Chapter 59: Fighting 20

A figure stood at the intersection, like a stone statue that could not move.
This place is relatively secluded in the middle of the night, and there is a street lamp only three to five meters away. Only over half an hour later, only a few cars pass.
Xu Jingxin stared at a stone in front and counted the sound of rain hitting it.
Always start from zero, because she can't count the number at all.
"Are you looking for me?"
The sudden sound broke the silence.
The long wind held an umbrella and ran from the other end of the road and said, "The road in front of the Honghu Museum is not covered with cement. My trousers are now full of sand. If possible, I hope to choose a closer place next time. In addition , Time can be early. "
The long wind stopped at a distance of one meter from her. This place can attack or defend. very good.
But she looked at Xu Jingxin in the rain, not knowing how long the other party had been standing here, and hesitated to share her umbrella with her.
Xu Jingxin moved and turned to look at her.
The look was too cold, and the other person's skin was particularly pale in the night.
"Shall you say it first or should I say it first?" Changfeng said, "Changing another place?"
Xu Jingxin: "I know who you are, and you should also know who you are. Why are you here and what do you want to do?"
Changfeng pursed his lips and stared at her for a long time, before he seemed to say easily: "I didn't know before, but now I know. I should be you, who are you?"
She thought she could see the other party appearing angry and ruined, but she didn't.
Xu Jingxin laughed.
If she read right, she should laugh.
Under the dim street light, the soaked lady laughed silently with her head up. The rain ran down her cheeks, as if washing away countless pains.
Changfeng inexplicably read sadness and carefree from her face. It seems that after everything is broken, there is a fearless relief.
The long wind came closer.
Unfortunately, night rain can hide tears. She couldn't confirm it.
"It's over," Xu Jingxin vaguely said, "Thank you ... it can finally be over ..."
Changfeng took another step: "What are you saying is over?"
Her voice didn't fluctuate, suppressed in a very low key.
"The place you fled from is dirty, foul, oppressive, bloody. The dirtier than that is my home."
Changfeng: "Where?"
"Desolate star where the slaves live. The interstellar pirates rule the occupied areas outside the alliance."
Changfeng knew this place. It may even be a "legal" place that some countries allow because of their interests. It exists in places that ordinary citizens cannot imagine.
"In the League, the slave is a ridiculous existence, but there, it is real and realistic. My mother is a humble slave, and I was separated from her since I was born, because she would teach me bad. When I was young, she I wanted to take me away, offended my biological father, and was killed. "
Xu Jingxin said: "You can run, but I can't do it all my life. What people can't choose is their birth, we should accept social education ... But I can't accept it. I want to have an ordinary father. He can't be strong, Then he will not be cruel. He can have no power, then he will not kill at will. Even if he is timid and incompetent, it does not matter, because I am so timid and incompetent. "
"I don't understand why I was born in such a bad environment. I hate my position, hate death, hate class. I'm just a mistake, I can only timidly shrink in the corner. Without courage, but cruel. Nothing but self-loathing. "
Changfeng quietly listened to her whisper.
"Then one day, my father told me that he can give me a whole new life, and I will be free in the future."
"I know that my new father is Xu Ling, a of war, and a hero. I can't control myself to choose to accept."
"I thought this was the beginning of hope. I can leave. Maybe you can't understand my meanness, but I'm really ... too scared of that place."
"There, I don't think of my mother's death all the time, and then I become a person like my father in my dream."
Changfeng Shensheng asked: "My disappearance at that time has nothing to do with you?"
"I don't know. You can't believe it, but I really didn't know it at the time. If it's related to us, I don't have to wait for you to disappear for several years after my father ... Xu Ling came back to replace you." Xu Jingxin said , "The person who sold you was Chu Hongwu. He thought his father ... Xu Ling was dead, and the official has issued his death certificate. You will live away from his sister's property, so he sold you at a high price."
"At that time, I was very fierce about the alliance, and my father handled it for me. I saw Chu Hongwu. He told me that you were dead, and he was afraid of Xu Ling's revenge and made me pretend Xu Jingxin, plead for him. I think this is a rare fate and a blessing for my mother, so I promised him to play a good role for him. "
"I can accept plastic surgery, abandon my name, and leave my father who loves me. I can do all I can to make myself look like Xu Ling's daughter."
"But you learned later." Chang Feng said, "How did you find out?"
Xu Jingxin swallowed the rain in his mouth.
"After that, people always said that they were really Xu Jingxin. As the father became more famous, these people became more and more. Chu Hongwu was very scared. He couldn't contact my biological father, and I hope I can help relay it. I only knew You did n’t die. "
"What kind of person is my biological father? I know he is cruel, but he loves me again. I hate his cruelty, but I can't repay his love."
Xu Jingxin fell to his knees and fell to the ground.
"When I knew the truth, I knew it was wrong. I thought about waiting for you to come back one day and I left, and I was afraid of you. The longer I was, the more I was afraid. I would do countless things from my comfort ..."
She is a wealthy slave and the daughter of an interstellar wanted pirate. She is a person who cannot appear in the league.
She said it would hurt her biological father, but it would be hard to endure torture without conscience.
The cause and development of the whole thing have nothing to do with her, but she is the only one who suffers from regret in the end.
"I became a very sinful person. I confess every day, sorry for my biological father, sorry for my father, and sorry for you. And I am still powerless.
"I thought I felt hope, but I watched it turn into a nightmare ... but even so ..."
She is beyond words.
Even so ... she still loves this false hope.
"What's wrong with me? Because I don't have the courage, but it's really too difficult. It's because I shouldn't have been whimsical from the beginning, ridiculously presumed to be ..."
Her head knocked on the ground, and the rain fell on her back: "I'm sorry."
Changfeng looked down at her, not knowing what to say.
But it's too late to apologize. Some people can no longer hear.
After a long time, Changfeng said: "You should know that there are military monitors on me, right?"
Xu Jingxin choked: "I know."
She is too tired.
Ending with punishment, she felt pretty good.
"I have deep sympathy for you." Changfeng leaned over the umbrella and covered her: "But, if the sympathy must choose one from the other, I'm sorry, I have no doubt to choose ... myself. Even if the future is afraid The things to be faced are also punishments. "
"I know." Xu Jingxin stood up, wiped off the rain on his face, and whispered: "I will do this by hand."
Changfeng raised her eyebrows, not knowing what she wanted to do.
"If you need it, I can sympathize with you."
The sound rang abruptly, and both were stunned.
"My dad said, 'Braveness, selflessness, and strongness are indeed a rare quality, but for ordinary people like me, is confession a character? It often reminds me not to make mistakes, Because the price of error will be the rest of my life. "" Kai Yun bowed, "sympathy for your confession."
Kaiyun was carrying a half-meter-high bag and was holding a watermelon in his hand.
She did not bring an umbrella, of course, she might not want to do it.
Changfeng was shocked.
Where did this product come out?
Kaiyun asked: "Do you mind?"
"What?" Changfeng responded, "Oh. You sympathize at will, don't care about me."
Kaiyun looked at Xu Jingxin and declared, "I am only sympathetic in words and will not help you."
Xu Jingxin could not answer.
"Tomorrow will come no matter what, and so will hunger." Kaiyun borrowed Changfeng's words and asked, "Share?"
Changfeng glanced at his umbrella: "... share?"