Chapter 348: Completely gone

Chapter 348 is completely gone
Sister does n’t cry, this sentence makes Qin Ran like a dream, it seems to be back to more than twenty years ago, every time she cried, the young boy always hugged her, comforted with an unaged tone She: My sister does not cry.
Twenty years later, Qin Sheng finally returned to the Qin family, and remembered those things when he was a child. Both the sister and the brother were very excited. At this time, they were holding tears, but they were happy tears.
Even if anyone saw this scene, they would still be sighed with emotion.
Qin Ran bit her lower lip tightly, and didn't make herself cry because it was the happiest time for her in so many years. Qin Sheng took a deep breath, wiped away her tears, and then hugged her sister tightly, patting her back gently, waiting for her to calm down.
I do n’t know how long it took, Qin Ran finally let go of Qin Sheng, wiped away tears and burst into tears, and then asked anxiously,
Qin Sheng, did you really think about things as a child?

Qin Sheng nodded honestly and said, "Well, although I only remembered a little, I know where it is, who you are, who the women and men on the wall are."
Qin Ran understands that after all, it ’s been too long in the past, more than two decades, even if it ’s anyone, things are almost forgotten as a child, Qin Sheng can only remember a little, so she took Qin Sheng ’s hand "It ’s okay, just remember these. It ’s been more than two decades, my sister has been looking for more than twenty years, and today I will finally take you home. No matter what happens in the future, I wo n’t let you leave me forever. will not"
Qin Sheng smiled faintly, reached out to wipe away tears from Qin Ran ’s eyes, turned to look at the woman in the photo and sighed,
Sister, I miss my mother, I often dream about her in my dreams, but I ca n’t see her clearly. I look after her, but she ignores me. I miss her, I want to see her. "
There are no relatives in the world than those of flesh and blood.
Qin Sheng finally remembered his childhood and recognized his mother, so he couldn't wait to see his mother, because he could only see it in his dreams every time.
Mother is very important to any person, and no one can replace it. That is the person who gave him life. That is the woman who loves him the most in the world. The meaning cannot be used in words. describe.
From his arrival in Xi'an, he had no mother. At that time, he had no other relatives except grandpa. Especially whenever I see other children ’s children have mothers, take them to play, and grow up with them a little bit, his mood is very lost, always hiding in the room and crying secretly, the kind of loneliness is only orphans We can understand. This feeling gradually faded until later when he arrived at the Lin family and Aunt Wang gave him maternal love. Otherwise, Qin Sheng really doesn't know what he will look like now. After all, his personality influenced everyone's life.
"Mom?" After hearing Qin Sheng's words, Qin Ran hesitated for two seconds, then red eyes again, she held back her emotions and did not collapse. "You come with me"
Qin Ran knew that Qin Sheng certainly hadn't remembered his mother's death for many years. After all, he would only remember one thing, so he turned and led Qin Sheng towards the bedroom inside.
Qin Sheng was a little surprised and didn't know what Qin Ran meant, but he always felt something was wrong and followed Qin Ran inward with some anxiety.
This is the master bedroom. When Qin Ran opened the door and turned on the light, the smell of dust came out. There was nothing in it. Only the old table was placed against the wall, and the table was filled with fresh fruit. It should be Only put in these days, there are incense burners and candles.
Of course, there is the black and white photo on the wall. The woman in the photo is none other than the beautiful woman in the family portrait in the living room. The woman is still so beautiful, smiling, and her eyes are full of tenderness. She is the mother of Qin Sheng and Qin Ran.
When Qin Sheng walked into the master bedroom and looked at it with Qin Ran's eyes, just a glance, Qin Sheng's brain burst instantly blank, the whole person was completely petrified there, the whole body could not help shaking, fists clenched Nails fell into the flesh, staring at the picture on the wall. Of course he knew what this meant, but he really did n’t expect it to be such a situation, and all his expectations were completely vanished at this moment, no more, no more.
In the past, he knew that he was an orphan and had no mother, but he had fantasized that if one day he found a biological parent, would he be able to see his mother? But at this moment, he knew that he didn't have a mother before, but he still hopes, but today he really doesn't have a mother, and there will be no more in the future, even hope.
