Vol 2 Chapter 602: 【Reflection】

Hu Qin entered the bathtub, submerged the touching body into the warm water, and felt the pleasure of relaxing the pores. At the same time, there was a strange feeling flowing in my heart.
It's not that Xia Yu just used her bathtub before. Although others are not allowed to use it, she didn't feel any strangeness. She thought more about Xia Yu's thoughts. Some words.
The bathroom door closed, and here became her private small space, and she could fully enter her own imagination. She knew that many people said she was proud, but she knew that she was just stubborn and so strong. She doesn't like being dominated by men, she doesn't like being dependent on men. She is a very independent and independent woman. From a distance, she is an exquisite beauty who attracts the opposite sex.
For example, when he and Jiang Hao tried to get closer, the contradiction between the two began to escalate. The only one who was most comfortable with her was Xia Yu.
However, various misfortunes occurred at the time, resulting in a very subtle and complicated relationship between the two. Finally, in the face of cruel reality, the two began to show cracks, so that today there is no way to make up for it.
What caused the relationship between the two to become this way? Hu Qin asked herself countless times every night after Xia Yu left. She blamed the family and the cruel restrictions imposed on her by the family. She blamed the society. This deformed society has caused various values ​​that should not appear. She also blamed Xia Yu, and felt that even if he was driven away, she should not sever all contact with herself, but she never blamed herself, and she thought she had done nothing wrong. She has no way to resist.
Now think about it. Do you really have no problems?
If you asked yourself what was going on. Faced with courage, will you still be confused if you don't know how to choose your position? Ming Ming had no feeling for Jiang Hao at the beginning, why did he keep separating, why did he take Xia Yu to be bullied by others again and again? She understood now because she was with Xia Yu because of the excuse to cover up for her and Jiang Hao. She didn't want this excuse to disappear and led to embarrassment when facing Xia Yu.
Why is it embarrassing? Without this excuse, she wanted to be with Xia Yu again, did she admit that she liked him? Let yourself be a spoiled girl and admit that she likes the shield that she originally pulled. She can't do it!
Now I want to come. It ’s not all self-made sins. If you can make a decision and make a decision, will you let Xia Yu help herself again and again, or will Xia Yu be jealous of Jiang Hao and others? Wo n’t it offend the Japanese because of the need for perfunctory Jiang Hao and others, and finally Xia Yulai will pay for her mistakes? Is n’t she the culprit?
Hu Qin suddenly felt annoyed and patted the pool water vigorously.
What was your attitude when you found Xia Yu yourself? It is because he is capable but not connected with himself. So he was deliberately sulking, but did he care about Xia Yu in this past few years?
Xia Yu's words just touched her so much. For the first time, she started to reflect on the relationship between two people at the deepest level, but the more she thought, the more things she did n’t do. Many times people are like this. When thinking enters a misunderstanding, sometimes it is impossible to get out of life. And, sometimes, an occasional sentence, a scene, can make her rush out.
But does it make sense to figure it out now ... Xia Yu, already has so many confidantes, the most important thing is that he has forgotten everything in the past of the two, does he have any place in her heart?
With a complicated mood, she put on her pajamas and walked out of the bathroom. Seeing that Xia Yu was lying on the ground like this, she had slept deeply. At that moment, she didn't know why, and felt the whole heart tightened at once. pain.
Walked to Xia Yu and squatted down, gently shaking his shoulder softly: "Xia Yu, go to bed and sleep on the ground."
Before the words were finished, Xia Yu was tight all over, and suddenly bounced. One hand grabbed her neck quickly and incoherently, a cold flash in his eyes, clearly with killing intent, and the next second saw Hu Qin , I quickly let go and let go, apologizing: "Sorry, sleepy, are you okay?"
"It's okay." Hu Qin looked at Xia Yu's eyes with distress, such a sensitive state, it can be seen that he must have been in a state of super nervousness before.
Xia Yu rubbed his face, "Is it morning? Didn't expect to sleep so dead."
