Vol 2 Chapter 115: Star Today 01
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Strong Counterattack
- 退戈
- 2866 characters
- 2021-03-01 07:46:48
The author has something to say: partial to the future urban background, do not bring it into reality
Ji Zhiyi stood in front of the half-length mirror in the toilet and looked at the thin self in the mirror, exhaling heavily.
The person in the mirror had short, slightly yellowish hair, greenish-black eyes, pale white lips, and a sullen expression, and looked very weak. The breast is slowly rising and falling, proving that she is still stubbornly alive.
She lowered her upper body and moved closer. He raised his hand and touched his face, followed the familiar eye socket all the way to the corner of his lips, and then touched the hair behind his head.
There were no blood-stained wounds on his arms, and half of his bald hair had grown back now. There was a wound cut by the glass next to the eye, and no trace of it was seen.
The godless pupils reflected her every move synchronously.
Confirm that the current state of weakness is only due to malnutrition and excessive hunger. Ji Zhiyi finally stopped his foolish exploration.
It is difficult for her to determine how old she is now.
The long-term stay up late, irregular life, and the daily delivery of heavy oil, salt and bacteria have made her body overwhelmed. A young woman who is in his prime, becomes like a middle-aged and elderly woman who has passed through menopause.
This embarrassed and haggard look is indeed over age for her age.
Ji Zhiyi walked out of the washroom with his hand, turned it over in the living room, and found his mobile phone. Click on the software and order a takeaway. It doesn't matter what it is, just arrange it according to the closest distance, and you can eat enough.
Seeing the other party successfully taking orders, Ji Zhiyi finally relieved. Feeling hungry, the stomach twitching was filled with still illusion of takeaway, and it became not so uncomfortable.
With this thought in mind, she knew she was almost reaching her limit.
Ji Zhiyi's habit is that once he enters work, he can skip meals for a day in order to maintain his state. I was already hungry and had low blood sugar, so I was going to take a bath to eat. As a result, the closed air in the toilet was dull and fainted. She wasn't sure how long she had been dizzy now, anyway it was a pleasure not to starve to death.
At this time, the phone was shocked and a text message prompt appeared.
Her bank card balance is still 3162.7 yuan.
Ji Zhiyi looked at his mobile phone and did not look away for a long time. It wasn't until the knuckles were whitish and the muscles of the hand were cramped that they opened their mouths and let it slip onto their legs.
She was pretty sure that this was her entire net worth.
Ji Zhiyi didn't feel down, instead he smiled heartily. He leaned his head back on the sofa and grinned silently. It wasn't until the wet liquid slipped across her face that she lifted her hand and wiped her face hard before slowly calming down.
She tried to calm down her mood and digest the redundant information in her mind.
Ji Zhiyi took a deep breath, turned his head blankly and looked around.
His eyes glanced at the familiar and unfamiliar interiors, and his vision was blurred again.
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She bought this house when she was eighteen.
As a behind-the-scenes creative, she was famous in the industry.
How many people can make millions at the age of eighteen? She did it anyway. Or when the entire music industry is in a downturn and the future direction of development is unsuccessful.
Many people think that she is a new generation of Ziweixing, and will continue to be glorious, including herself.
However, she was just getting started, and her parents died unexpectedly.
This bad news brought a huge blow to her. For a long time, she was unable to pull away from her sorrow, and her emotions affected her creation. The original song was filled with dark tones and was in the non-mainstream in this society. Capital is still the market, and it is not bought.
The reputation she had accumulated before was quickly wiped out by several of her new songs.
In addition, she is just a behind-the-scenes person, and she has just started. There is no so-called fan and publicity. Losing her work is equivalent to losing market value, and there is no need to observe and cultivate it.
The times are always relentless and change quickly, she is soon forgotten in the historical trend. Perhaps in the vast world, even a splash of water can not be called.
Ji Zhiyi is a person who is restrained to be a little lonely, but he is not so innocent.
The cold words or sighs of the outside world made her suffer successively. The huge gap of success and failure made her gradually lose her heart. She wanted to calm down.
After making the decision, she took the deposit to go to school for a low-key study, spent money on various equipment, kept experimenting and working hard until the world had almost forgotten her existence before she started again.
However, at this time, she was already very poor, and she had no connections or information.
Her mental state has not improved much. Probably too many failures, she gradually lost her youthful spirit and self-confidence, trapped in the barren world by her fictitious pressure.
Painting the ground is probably what she said.
She believes that she can get rid of the difficulties with only one success.
Ji Zhiyi smiled mockingly.
It's really a teenager who doesn't know the taste of sorrow, and sorrows for new words.
These harmless minor setbacks are almost fart compared to her later experiences.
