Chapter 180: : Easy to hurt inferiority complex

"I'm not hungry yet, I will eat later."
Min Rou pushed aside the lunch box in front of her and said, "Don't eat it either, I have something to ask you."
"You say yours, I eat mine, neither will be delayed."
Li Nanfang opened the lunch box, picked up the chopsticks, and ate slowly.
Min Rou reached out and pulled his lunch box aside.
Li Nanfang smiled bitterly and put down his chopsticks: "Okay. You say."
"How did you meet Director Lu?"
Min Rou asked her first question.
Li Nanfang thought for a while and decided to tell the truth. Anyway, Min Rou already knew about the existence of Jiang Moran. Sooner or later, he had to know the relationship between the couple. There was no need to hide anything: "He is Jiang Moran's husband. As for why he should treat me. You are so polite, do you want me to explain it to you in detail?"
"do not!"
Min Rou immediately shook her head: "I don't want to listen to such a disgusting thing anymore."
Jiang Moran had already told her about Lao Lu's willingness to push his wife into the arms of others in order to be in the upper ranks. Min Rou was surprised, but also felt nauseous for the existence of a man like Lao Lu in the world. Listening to it again will make you feel uncomfortable.
It's just that she didn't want to listen, and Li Nanfang didn't want to say, every time she said it was a humiliation to the poor woman.
After pondering for a moment, Min Rou asked the question she most wanted to ask: "What is the relationship between you and Mr. Yue?"
Li Nanfang's heart jumped, pretending to be calm, spread his hands: "Hey, what is our relationship, didn't you already know it?"
"It's not that simple, Li Nanfang, don't lie to me."
Min Rou stared at Li Nanfang’s eyes and slowly said,
I’m a woman. Women have a very keen insight in the relationship between men and women, and feel. If Mr. Yue is just your aunt, she is pushing Helan Fusu out. After the elevator sees you, it won’t let go so quickly, and there will be a guilty conscience flashing across the face, and it’s obviously afraid that you might misunderstand something.
"Especially when you look at her eyes, it's like----"
After thinking about it, Min Rou found a very appropriate descriptive sentence: "The husband accidentally saw his wife, fooling around with other men, with unconcealed anger, cold, and was greatly humiliated. At that time. Mr. Yue hasn’t said that she wants to put her boyfriend in the intensive care unit. Why do you have that kind of reaction?"
Li Nanfang was a little shocked, but never dreamed that Min Rou's insight was so sharp. From the moment he met Yue Zitong, he could see the inner reaction of the two people.
"Why, can't you say it, or is it inconvenient to say?"
After waiting for a while, before Li Nanfang could speak, Min Rou asked softly.
Li Nanfang sighed, "Well, if you really want to listen, then I will tell you. However, after you listen to my confession, it is best to pretend to be okay as before."
Min Rou stared at him and was silent for a long time before she whispered: "You don't need to say, I already guessed it."
Li Nanfang's mouth jumped twice and smirked: "Hey, I didn't expect you to be so smart."
"Mr. Yue, should it be forced?"
"Why don't you say I was forced?"
Li Nanfang was a little unwilling: "Could it be that I seem to be something nobody wants?"
Min Rou ignored his question and continued: "But Mr. Yue has his own sweetheart, and you are playing an extremely disgraceful role as a third party----"
Li Nanfang interrupted him, a little angry: "Why am I a third party? She has been betrothed to me since she was twelve years old. Helan Fusu is the real third party. Could it be that , I'm seeing the two of them fooling around, don't even have the right to be angry?"
"If you want to be angry, you should also be angry with Mr. Yue, you have Jiang Moran, and "
Min Rou pressed the corner of her mouth tightly, lowered her eyes and said softly, "I never thought that one day, I would like Mr. Shang Yue’s boyfriend. For me, she is not only supporting me when I am most difficult. , The boss who cultivated me, cared about me and encouraged my big sister. So, I won’t, won’t-you know."
"I know, you don't need to make things plain, I also know what to do in the future."
Li Nanfang was a little frustrated, and never wanted to explain the three chapters of the agreement between him and Yue Zitong, because he could see that in Min Rou's heart, Yue Zitong's cultivation and concern for her far exceeded his kindness to her.
A very pure child, between love and kindness, she chose the latter.
She didn't know that she was the only girl Li Nanfang who moved his heart over the years and wanted to get along well. For her, he could stay away from those women, say goodbye to the rivers and lakes he likes, and try to concentrate on being a good man. friend.
If love can also be used as a weight to repay the kindness of cultivation, Li Nanfang didn't know what else could make him cherish like life, suddenly he just wanted to come back to his mother quickly and ask her to use her hand. , To appease her hurt heart.
Just tonight!
Picking up the lunch box, Li Nanfang ate his meal as quickly as possible. There was no grain of rice left. After eating, he wiped his mouth and smiled at Min Rou who was staring at him. : "You eat slowly, I'll go out and smoke a cigarette."
The moment Li Nanfang walked out of the office and closed the door, Min Rou suddenly realized that she might have done something wrong. She stood up and walked quickly to the door to open the door: "Li Nanfang, you wait!"
In the corridor outside, there was no longer Li Nanfang's shadow.