Hu Qin apologized: "No, you didn't sleep long. I told you to go to bed, the floor is too cold."
Xia Yu looked at her strangely, and Hu Qin felt a little hairy in his heart. He touched his face and asked, "What's wrong? What's on my face?"
Xia Yu said with a smile: "You just went to take a bath, and it feels like you changed yourself when you come back."
"Yes, is there?"
Xia Yu did not continue this topic, looked at the big bed, and smiled: "I sleep on the bed, do you sleep on the floor?"
Hu Qin's fair-faced face was slightly reddish, and Xia Yu's eyes were generally disguised: "You want to be beautiful, such a big bed is enough for both of us to sleep, but you only have to occupy one-third of it, and not tolerate boundary."
Xia Yu didn't politely go up to the bed with her, "Old rules, of course, one-third of it belongs to me."
Hu Qin listened to his old rules, remembering the last time they were squeezed into bed, the ears were hotter, but they pretended to be calm, and said, "It's your acquaintance." This is what she said, but the action of lying down Slightly a little blunt, seeing Xia Yu facing the wall sideways, she felt better, lying down to calm down, and suddenly remembered that Xia Yu had escaped all the way before, and she had never eaten anything, could not help but whispered: "Do you want to help you eat Yes, you must have not eaten for a long time? "
Xia Yu said: "No, you are going to get the food now, someone will rush up in less than ten minutes, rest assured, one or two hungry meals will not starve."
"You tell me the truth, how long have you not eaten?"
Xia Yu hesitated for a while before saying: "I ate a loaf in the morning and I haven't eaten it since."
"God, then you must not starve to death, so how can you do this?"
Xia Yu said with a smile: "There is nothing wrong, rest assured, add it tomorrow, when you take the food according to my method, you won't find it, I will talk about it tomorrow."
"Okay ..." Hu Qin looked sideways at the man lying next to her. I don't know why. She suddenly didn't have the tension and shyness. This feeling of calm seemed to be only given by Xia Yu.
Recalling that when he was in college, he only belonged to himself, but now ...
"Xia Yu, can you tell me something about you?"
"Huh? What's my matter?" Xia Yu's voice was obviously much lower.
"Anything, what happened today, and everything after you left Beifu, I want to know."
"Today, I just received a text message from the kidnappers, only gave me an hour to rescue Tang Tang, and told me the location, but the result was in the military ’s acting place. When they used me to save people, they led the military to take the opportunity to assassinate General Lin. , Also blame me, you will know later, I escaped like a dog. "Xia Yu casually said today's danger, and then whispered about the previous things, may be too sleepy, also said It's all some fragments, so the upside down, the more the voice becomes smaller, and finally there is only a slight snoring sound. If he turns around at this time, he will find that Hu Qin has burst into tears.
Although Xia Yu spoke lightly, she was able to hear the sadness at that time from the lines of the words, because there was no graduation certificate, the sadness of looking for a job, at work, she was framed by jealousy, and because of the difference between the female boss Such favor led him to quietly leave the job he was just familiar with again.
The wandering years witnessed the growth of a teenager.
As for the anecdote in the back school, Xia Yu just started off and was confused, but he already knew what he wanted to know.
What qualifications do you have to blame him? Hu Qin ripped the blanket lying between the two of them, trying to turn Xia Yu gently, but she didn't expect her to pull Xia Yu slightly before turning around, turning directly Come over and take her into her arms.
Hu Qin was stiff, but did not struggle at all, but felt that his heart had mentioned his throat. If Xia Yu wanted her at this time, she might only have her eyes closed, but Xia Yu just hugged her and did not move further. With a peep, Xia Yu was still asleep, just just his subconscious movement.
Hu Qin relaxed, did not break away from his surroundings, just moved his body down, looked for a comfortable position, buried his head in his arms, listening to Xia Yu's powerful heartbeat, she fell asleep soon In the past ... (to be continued ...)