, and he couldn’t see any emotions in the black scorpion. He just decided to look at Yi Ze.
Yi Ze’s voice is low and gentle, and his dark eyes are deeply reluctant. He said:
I have to travel for a while, maybe I can’t come back for a while, I let Jian Zihan come to take care of you?

Xie He’s expression has finally changed, showing an unexpected look.
Of course, Yi Ze is not willing to let Jian Zihan come over. Every time he sees Xie He’s madness about Jian Zihan’s smile, but he thinks of the doctor’s words... The treatment needs a good and positive attitude, and Jian Zihan can make Xie He happy, can Let him face the treatment more positively, then... what if he is retreating? He will only let her suffer.
As long as he can help him get better, he can do anything.
[叮, the target is easy to feel good 2, the current good feeling 95]
After Yi Ze finished the sentence, he hugged and thanked him. He did not dare to use too much force, lest the people in his arms would break.
Then I stood up and went out without going back.
Xie He looked at Yi Ze’s back and disappeared at the door, looking back at the expressionless expression.
[Xie He: Baby, let’s just put the TV show on, just seeing the wonderful place. Smile jpg. 】
[444: ... Hey! it is good! 】 He just looked at Yi Ze’s expression was infected, but the host is still very powerful! All kinds of emotions switch freely! Also have a mood to watch TV! _(:3ゝ∠)_ Admiration! ! !
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Of course, Yi Ze is not really on a business trip. He just gives himself an excuse for not appearing. Although he did not appear in front of Xie He, he would get no news and treatment from the nurse doctor who took care of him every day. He would also like to thank him for taking a look at it while he was asleep.
Yi Ze knows that Xie He and his agent Wei Zhangqin have a good relationship. They called Wei Zhangqin and asked him to visit Xie He occasionally. He also inquired about the news of Xie He, such as Xie He likes, usually eats some What to wear and what to use... Every day, Yi Ze can learn from others about what he doesn't know.
Although Xie is not in front of him, the image is more vivid than in the past.
Yi Ze will even recall the bits and pieces that they used to get along with each other, and use the memory to describe this person's smile and move every time... How did he turn a blind eye at that time? People... It’s a ridiculous creature. I never know how to cherish what I have. I always regret waiting until I lose.
Jane Zihan often goes to the hospital during this time. Yi Ze sees his eyes every time like watching the enemy. If he is in love with Xie He, Jian Zihan wants to laugh three times. Who can think of him and Yi Ze one day? Will it be so hot? Don't be too happy to get rid of this trouble!
But nowadays, the person who thinks that they have become enemies is dying. In the mind of Jane, there is only one sadness and weakness, and there is no mood and easy to care about.
He also knows how much Yi Ze does not want to see him now, so it is very unexpected that Jian Zihan received the phone call from Yi Ze to let him look after him.
When Yan Zihan asked the reason, Yi Ze only said one sentence: Minghui is more happy with you, and is more conducive to treatment.
Jian Zihan did not ask again.
This day, thank you for finishing the chemotherapy, and Jian Zihan is waiting for him outside.
After the first few days, Jane Zihan will no longer reveal sad emotions. He knows that sorrow does not help, and only makes Xie He feel sad with him, so he always smiles. Jian Zihan said: "Today brings you good news."
Thank you for your doubts: "What?"
Jian Zihan said, "The movie you shot before has been initially edited. I asked the director for a copy. Do you want to see it?" He witnessed how hard Xie He tried to make the film, so I thought about him. I would like to see it, after all, this is his last movie.
Who knows how the face changed a bit, he lowered his eyes and said: "No, there is nothing to look at."
Jian Zihan stunned a bit, but all he did now was to follow the thoughts of Xie He. Since Xie He didn’t want to see it, he would not mention this matter neatly. He smiled and said:
If you don’t want to see it, let’s see. Nothing else."
Xie He smiled, "Okay."
Jane Zihan is indeed a very gentle and considerate person, and it is also humorous, as long as he is willing to talk to anyone.