What cherishes nothing, at most it is called Gufang self-reward. What is delicate and sensitive is simply vulnerable.
Bai blinded his previous talents and dreams.
Yes.
She was born again.
Ten years later, he was defeated, he died on the street, and then returned to the present.
It's like a dream. It's unbelievably unbelievable.
Ji Zhiyi took out his phone and glanced at it to reconfirm the date.
September 23.
Reborn at the age of 25, she once thought it was a period of its lowest point.
Ji Zhiyi closed his eyes and recalled what would happen after that.
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Some time ago, Ji Zhiyi sorted out the old manuscripts and made two songs.
She feels that these two songs are well written, the melody and rhythm are catchy, lively and bright, with a little freshness in the style. When playing, it can make up enough sense of the picture, close your eyes, and there has always been some aura that can't be caught flashing in your mind.
That feeling was too precious, and she was so handy after a long absence. She felt that her state was finally back.
Ji Zhiyi decided to deliver the two songs, and after the sale, make up for the short-lived living expenses.
Considering today's own reputation, it is equivalent to a newcomer. Without the help of an acquaintance, the delivery of the company to the company will be largely unreasonably rejected by the manuscript, or can only pay low hard work. Ji Zhiyi wanted to ask someone to help me find a way, so it was better to talk.
Because he doesn't like to communicate with people for a long time, Ji Zhiyi can only help him. There is only one old partner, Tommy.
Tommy was a friend she met when she first became famous, and she still kept a close distance from her during her low tide. Although there was no substantial help, Ji Zhiyi still trusted him. The first thought after the creation it's him.
Probably because she feels familiar. When she was young, she always subconsciously equated acquaintances with good people. In fact, there is no relationship between the two.
She found a time to show Tommy the new song. Tommy hummed at him, saying neither good nor bad, but agreed to help her try delivery.
Ji Zhiyi was slightly disappointed at the time, but still greatly appreciated. Then he listened to his orders and went home to wait for a reply.
If she remembered correctly, at the end of September, she had handed the tune to Tommy, and it should have been nearly a week.
It was this wrong decision that caused her irreparable tragedy in the future.
Ji Zhiyi thought of Tommy's face and couldn't help but gritt his teeth.
While she was still eagerly awaiting the results, a newly-increased traffic little flower took her song and published a single as a talented woman.
Although that little flower's singing level was not good, she spoiled the two songs in vain, but after a large revision, she was still on fire. The two songs were sung by a wide range of covers.
It happened to be a hit in a TV series. Because the lyrics fit well, it was selected as the ending song, and a wave of popularity was brushed again to open up the national popularity. Soon the two songs dominated the rankings of various music software and charts, and they became the hit songs of the year.
Xiaohua also used her identity as a talented woman to rise up and fill her space, and then went into the performing arts circle.
It's a pity that the little flower is really not talented. After the card with Wang fried in one hand, he still only got a part of the face powder after being popular. After two or three years, I was confused. It was a few "classic original songs", which preserved her dignity, and she still talked about it after passing it.
Facts have proved that Ji Zhiyi feels right, it is really two excellent songs.
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She was too young back then. After knowing that the song was stolen, she was enthusiastic and thought she could shake the tree, thinking that the world could guarantee justice, and screaming injustice on the Internet, claiming that the two songs were actually original.
As a result, fans rushed to the homepage to anger and attack, cursing yin and yang. The brokerage company followed, and various marketing numbers and the military led the way to discredit, and hit a rake, saying that she touched porcelain.
Fans turned over her previous song again, and randomly found several old songs, and came up with an unmatched comparison, accusing her of plagiarism. The passers-by did not even hear the song, and followed along to testify.
The social software also blocked her account under various reporting operations.
At that time, it was almost black on the whole network, and Ji Zhiyi's three views were broken and hit hard.
At this time, Tommy asked her to go to the bar and apologized to her, saying that she did not know that the matter would develop to this point. She shared her hatred with the enemy and blamed the shame of the well-known brokerage company. While asking her to drink, she said she would support her in continuing her blame , Restore the truth and clean up the reputation.
Ji Zhiyi naively did not doubt him.
Then the police came to the house and said that someone reported her taking drugs, and she knew that Tommy was overcast from beginning to end.
However, this step is already a dead end.
Drug addiction cannot be quit, especially new synthetic drugs. The addiction is high, the damage is great, the damage to the brain is irreversible, and there is no possibility of complete withdrawal. The so-called withdrawal is just detoxification, and the relapse rate is as high as 100%.
She became a seller and struggled every day in the process of detoxification and failure.