She hurried to the top of the stairs, heard the footsteps of someone hurrying downstairs, and quickly disappeared.
Lao Lu's office is on the second floor of the emergency department, and there is no need to take the elevator.
Min Rou was holding the skirt with one hand and the stair railing with the other. She hurried downstairs, ran out of the hall, and looked around. There were people who came back from the restaurant in twos and threes, but she still didn't see Li Nanfang.
The fear he had never had before made Min Rou unable to breathe. She staggered down the front steps and ran towards the entrance of the hospital.
It's not too late at this time. On the road in front of the courtyard, there are vehicles passing by from time to time. On the sidewalk, there are people walking around the night market, hooking their shoulders and whispering.
She didn't know which direction Li Nanfang went, and ran eastward subconsciously.
She wanted to catch up with Li Nanfang, and in the most sincere tone, she apologized to him and told him that she shouldn’t have said those things, but she didn’t notice that there was a black car behind it, driving out of the gate and galloping westward. go with.
Psychologists say that a person who has lived in a ‘special’ environment since he was a child, no matter how strong he grows up, he has a sense of inferiority that he does not want anyone to know deep down in his heart.
There is no doubt that Li Nanfang, who suffers from progeria, has known from the day he is sensible that he is an abnormal monster. Even with the dedication and love of his mother, he cannot change this reality.
Inferiority is affirmative, no matter how awesome he is now, the childhood he doesn't want to think about, and the demons hidden in his body, he always reminds him that no matter how hard he works, he is not a normal person.
People with low self-esteem also have a strong sense of self-esteem. They cannot suffer too much grievance. After being unfairly hit, it is easy to go to extremes. This is the biggest characteristic of people with low self-esteem.
Min Rou's seemingly normal words were only understood by normal people. After being replaced by Li Nanfang, it became irresistible injury. She only wailed in her heart and fled, when he refused to hurt her. .
Escape is something normal men disdain, but for Li Nanfang, it is the most normal behavior.
Maybe, this comfortable world is not suitable for me in the first place. It only suits normal people like Yue Zitong, Helan Fusu, and Min Rou. My idea of ​​trying to blend into their world is naive, stupid and ridiculous, hey, ha , Haha!
Li Nanfang, who was laughing wildly in his heart, stepped on the accelerator, and the speedometer quickly exceeded one hundred and two, and rushed westward like a dash. Fortunately, there were fewer vehicles on the road at this time, and no traffic police were on duty at the intersection. He runs the red light at will.
This car was stolen from the parking lot after he rushed out of the outpatient building.
Li Nanfang, who was going crazy in his heart, didn't notice Min Rou who was chasing afterwards. Otherwise, she might hear what she wanted to say.
Sorry.
Min Rou only wanted to say these three words to Li Nanfang. After speaking, she would still hold his neck, stand on tiptoes, and kiss him passionately, on the street in the middle of the night, as long as he can stay.
Li Nanfang didn't give her a chance. She ran east for half an hour without seeing him.
After being stupefied for a while at an intersection, she suddenly remembered that she could call him. Fortunately, when she chased her out, she was still holding her mobile phone and quickly dialed his mobile number.
Li Nanfang's cell phone was connected as soon as he called, but no one answered. She called seven or eight times and no one answered.
It seems that he does not want to pick up.
Min Rou was desperate, returning from the beginning, her mind was blank, she didn't know what she had done.
Li Nanfang and Yue always have that kind of relationship, what's wrong?
After seeing Mr. Yue and Helan Fusu together, he was jealous, angry, and right.
Since Mr. Yue can accept other men's pursuits, it proves that her relationship with Li Nanfang is only limited to certain promises, and he can also pursue other girls.
What's wrong with me, thinking that he must be with Mr. Yue, and making himself a great one, said that to reject him and hurt his feelings for me?
"How can I be so stupid?"
Min Rou lowered her head, muttered to herself, and touched the shoulders of the pedestrians in front of him. Then she woke up from sleepwalking and quickly said, "Ah, isn't it----Mr. Yue?"
Yue Zitong was re-educated by the security guard in the duty room, and then took out several thousand yuan to compensate the security guard who was beaten, and only after being depressed with the innocent boy was he released.
After so long delay, the restaurant was closed long ago, so she had to come to the convenience store on the street and bought two buckets of instant noodles, ham and so on.
Just like Min Rou, who seems to be sleepwalking, Yue Zitong walked back from the convenience store absent-mindedly, constantly cursing a scum, it is best to choke to death after eating.
He walked hard and was bumped by someone from behind, which made Yue Zitong very angry. Huo Ran turned his head and was about to get angry, only to realize that it was Min Rou: "Huh, why are you here?"
"I went to Li Nanfang."
Min Rou didn't hide anything.
Yue Zitong's most annoying person right now is a scumbag. Even if he hears his name, he will feel uncomfortable in his heart. He sneered and asked; "Where did he go to the wolf again?"
"he's gone."
Min Rou raised her head, looked at the street lamp winding infinitely into the distance, and said softly, "I will never come back again."
Yue Zitong clearly saw the endless regret and pain in Min Rou's eyes, and asked in a daze, "What, he's gone? What happened to you, you?"
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