The gloom of Xie He and his eyes together has also been dispersed. Jian Zihan is like the morning sun, with the ability to warm people.
Yi Ze sneaked over several times, and looked at Xie He’s smile in front of Jian Zihan. It was like inserting a knife in his heart. Because there were too many times, it was already numb.
The one who was most able to thank Xie He is happy and happy is him... it was his...
Jane's careful discovery Xie He liked to listen to him talking about his affairs at the university, so he told him a lot, and went back home to find some pictures of the former classmates and brought them to Xie. What to see.
Xie He was very interested in the performance. He saw the simple son Han in the photo at a glance and smiled and said: "This is you."
Jian Zihan smiled: "Yes, it seems that we are really long, you find it so fast."
Xie Hexiao’s eyes bent, and there was a little smugness.
Yes, I used to be very handsome. Although the family conditions are not very good, there are girls in the class who have a crush on me and write love letters to me. Ah... everyone is really simple..."
Jian Zihan smiled, "If I meet you earlier, I will catch you up, so the handsome guy will digest it internally. It is estimated that there are many girls who are going to be hurt."
Xie He said: "No, they will only match us."
Jane's face was contemplative, and she showed a serious expression for a long time: "It makes sense. In fact, we are very married."
Xie He was teased, and he lowered his head and flipped through the album. Suddenly his eyes stayed in one place and his movements stiffened.
It was a photo outside the library. Several boys were together. Standing on the right side of Jane's han was a tall boy with a sharp eyebrow. He put his hand in his trousers and stood there lazily, looking sideways. Jian Zihan.
Xie He’s hand shook a bit.
Jian Zihan noticed that the look was slightly changed, that is Yi Ze. He and Yi Ze did not have a lot of photos. At that time, Yi Ze was chasing him. By the way, he took a photo at the entrance of the library. Because there were other old students with good relations, he left the photo.
In the end, Jian Zihan was a calm and steady person. He did not show tension, but casually said: "This is Yi Ze, we are a school alumnus."
Xie nodded, the voice was a little dry, "I know."
Jian Zihan is somewhat distressed and awkward. Even if it is now, Yi Ze can easily evoke the emotion of Xie He, and his position in Xie He’s heart can no one be replaced. Jane Bunton paused and made it easy: "Do you want to hear about him? Yi Ze was also a man of the year at school."
Xie He was silent for a while and said, "Forget it, nothing good."
Jian Zihan looked at him deeply, and his heart suddenly moved. "Ming Hui, I have always liked you. I still like you now. You know it."
Xie He suddenly showed a panic expression, "Well, um..."
Jian Zihan reached out and held his cerebellum, and put his forehead on his forehead, staring at his eyes and slowly saying: "I am here for what you want, you actually know."
Xie He’s face showed a hint of tension.
Jian Zihan whispered, "I am not really a great saint, nor do you think it is so good. In fact, I am also very selfish, only good for people I like, and I hope that people I like can like me, so ... can you like me?"
I can't help but drop my eyes. "I, it didn't take long..."
Jane's heart hurts, but the tone is still relaxed. "There is more time to hurry. If you are young, you don't have a good time to talk about a love. It's a pity. It's better to talk to me and try. You can go to the movies to go shopping together, do what all couples will do, life is alive, isn’t it just a matter of time. I don’t boast, I think I will be a good boyfriend.

Xie He licked his lips for a long time, he said, "You don't have to be like this for me."
Jian Zihan said: "I am not for you, I am for myself. I am so hard to like someone, but I have not caught up with my death, I am too reconciled."
Xie Hezhen looked at him.
Jian Zihan stared at his eyes, so that the distance was close, the emotions in the eyes were unobstructed, and the affectionate love was not covered.
Xie He’s heart seems to have been touched by something, so will it be too cruel to refuse? And he is going to die, why bother to care so much? Xie He suddenly smiled and said, "Okay."
