: 1736 What can I do... (question for a monthly pass)

Time is so close, let the start time of the bob contest arrive little by little.
And when Luo Zhenan shunned Asuna and others, in a coffee shop in Tokyo, Shino also held a cup of coffee and looked at the pedestrians coming and going from the window, and unconsciously saw God. .
"Aotian classmate Chaotian classmate Chaotian classmate!"
I don't know how long it took, such a voice was introduced into Shino's ear.
"what!"
Shino then returned to God and looked at her opposite side.
There, Kyou was sitting helplessly.
"What are you thinking about? Toda, classmate?"
Kyung looked at Shino, and his eyes were full of worry.
"I am not thinking about anything!"
Shino was very reluctant to smile at Kyouji, and she denied it, but it made the worry in Kyou's eyes even stronger.
"From the time I asked you to come out, along the way, you have lost your reaction like this, and you have been in a daze several times. It is just the same. Suddenly you look at the scenery outside the window, not like you." Kyouji is very hesitant. Looking at Shino, I finally said: "Is there something happening? If you need my help, please tell me it doesn't matter."
Kyouji’s display of Shino is as close and gentle as ever.
This allowed Shino to secretly blame herself in her heart. It was so unusual that Kyouji was worried.
In fact, Shino also knows that her current state is very wrong, not at all like her usual, so simply, so close to human feelings.
Shino is unable to control.
In my mind, yesterday’s dialogue came out again.
"If it doesn't kill, it will be my turn to be killed. Even the people around me are killed."
The boy was making such a declaration directly to himself.
"So, I have to kill, I have to kill anyway, even if I come again, I will still choose."
This discourse has set off a huge wave in Shino’s heart and has never been able to calm down.
Because, these words have aroused the resonance of Shino's heart.
Shino thought about it this way.
(In the beginning, I didn’t think so)
The result is the present self, a girl who must constantly struggle to overcome the biggest weakness in her heart.
However, Shino is the same as Luo Zhen.
Even if you know that it will become like this, and then let Shino choose once, Shino will still choose.
the reason is simple.
(If this is not the case, then it will be my turn to be killed, even the people around me are killed)
Then, in addition to Luo Zhen, Shino must kill, and in any case have to kill, is there a second choice?
No.
Therefore, Shino did not regret making such a choice at first.
Just, one thing, really only a little
(If anyone can understand it, it will be fine)
Shino couldn't help but think about it a few times.
Although, over the years, many people have said to Shino, "I understand, it must be very painful, it is really hard for you." But Shino is listening to her heart and repeating it.
"Then you have killed people?"
If not, then why do you know that?
This has made it difficult for Shino to trust a person before she is so lonely.
And now
(if it is him)
If it is the boy who can tell the words that resonate with him, then you can understand it?
Know how much pain I have.
It was because of this thought that Shino could not help but catch up with the boy and talk to the boy.
No, even now, Shino wants to talk to the boy again.
I want to ask him, since he has never regretted it, and he will still choose it again, then why is he always able to keep himself, unlike his own, there are so many shameful weaknesses?
Is it because he is strong?
Must be?
It is because he is so strong that he can overcome such a thing, so that even in the dead land, killing is still so calm and calm.
Well, the problem is coming.
(How can I become as strong as he is?)
Shino is constantly thinking about such problems, so that today she will be lost many times.
(in the end)
Shino was once again involuntarily so fascinated, but she did not find it. Sitting on the opposite side of Kyou, she looked more and more worried about her own eyes.
Under such worries, Kyouji’s eyes also showed uncomfortable emotions.
no way.
"Because I met that person, will the students of Chaotian become so strange?"
Kyouji whispered such an inquiry.
"What?"
Shino suddenly glimpsed.
Looking at this kind of Shino, Kyouji’s eyes became even more uncomfortable.
"I, actually, I am a little worried." Kyouji said in a lost tone: "Because the students of Asada are not the same as usual, let me feel like you can go far away at any time."
This kind of discourse makes Shino seem uncomfortable.
Because this is not a dialogue that will occur between friends.
Shino felt that the present Kyouji is not eager for himself as a friend, but for a relationship that is more eager for a higher level.
This made Shino feel a little more uncomfortable.
At the moment, Shino can only be perfunctory.
"Where can I go? Isn't it still here?"
Shino is already a bit confused.
But this made Congo two look at her, and her eyes began to get hot.
"I only hope that Chaotian students are still their own." Kyouji's voice seems to bring the same heat: "It is still very cold and transcendental, not shaken by anything, very strong self."
"Is it true?" Shino could not help but look away. "Maybe it's just that you made a mistake. I am not strong at all."
Speaking of this, Shino’s tone has also become low.
"Do you know that too?" Shino whispered: "I have a fatal weakness that I can't call strong. As long as the weakness is still there, I will always be the one who lives in the past."
It is hard for Shino to reveal her own words.
However, this is in exchange for the more enthusiastic response of Kyouji.
"But the students in the game are not the same." Kyouji eagerly said: "The students in the game can easily control the powerful weapons, and they are still so powerful snipers. It is obvious that I am leading you. Ggo this game, but you have completely surpassed me, but even when I persuaded you to assign the ability value to ag (agile), Chaotian students did not completely listen to my old player's suggestion, On the contrary, according to his actual situation, it is very prescient to raise str (strength)."
This kind of Shino has long been one of the strongest players in ggo.
At least, in the sniper, players who are stronger than Shino do not exist.
"I think that is the true appearance of Chaotian students."
Kyouji’s voice and sight are getting hotter and hotter.
"The cold sniper is the real Asada classmate, I have always believed this."
Wen Yan, Shino slowly lowered her eyes.