Chapter 186: The life of Shen Fengdao

In the night, moonlight shone on the beach like a holy radiance.
Situ Ling'er caught a few fish, and Luo Jun started a bonfire.
On such a night, a crowd of people is like camping on the beach. It's just a pity that the lingering threat of death filled everyone's hearts.
The fish is cooked quickly, and although there is no seasoning, it is still very fragrant.
The fish is very delicious.
Luo Jun first handed one to Situ Ling'er, then to Qin Lin and Mo Wu, and finally began to eat it himself.
There are eight fish in total.
Two per person.
So at this moment, there are four grilled fishes moved to the next shelf.
While everyone was eating with gusto, Shen Feng suddenly appeared over there.
He came over here.
Luo Jun immediately called Situ Linger to stand up.
Luo Jun did not dare to be careless about Shen Feng. Although the two sides have engaged in a battle, what if Shen Feng attacked?
Even if it is dead, there is no room to reason!
Qin Lin and Mo Wu were sitting, and they looked at Shen Feng vigilantly.
Shen Feng under the moonlight, black clothes and icy cold, gave people a sense of supreme oppression.
Shen Feng slowly approached, and finally came to stand three meters in front of everyone.
"Can you give me a fish?" Shen Feng glanced at the four grilled fish next to him, and suddenly said to Luo Jun.
Only Luo Jun was in his eyes, because he felt that only Luo Jun was the opponent.
Luo Jun was startled slightly, and then said, "No problem."
After he finished speaking, he reached out and picked up the grilled fish rack, and threw it towards Shen Feng with the grilled fish.
Shen Feng took it. He said coldly to Luo Jun again: "At the first day of the day, it is the time when the two of us will die. But there is no deep hatred between us. So why not sit down and talk now?"
He sat down first after speaking.
His sitting is tantamount to exposing his biggest flaw and empty door to Luo Jun's eyes.
It can be said that if Luo Jun and Situ Ling'er launched an attack at this moment, then Shen Feng would probably die.
But when Shen Feng did this, it proved his honesty.
Luo Jun's slight accident, he naturally would not actively attack Shen Feng.
Luo Jun's character is that people respect me a foot, and I pay you a foot. If people do not offend me, I do not offend others. If anyone offends me, they must pay back ten times!
Later, Luo Jun and Situ Linger also sat cross-legged.
Shen Feng ate the grilled fish in silence, and in a short while, a grilled fish was finished. He said to Luo Jun again: "Can you give me another one?"
Luo Jun didn't say anything else, grabbed a grill of grilled fish, and threw it to Shen Feng.
Shen Feng took it.
Soon, he finished another one.
Luo Jun smiled bitterly, and said, "If you want it, then there will be no more."
Shen Feng said lightly: "I'm full."
Luo Jun everyone also ate.
Mo Wu and Qin Lin ate one of them and stopped eating. They left the remaining two to Luo Jun and Situ Ling'er.
Luo Jun and Situ Ling'er were not polite, and soon ate the last two.
After eating this grilled fish, Luo Jun felt that his stomach was warm and comfortable.
Afterwards, Luo Jun looked at Shen Feng and said, "You are not here just to eat grilled fish, right?"
Mo Wu and Qin Lin also looked at Shen Feng curiously, and they were also very curious about Shen Feng's purpose.
Before, Luo Jun and the others had the impression of Shen Feng as cold and bloodthirsty.
But at this moment, everyone felt that Shen Feng was also alone.
Shen Feng suddenly said: "Luo Jun, in your eyes, what kind of person am I? Am I a good person or a bad person?"
This is a strange question.
Is Shen Feng a bad guy?
He killed so many people in every way, it should be said that he was a bad person.
But he is abiding by the rules of the knockout, how can this be called a bad guy?
Is that a good person?
Obviously it can't be said.
Luo Jun took a look at Shen Feng, and then said: "Why do you ask?" Shen Feng said lightly: "Just ask." Luo Jun asked: "Do you care about others' opinions?"
Shen Feng said: "I don't care. It's just a little curious."
Luo Jun said: "I think you are a good person."
Shen Feng was very surprised. He looked at Luo Jun more and said, "Oh, why?"
Luo Jun said: "How to distinguish a person's good from bad? Good deeds are good guys? Bad deeds are bad guys? I think, in the eyes of the biological chain, humans want to eat them, then humans are absolutely bad guys and extremely evil. Great evil person. But in the eyes of humans, they are just food, so humans will not think that people who kill chickens and slaughter sheep are bad people."
Shen Feng said: "Your statement is very fresh."
Luo Jun smiled faintly, and then said: "So, I think you are a good person. At least, you follow your inner desires. Then, for yourself, you are a good person."
Shen Feng said: "Then what about you, do you think you are a good person or a bad person?"
Luo Jun smiled bitterly, and said: "I am not a good person. I have many ideas, but I can't do it. Because there is a morality in my heart that binds me. At least, to myself, I am not a good person. ."
"But, what?" Luo Jun said lightly: "Good guys, bad guys, gentlemen, villains, etc. I don't care about these titles. No matter how others read them, I don't care."