One second before heaven, and one second after hell, this is no longer a sense of loss, but a near-destructive blow, directly knocking down Qin Sheng, who is still powerful in any situation and at any time in the face of any enemy and setback.
At the moment, Qin Sheng is like a lone soul and a ghost. His eyes and face are terrible and unrecognizable. It makes Qin Ran feel strange, staring at Qin Sheng in a daze.
I don't know how long it took, Qin Sheng who had been standing there finally moved, he took a step slowly, and walked towards the sacrifice table step by step. Every step is so heavy, every step is so difficult, every step seems to be crushing every hope of his twenty years. The distance of a few steps seems to be tens of thousands of miles. The time of a few steps is as far away as centuries, but the steps are separated by Yin and Yang.
When Qin Sheng finally walked to the front and back of the sacrifice table, I saw how many times this Xiaoqiang, who could not beat him, walked through the ghost gate, suddenly knelt on the ground, buried his head between his legs, and held his hands. The head grabbed the hair, almost choked with depression and despair.
Time stopped at this moment, anyone who saw this scene would be unbearable, Qin Ran turned her back, she could not bear such emotions, she was afraid she could not hold it, and finally she left the master bedroom directly to the living room, Leaving time alone for Qin Sheng and her mother, she knows that Qin Sheng must have a lot to say to her mother.
Qin Ran did not help Qin Sheng, nor did he comfort Qin Sheng. For a man, sometimes some things must be dealt with alone. Only when he vents out completely will he be more comfortable, and if it is suppressed, it will be more terrible.
Time has passed by one minute and one second, and I don't know how long it has passed. Today Qin Sheng has drained all the tears he has accumulated over the years. He feels that there is really nothing that can make him cry again.
Still kneeling on the ground, he raised his head and stared at his mother ’s photo with a self-deprecating smile,
Mom, son is not filial, so you have to wait for so many years to come back to see you. Mom, have you been all right these years? Every time I give my son a dream. Mom, you know, you are prettier than my girlfriend. If you were by my side when I was in school, I would definitely show off to my classmates that I have a beautiful mother. Mom ... "
At this moment, Qin Sheng is no longer the powerful inner wall of Qin Sheng. In front of his mother, he is just a child who has not grown up. For more than 20 years, he can only see his mother in his dreams every time ~ www. EbookFREE.me ~ Every time I can't say a few words, I will be awakened. Today, he finally reunited with his mother. He had many, many words that he wanted to tell his mother. He wanted to tell his mother all the words he had saved over the past 20 years and everything that had happened.
It was praised by the teacher for the first time, the first full score for the first test, the first fight, the first time to hold the girl ’s hand, the first time to kiss the girl, the first time to fall in love, the first time to break up and so on.
All in all, Qin Sheng wants to tell his mother, it seems that his mother has always been with him, but Qin Sheng will only tell her happy things, and will not tell her about the sadness and frustration because he does n’t want to worry her .
An hour passed, and two hours later, Qin Sheng was still talking with his mother, as if his mother was standing in front of him, sometimes she suddenly talked and laughed, and sometimes said she was very depressed , People who don't know thought Qin Sheng was crazy.
Qin Ran has seen it several times during this period because she was really worried about Qin Sheng ’s condition, but she did not disturb Qin Sheng, let Qin Sheng just talk to herself
Gongsun and others downstairs have been waiting. Qin Changan made a phone call and asked when he would come back. Hearing that Qin Sheng and Qin Ran were in the old house, they never called again.
Three hours later, Qin Sheng finally finished speaking all his words. His legs were numb, and he stood up a little bit hard, and then said to his mother, "Mom, it's not too late, you go to bed early, I will next time Tell you again "
After talking, Qin Sheng gave her mother a scent, knocked three heads, then turned and left the master bedroom.
In the living room, Qin Ran saw that Qin Sheng had finally come out of the master bedroom, and his heart instantly settled down, but before she could speak, Qin Sheng took the initiative to say, "Sister, I want to sleep here tonight, can I?"
Qin Ran froze for a while, and then focused on saying "good"