In the eyes of Jane's singer, she suddenly showed a surprise expression. So big, just like a child, he turned a few laps in the same place, then quickly bowed his face and kissed him on the face. "I am really happy." !"
Xie He smiled low, and Jian Zihan did so much for him, which made him happy and he was very happy.
It’s just like this... I’m probably not happy... After all, he likes Jane. But then he threw this thought behind his head, what about being unhappy? He now only wants to make people who care about him happy.
He no longer wants to live for Yi Ze.
As Jane Zihan said, what is the relationship between trying it out.
Jane's eagerness to say thank you, "Let's go to the movies today!"
Thank you for your nod.
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Yi Ze got the news and smashed everything on the table! For a long time, I finally calmed down. He told himself not to be impulsive and not to be impulsive. It was because of his impulsive impulse that he made so many regrets! So he can't be impulsive again!
As long as I can thank you, how does he have to be with him?
But why... it’s so painful in my heart...
Yi Ze kept himself at home for two days, obviously not wanting to live, but still reluctant to let go of any news related to Xie He.
Xie He went to the cinema with Jian Zihan today, Xie He and Jian Zihan went shopping, Xie He and Jian Zihan were eating outside... He looked at the photos and the words, and the man who dreamed of being with Xie He at the moment was him... With this kind of imagination, I can give him the strength to continue to restrain.
Contrary to Yi Ze, Jian Zihan has recently satisfied happiness as never before.
They live the most ordinary life like all ordinary couples. Jian Zihan feels that he is immersed in the expectation and tension of dating every day. He is in his thirties, because love seems to return to his teens. He does not have I think I can find this feeling one day.
Xie He is like the perfect lover he imagined, gentle and funny, kind and loyal.
They can have a pleasant conversation together. There is no difference in the world view from the perspective of life. Occasionally, there are places where there are differences of opinion, and they can discuss with peace of mind, and they will not misunderstand because of some small things.
As long as she is with Xie, Han is very happy.
The only regret is that Xie He is not in good health, and there is not much time to go out, so Jane Zihan cherishes every minute of getting along.
This day, Jian Zihan sent Xie He back to the hospital. He couldn't help but press him on the wall and kissed him.
Xie He stiffened for a moment... Then slowly relaxed and looked up, this seems to make the default attitude so that Jian Zihan can not restrain his inner love, could not help but deepen the kiss.
"I love you." Jane's lips are attached to Xie He's ear. He holds Xie He, can't help but repeat it with a full of affectionate voice, "I love you..."
If you can continue this way, how good is it...
If time can stay, how good is it...
[叮, Jianzihan good feeling 3, current good feeling 98]
"I, I have to rest..." Xie He whispered, it seems a little embarrassed, dare not look up at Jian Zihan.
Jane Zihan looked at him tenderly. "I will come back to you tomorrow."
"Good." Xie He said.
Xie He went back to the ward, and there was a hint of sorrow in his eyes...not like this. It shouldn't be like this. When Jian Zihan kissed him just now, what he thought was actually another person. He wanted to try to accept Jian Zihan, but he still couldn't do it...
Xie He sat silent for a while, and finally his eyes fell on a CD placed randomly under the TV cabinet. He closed his eyes and seemed to hesitate for a long time. He finally took out the CD and put it in.
With a melodious music, the movie began.
This is his last movie, and he can't even wait for the day the movie is released.
Xie He was sitting alone in the ward and looking at another one. He was in love with the loved one in the movie. He saw the last scene, he held the man and kissed him, revealing a bright smile. : You will regret it. No one will love you like me in the future; but I will not regret loving you, I will save this love until the day I die.
Xie He touched his face subconsciously, but he did not know when he had burst into tears.
Yes, how can he regret it... He will never regret loving him, he loves that person, but he does not love him. So he didn't even have the way to say this to that person, his love, humble, even his own disdain.
But despite this, he will retain the day that love falls to death.
When Jian Zihan kissed him, he could no longer ignore this intention. He could not fall in love with other people.
