Vol 2 Chapter 264: 【Ke Ran's Diary】

In a certain year, on July 11, the sky was blue.
Teacher Xia was right, there are so many things that you can't just look at the surface.
If it were not for me to run away from home, I would not have the opportunity to spend the night with Teacher Xia last night, nor would I see my parents anxious.
I have been very strict since I was a little kid. I was sent to practice Chinese, foreign languages, and mathematics. Every step seemed to be walking according to their plan, but I could n’t feel myself, so I was lost. Text on it.
In the world of words, I can be transformed into millions, and I can become anyone I want to change, and I can incorporate any mysterious ideas into it. There is no restraint at all. This feeling of freedom is really good.
I also do n’t know why I, who was born in a financial family, would like texts that are out of place with them. Even so, sometimes my grandparents did n’t like me very much at all, and they were strongly opposed by my father.
Yes, I have listened to them since I was little, and there are few violations. Only this matter, I chose to stick to it.
I am glad that Xiao Xiao insisted that if it were not words, I would not be so close to Teacher Xia, and today, I know that my parents care about me too, maybe as Teacher Xia said, they did all this , Including getting close to Xue Huang, is just for my own good, but the way is too self-righteous.
Just now, my mother told me that they would not object to my study of Chinese as a major. I am so happy. If there is something that is happier than having my own dream, it is that the whole family supports this dream. Is there anything happier than this? Of course, that is what Teacher Xia also supports.
Haha, Teacher Xia has always supported.
I really like Teacher Xia, but ...
In a certain year, on July 17, the day was gray.
Unexpectedly, I was notified so soon that the Chinese Department of Adrian University admitted me.
Is my grade too good, huh ...
I called Mr. Xia on the phone as soon as possible. He was also very happy. He wanted to celebrate, but Xiao Xiuyi was coming back today. Mr. Xia said to change the day, but his father said that he would take me back to his hometown. It is a world-famous prestigious university, and I still have a good face. It is estimated that I want to go back to earn some face. Of course, on the surface, I go to burn the ancestral graves. It ’s a pity that he ca n’t play with Teacher Xia.
I heard that Mr. Xia ’s mother came here, and Xiu Yi is also here. Sister Xin is so envious of them. You can have fun together. What kind of person is Xia ’s mother? It should be an amiable elder, kind, intellectual, and powerful, and can penetrate the heart of others at a glance, just like Teacher Xia ...
Actually, okay, I admit, I ’m a little bit afraid of seeing Teacher Xia ’s mother, I ’m afraid she does n’t like me, I ’m afraid she will see my little heart, if she ca n’t look at me, then I do n’t know yet How can I continue this mood now ...
I really like Teacher Xia.
In a certain year, July 18
Today I returned to my hometown, I feel that everything is so strange, all relatives are strange faces, even if smiling, the smile is strange, but inexplicably has a warmth, this power, I think it must be sincere, I found my father The smile is also sincere, so rare, I thought he came back, it was just a walk.
At night on the rooftop, you can count the stars. The vast starry sky feels more mysterious than in a big city. I do n’t understand why the same sky is in different positions and environments. It seems that the difference is so big that it is in the same piece. The people under the sky are also so different.
If Teacher Xia looks up at this time, can she see the starry sky? Can you see the same Orion as me?
I don't know why tonight, I think a lot.
That day, I learned that Sister Xin is the girlfriend of Teacher Xia. I did n’t suddenly feel that the sky was falling down. I always thought that one day I would crash when I heard this news, but I did n’t expect my reaction to be so bland, not painless. , But it hurts, there is a very strange feeling, I really don't know why, is it because Sister Xin makes people feel jealous?
That night, I saw Sister Sai got into Teacher Xia's bed. I heard their conversation ...
I envy Sister Sha's courage, and envy her that she can do what she thinks is right. I even walked closer to see him, and I was so nervous that I didn't belong to myself.
But I am glad that I walked over that day in the end. Teacher Xia took me wrong as Sister Sha and took me into her arms. Although I knew that the person he thought was not me, I also felt happy and died When I came back that day, I was reminiscing about the feeling of shrinking in Teacher Xia ’s arms every night. feel.
I hope that one day, I will be able to get a chance to sleep all night like Master Xia. Then I will die happily.
I really like Teacher Xia ...
In a certain year, July 21.
Today I walked around all day. I met a lot of people. Those who knew me or not, all gave me thumbs up. I could only smile to them. God knows how dry my smile is.
I heard that Sister Shah went back to her biological parents' home, but was unfit to escape. In the past, I had always envied the freedom of Sister Sha, unrestrained and unsupervised. Later, after listening to Teacher Xia, I learned that orphans without fathers and mothers are actually very pitiful. This is how we do. To repent, you always envy others, but you do not know that while you envy others complaining about yourself, it is likely that another person is envious of you.
But I do n’t want Sister Sha to leave. It feels safe and safe to have her there. And I think she should stay with Teacher Xia. Even if her parents are officials, I do n’t think Sister Sha would care. She only cares about what Xia thinks about her.
It is really good to live this simple life, and I hope I will be able to do this one day, simply happiness.
In a certain year, on July 24, heavy rain.
Disgusting, vomiting, and diarrhea.
My body is too bad, even if the environment is not suitable, it will be like this. If Teacher Xia sees it, he will laugh at me again ... No, Teacher Xia will be very distressed and then help me Okay ...
My hands are so soft that I ca n’t write any words. I have never seen words that are so ugly, like the words that Xia described Leka-chicken shit, haha ​​...
I always hear a lot of people say that when the body is weak, the mind is also particularly weak, and it will always become much weaker than usual, but I do n’t know why it is just the opposite. Finally figured it out, why didn't I feel heartbroken when I heard that Teacher Xia had a girlfriend?
That's because I never thought of possession. . ...
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