Chapter 58: Injured genius (Part 1)

A courtyard in front of a flat, low-rise bungalow, the wall is made of old wooden piles, and the ground is covered with a thin layer of cement, which has long been damaged by trampling and pitting. Water everywhere.
Next to a rusty fourth-step iron ladder leading to the door of the bungalow, a skinny blond teenager, wearing a pair of blue shorts, barefoot, stepped on the concrete road and kicked the ball towards the wall beside the iron ladder. Left foot, right foot, chest stop ...
The teenager always had a bright and innocent smile on his face, because he always kicked the ball into the circle on the wall that he had practiced deeply into, as he thought, and made a sound on the flat wall The muffled sound of the sound ball colliding with the wall.
There is an old man sitting in the distance of the courtyard. From time to time, he will wave at the young boy who practiced the ball, shouting something, pointing out the mistakes in his footwork when he just played. Very respectable.
The window is facing the courtyard kitchen, a German woman is holding dinner, waiting for her husband to go home, and looking out from another balcony window, you can see two little girls with pony tails in the living room Rush to watch TV.
I do n’t know how long the practice was. The teenager stopped sweating and stepped on the ball, hands on his waist, and looked at the old man with a smug smile, especially when he saw the latter standing up towards him. When thumbing up, he grinned again, his mouth covered with white teeth, and he smiled innocently.
At this time, the sunset shone into this peaceful town of Lorakh, and it was sprinkled in this cozy courtyard. The smile of the little boy was coated with a golden light, which was extremely dazzling.
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Not knowing how many times it was, Deisler woke up slowly from his sleep.
There was no cold sweat, no thrilling, some were just the tears that had dried up in the corners of the eyes.
Sitting up from the bed, curled up, his forehead resting on his knees, a pair of slightly dead eyes glowed in the dark room.
He wanted to cry every time he woke up, but he couldn't cry!
He remembered the unification of Germany and Germany in 1989, but his father had to retire early due to myocardial infarction, which made their family's environment suddenly worse. At the age of 10, their whole family was around In front of the living room, cheering for my motherland.
He remembered his father, the German man who retired early because of injury. He almost carried all the family responsibilities, and used his misfortune to spur and motivate Deisler, and encouraged him to work hard for his football. Dream, but he always quarrels with his mother because of family chores.
Remember, when he decided to escape from this home that had become uncomfortable, when he wanted to work hard to find his football dream and went to Mönchengladbach, his parents locked in the room and broke out once. The most intense quarrel ever seen, they even proposed to divorce.
In the end, for the children, the marriage did not divorce, but the two were like strangers, which made Deisler hate the home that had become cold. He was hiding alone in Monchengladbach, even if he was on holiday. Ken went back, even if he was bullied and humiliated by his teammates in the youth camp of Mönchengladbach, but he was all cruel, he insisted on clenching his teeth.
The goal is one chance, one chance to become a professional player!
He wants to stand on his own, he has to rely on his own hands to make money and change everything in his family, so when Kaiserslautern ’s contract was delivered to him, he almost did not hesitate to choose to agree, without looking back Escaped from Monchengladbach.
Coming to this city closer to Lörrach, Desler finally felt the importance that the head coach attached to him, but after a few years, his heart had been frozen, and he began to reject people and things from the outside world. He can't feel trust in everything around him, because he is afraid, once he believes, once he has feelings, then all will leave him soon.
It's like a warm family in the past!
The time interval between his parents visiting him became longer and longer, from once a week to once every two weeks, to even once a month or six months, and when he decided to join Kaiserslautern, they They just nodded coldly, "Oh, Kaiserslautern? We got it!"
That's it! Because they are overwhelmed!
The original generation of Siller thought that his life was estimated to have passed like this, but he never imagined that he would still be moved, have identification, and produce that kind of emotion called trust.
Yang Cheng, a foreign head coach who has entered his life vigorously since a few months ago, he is young and energetic, and he attaches great importance to Deisler. He not only agreed to his nearly harsh requirements, but also removed him from Mönchengladbach. The youth training camp brought him to Kaiserslautern and gave him every possible help.
Talking again and again, helping in the secret again and again, and rekindling hope again and again after disappointment, Desler had to believe that Yang Cheng really hoped that he was good and really trusted him.
He is extremely ashamed of this head coach, because he has never been able to overcome his own demons, and he has been disappointed again and again!
But when he saw that Yang Cheng was ignoring the violation for him, he rushed into the court, and even impulsively moved towards the opponent player, but was eventually sent off by the referee, especially the sentence before he left the court. Deisler felt extremely guilty.
"Am I a coward?" Desler murmured to himself in the dark, tears slipping uncontrollably from his cheeks. At this moment, he was really dead. I have a heart!
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Early the next morning, Desler, who had not slept all night, came to the training ground like a walking dead.
Because he came very early, when he arrived, the coaching staff was setting up training facilities on the training ground. He just stood silently on the sidelines and looked silently in the crowd for the person he wanted to see.
Unfortunately, he did not find Yang Cheng.
Yesterday's events caused an uproar in German football, TV stations and newspapers appeared, Yang Cheng rushed into the court to push the opponents, the Football Association will even file a case investigation, if serious, he may even be suspended for a long time!
Waiting for ten minutes on the sidelines, but still did not wait until Yang Cheng, Desler panicked, because he knew that Yang Cheng had always come to the training ground one hour in advance, but today ...
He likes to think wildly, he is afraid that Yang Cheng will leave the team in a rage, or like him, he can't bear the pressure and do something ...
"Mr. Bayer!" Desler found Paul Bayer for the first time.
The latter was a little surprised, because this was almost the first time Deisler took the initiative to talk to him, so he froze for a few seconds before reacting, but Deisler had already spoken first.
"Excuse me, Mr. Yang Cheng ..."
Paul Bayer smiled bitterly and pointed to the training building in the distance. "He came long ago, but he is in a bad mood and does not want to see anyone. Today's training will be our responsibility."
Desler felt sour in his heart, and a guilt sprang up. He naturally knew why Yang Cheng was in a bad mood.
"Can you talk?" Paul asked.
Deisler hesitated and nodded.