Xie He went back and found that the original ward door was pushed open. Jian Zihan did not know when he stood at the door and carried a bag on his hand. It was the couple hat they bought together today. He forgot to take the car. After Jian Zihan left, he discovered that it was sent to him again.
Xie He is watching a movie, and Jian Zihan is watching Xie He.
Jian Zihan slowly walked over, and looked at the eyes of Xie Heman, who was apologetic and intertwined, and smiled freely: "What are you crying, seeing the film in the movie so beautiful, was you crying?"
Xie He looked at him with disappointment, "I'm sorry."
Jian Zihan reached out and gently wiped his tears and said, "Why do you say sorry, you are not sorry for me, I am sorry that you are right, I have not considered your mind, you are willing to love me, and love again. Not an equivalent exchange."
Xie He is even more sad: "No, you are for me..."
Jian Zihan said: "I have said that I am not so great. I am very selfish. I am for myself. You don't have any burden." He said and said, and he smiled. "Hey, I didn't expect to score so soon." I am really reluctant to give up my hand. If I ask you not to abandon me, you will definitely agree with such a good person, but then I am too mean."
Xie He looked helplessly at him. "You don't laugh."
Jane Zihan looked at him in positive colors: "You can't deprive me of the right to joke."
Xie He said: "Okay..."
Jane Zihan looked at his satisfaction and nodded. "You have to rest early, I will not bother you." He went out again, and helped Xie to close the door, as if nothing had happened.
However, only a few steps away, Jane Zihan was as if he had lost his strength and leaned back against the wall, his hands clenched slightly.
What a joke, not a joke at all...
That is his heart.
I don't want to let go, if I beg you to leave someone he loves, then what is the relationship between letting go of dignity and praying. If you can live to be alive... then as long as you can keep him around, what is the relationship between the mean means? If you have, you are even more reluctant to let go.
But he can't... He can't look at the person he loves and leave the world with regret. His only wish now is to hope that the person he loves will get what he wants.
[叮, Jianzihan good feeling 2, current good feeling 100]
[444: Are you deliberately thrown in the car? (⊙o⊙)]
[Thank you: Baby, have you become smarter recently? Smile jpg]
[444:o(n_n)o~]
[Xie He: Han Han is as thoughtful and gentle as ever. It is time for Ze Ze to come back. Dad misses him a little :)
[444:......]
Although I don't know much, but the host wants to go who is leaving, whoever wants to go back feels great~ As a system mentality that never has to worry about has been very young \\(≧▽≦)/
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After leaving the hospital, Jian Zihan did not go home, but went to Yi Ze.
Yi Ze did not expect Jian Zihan to come to see him, and still at such a late time, he calmly greeted Jian Zihan into the face, and now how to look at this face is not pleasing to the eye, how did he look at such a person at the beginning? Come back, and actually grab his wife with him! What husband and wife! When you think of it, your heart is blocked!
"What are you doing?" Yi Ze's attitude is very cold.
Jane's mood is not good, so the so-called rivals meet each other and see, especially, why do you fall in love with such a person? It’s still so dead-hearted, he doesn’t even know that Xie He’s love is Yi Ze, but in the end it’s hard to be flat. Is he not as good as Yi Ze? Isn't it late to come?
Although very unwilling... But Jane Hanhan thought of the hospital's thank-you, remembering how he was crying in silence, and finally said, "Go and see him."
Yi Ze felt that his breathing was a little stagnation, and his eyes were stunned. "Do you think I don't want to see him? He doesn't want to see me."
Jane Zihan originally thought so. Even he imagined that he could replace Yi Ze, but it turned out that Yi Ze was the person who really needed it. He sighed and said slowly: "Go to see him, the person he really wants...has always been you."
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[Xie He: Baby, is Zeze coming? 】
[444: Come on! I came here last night, watching you sleep next night and watching it for a night \\(≧▽≦)/]
[Thank you: My sleep is perfect today:)
Xie He turned over and opened his eyes and saw Yi Ze sitting on the edge of the bed, his lips moving slightly. "You are back."