After the incident broke out, Ji Zhiyi was even ridiculed, as a crazy madman who jumped on the heat, watching Xiaohua and Tommy go to the peak of life.
This battle lasted for a long time, and the only thing that was hurt was her who was always regarded as the villain.
In the end, when she went out to buy things and was recognized by fans, she ran to the road and was killed by a car.
She thought she was dead, feeling relieved, opened her eyes, and found herself lying in the bathroom.
It was just five minutes ago.
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Ji Zhiyi clenched his fists, shivered, and crawled up all over.
She suddenly panicked, but the feeling of retreating quickly let her calm down again.
Yes, I have nothing to do. Now that nothing has happened, let alone addiction.
Ji Zhiyi listened to his heavy breathing and put his hand on his chest to feel a vigorous heartbeat.
Then the doorbell rang. Ji Zhiyi wiped his face and opened the door in the past.
"Your takeaway." The takeaway was a younger brother who opened the store downstairs. He glanced inside and asked, "Are you all right?"
Ji Zhiyi said weakly: "It's okay."
The younger brother handed it over as if she did n’t see her eyes red, and she smiled and said,
Oh. I said you have n’t come down for dinner in a few days. Next time you ’re hungry, you can make a phone call to our house. of."
Ji Zhiyi's voice was hoarse and a smile of gratitude came out: "Thank you."
Sometimes Ji Zhiyi feels that she is indeed lucky, because there are still many shiny people around her.
Later, she fell so dare not to go out, all this little boss bought for her. Even when he was tortured by drugs and wanted to commit suicide, the other party first discovered that something was wrong and caught up to save her.
The younger brother collected the money, sweated and turned downstairs.
Ji Zhiyi touched the hot lunch box and sat down at the table.
She only ordered a bowl of rice, but the little boss obviously gave oversized portions. After being hungry for so long, she still had some support after eating.
And scrambled eggs with tomatoes, the eggs inside look more than tomatoes, the flavor is rich, the bright red soup oozes down the rice, which makes the index finger move.
Ji Zhiyi felt his stomach, feeling that his body was recovering a lot, and his brain was turning.
She sat at the dinner table for a while, and suddenly remembered that she didn't even know what the little boss called.
Ji Zhiyi was shocked and went to the living room.
There are many scores scattered on the table, some are her old manuscripts, and some should be written just before she was unconscious.
Ji Zhiyi looked at it for a moment, and reached out his hand unconsciously to grab his hair. When I encountered a familiar and strange touch, I remembered that my back of the head was no longer a bare Mediterranean, and immediately withdrew my hand cherishly.
Protect it well. Hard-won.
She ran back to the room and wore a hat, hid her hair, ran out again, and began to read her inventory. See if you can find a few good songs to modify and adjust to your work.
After humming for a while, the whole body seemed to have a strange current flashing, and the notes were spelled into various pieces of pictures, which made her more and more surging.
Ji Zhiyi was so excited that he couldn't help but grow three heads and six arms, and immediately recorded all his thoughts.
She can feel her youth, both body and brain. A god-given thing called talent came to her again.
It's like an abandoned vehicle that has been used for a long time. One day, the engine was suddenly updated and all the parts were polished. I was originally worried that the vehicle that had been adapted to the rusty parts could not run quickly, but the result was not!
Che Chi has a kind of unprecedented joy.
Ji Zhiyi took a pen and changed it on the back of the paper. After writing, I even forgot who I was and where I was.
When the sky turned black, she narrowed her eyes and couldn't see the words on the paper before she sorrowed.
Get up from the ground and push the headlights away.
She sat on the floor, admiring the finished product in her hand, and proofreading it completely again, greatly relieved.
She can still work!
The words continued to reverberate in her mind, and Ji Zhiyi's eyes were even hot.
Probably few people can understand her feelings now, but it is just a humble fluke.
Ji Zhiyi evened out the manuscript and placed it on the table one by one. Go back to the room and move in the computer, and prepare to record a part of it tonight.
She later suffered from social fears due to cyber violence and could only stay at home.
Nothing to do in 24 hours, just stay up all night to write music, listen to songs, and watch TV.
However, due to the influence of drugs, it is impossible to concentrate, even if there is inspiration, it is a flash. Coupled with paranoia, word of mouth is broken, and there is no sign of rising again.
But she hasn't been left to study, it seems that only studying non-stop can give her a trace of self-consolation.
Knowledge is indeed power.
The power of being late now can finally come in handy.
She has studied carefully the popular golden songs that have appeared in later generations, and keep them in her mind. They are not yet available. But Ji Zhiyi does not intend to borrow.
She hates plagiarism too much and hates her dignity crushed by others. The glory that was taken away should be taken back by yourself.