"Have a clear conscience, a gentleman is magnanimous!" Shen Feng said: "You are indeed a person who doesn't care about others' opinions."
Luo Jun is indeed so, so at this moment, he just smiled faintly.
After being silent for a while, Luo Jun said: "I really didn't expect that we could have a moment to sit down and talk."
Shen Feng's eyes were like black ice, but at this moment, the ice in his eyes melted a bit. He said: "I have never had any friends. This is the first time I have spoken so much to people."
Luo Jun smiled slightly and said, "It looks like I should feel very honored."
Shen Feng said, "Are you interested in listening to my story?"
Luo Jun was startled slightly, he was very curious about Shen Feng's experience. Now Shen Feng is willing to say, he naturally wants to listen.
Including Mo Wu and Qin Lin, they too.
It was Situ Ling'er, she had no emotional ups and downs. Just nestled quietly beside Luo Jun, like a well-behaved little wife.
Shen Feng fell into the memory. He said: "I am an orphan. As far as I can remember, I have been on an isolated island. There is an organization called Tianwang Fuxing Society on that island. They adopted many babies and then cultivated them as killers. Among my peers, I have the highest qualifications and are valued the most. Therefore, the training I have received is also exceptionally harsh."
"When I was six, I raised a bulldog. I named that bulldog Kiki. At that time, Kiki was my life’s solace, no matter how hard the training was, how many scolds and how many beats I can hold Qiqi at night, and Qiqi will comfort me and lick my wounds. It can be said that we are dependent on each other."
Speaking of this, Shen Feng paused, and he said: "Luo Jun, I believe I can guess what happened afterwards. At the age of nine, the instructor who trained me in the Tianwang Fuxing Society asked me to kill Qiqi myself. If I don’t kill, he will torture Qiqi bit by bit. I have no choice but to kill Qiqi in the end. However, this is not the cruelest. They locked me and Qiqi’s body in In a cage, the period is one month. For this month, I have no water or food. So I can only eat the flesh and blood of the Tibetan Mastiff and stick to it."
Shen Feng's narration was without emotion, but Luo Jun and others could imagine the cruelty and torture of a nine-year-old child in such an environment.
Shen Feng continued: "In the Tianwang Fuxing Society, to live, you have to be like beasts. You can't talk about feelings. You can't be soft-hearted and you can't resist. In addition, it is worth mentioning that we have always taken care of our diet and daily life. She is a beautiful aunt. We all call her Aunt Lan. Aunt Lan treats me exceptionally well, but I dare not rely on Aunt Lan. I'm afraid the people from the Tianwang Fuxing Society will let me kill Aunt Lan."
"However, I was only nine years old at the time. As time went by, my feelings for Aunt Lan continued to deepen. In my life, only Aunt Lan gave me care and smile. I think Aunt Lan is like my mother. I also told Aunt Lan that when one day, when I am strong enough, I will definitely take Aunt Lan out of here."
There was a rare softness in Shen Feng's words.
Obviously, his feelings for Aunt Lan are much deeper than those for Qiqi, the bulldog.
Luo Jun even heard that Shen Feng had a kind of dependence on Aunt Lan. It was his son to his mother, as well as his lover.
In such a living environment, Shen Feng's feelings are obviously deformed.
Shen Feng continued: "Aunt Lan died when I was eighteen. I killed it myself."
Luo Jun and Mo Wu and Qin Lin are all pale.
"Why? Because the people from Tianwang Fuxing Club forced you?" Mo Wu couldn't help asking.
"Aunt Lan asked me to kill her." A trace of unspeakable pain flashed in Shen Feng's eyes.
Everyone was puzzled when he said this.
Shen Feng said: "At first, my instructor called me over. He gave me a dagger and told me to kill Aunt Lan. I was stunned when I heard the news. I lost the dagger and couldn't follow it. In my heart, I can kill all the people in the world, but I will not kill Aunt Lan. I yell at the instructor with blood-red eyes, you will kill me if you have a kind."
"Later the instructor gave me a cold look and didn't speak. At night, when I returned to my room, I saw Aunt Lan."
Even after so many years, Shen Feng recalled the situation at that time, still looking painful. "I saw Aunt Lan being ruined by ten big guys in turn. These ten big guys looked at me with a sneer, and I went up to desperately, and they kicked me with one kick. Then the big guys left. I went to see. Aunt Lan, there are scars everywhere on Aunt Lan's body. She cried and begged me to kill her."
"Xiaofeng, kill me, kill me!" Shen Feng closed his eyes in pain, and then opened his eyes again, saying: "This is what Aunt Lan asked me before she died. Her voice was full of pain. Desperate. So, I strangled Aunt Lan by myself. That day, I cried all night holding Aunt Lan’s body. The next day, I wiped away my tears and told myself, Shen Feng, from now on, you don’t need to Have feelings for anyone, and don't shed another tear for anyone."
Luo Jun, Mo Wu and Qin Lin couldn't help feeling sorry, how cruel and cruel Shen Feng's experience was...