Chapter 2165: Open hearted conversation

The look of the blind man has slightly changed.
Xia Hongyin said: "I know that you have been humiliated in the Protoss. It is Xiao Biantian who helped you find your dignity, so since then you have been very loyal to him, even if he was forced to leave the Protoss. You have never had a single complaint, nor will you blame the child. But at the time, these things were caused by many people because of me or the soldiers, so I can’t guard the soldiers. I am No problem, but the soldiers were still small at the time, so it is best to let him leave us.
A way to protect him.

The face of the scorpion slightly eased and asked: "So you throw him to the orphanage?"
"Yeah." Xia Hongyin said, "so I will drop him to the orphanage. You thought that you have been with him in the orphanage these years. Didn't I know this thing? The child of the soldier was later The Minister of the Ministry of National Security found out, and then took it away. Do you know what these people are? The number of grievances suffered by other children in the past, how many grievances have been suffered, do you think that my mother will not feel sad? Actually, I The resentment in my heart is no less than you. You hate me, but I hate Xiao Tian all the time, hate him all the time!"
"In these years, do you think that Xiaosheng’s child is suffering less and less torture than me? Actually, you are wrong. Victory bears ten times and hundreds of times the soldiers. He is now The man is completely caught in hatred. He is thinking about revenge all the time. In fact, my sorrow is not less than that of the sergeant. The singer is too bitter, too tired, and he bears the reality. It’s too much.

The blind man asked: "Where is the big son?"
"I can't tell you." Xia Hongyin said, "I have already let go now. I also hope that both the soldiers and the victors can be put down, but it seems that they are very difficult to do, especially the singer’s obsession is too deep. Deep, even the victorious children have made me feel a little strange. The more I do, the more I feel sad. You know, I always have a feeling that the life of Shenger has been ruined by my mother. The soldiers may have grown up in orphanages from an early age, without the companionship of their loved ones, but he actually has to be much more happy."
The blind man silenced for a moment, and finally sighed and said: "Maybe what you said makes sense, ordinary people's life is a happy life."
"It is a pity that the seeds of hatred in the heart of Sheng Er are not only rooted, but now they have grown into dense trees. It is the seed that I personally planted. Now I can't control it either." Xia Hongyin sighed. Said, "Don't say this, I don't expect you to forgive me immediately. I just want to say what I said. At that time, I was extremely paranoid. The soldiers did not stay with me. In fact, for him. It’s a good thing, but staying with me will be more painful, but it will be more tortured."
Scorpion snorted and said: "I have heard these words, I can't blame you."
"Thank you." Xia Hongyin sighed and said.
"You are the mother of the second son, and the wife of His Majesty the King. I know that the two sons have been thinking about who their father is, who the mother is, and always want to see you, even if they are separated. After so many years, even if he may not have a little bit of memory for you, but the blood is thicker than water, it is impossible to change. I also hope that you can be happy together, and hope that the soldiers can make up for the first 30 years. Regret."
"I will." Xia Hongyin solemnly made a promise, "I abandoned him thirty years ago, and thirty years later, it will never be."
"Yeah." The donkey promised, and limped toward the hotel.
Xia Hongyin looked at the back of the scorpion and muttered to himself: "Thank you for your care of the soldiers in these years, always remembering them."
After the reception in the hotel, Xiao Bing sent them to the Longmen base to live in, because Xiao Fu is not small, but after all, can not compare with the base, so Xiao Fu is now really unable to live.
After sending most of the relatives and friends from the field to the base of Longmen, Xiao Bing drove the car and pulled Xia Hongyin in the direction of Xiaofu. Xiao Bing held the steering wheel and drove carefully. Turning his head and occasionally looking at his mother's eyes, he smiled and said: "Mom, the last time you left without a word, the result has not come back, this time can not be allowed."
"Well, this time I won't."
"Mom, remember? When we first met, we felt very kind to each other, so we finally recognized the mother and child. I think this is the relationship between blood and water."
"Yeah, actually I knew you at that time, but you didn't know me. I didn't think you would think of me as a mother. You don't know how excited I was at that time." I thought of the original scene, Xia Hongyin's eyes. Still red.
Xiao Bing said: "So the family can't be cut off. This time you are back, I am also married, just wait for me to let your daughter-in-law give you some big fat grandchildren and granddaughters. When you can bring children at home, we will live a happy life like this."
"Okay." Xia Hongyin said with some excitement. "I always hope that you can live this ordinary life, but unfortunately you are the blood of the Xiao family, and it is not ordinary."
Xiao Bing smiled and said: "For you, for the sake of the leaves, for the sake of the heart, for others, I will definitely live like that one day."
Feeling Xiao Bing's full expectation of the future, Xia Hongyin can obviously feel it. After this meeting, although Xiao Bing already knows what happened, he deliberately avoided the fact that he was abandoned to the orphanage. I also deliberately avoided the things that I left a while ago. Xia Hongyin took a deep breath and felt guilty and blamed. She knew that Xiao Bing did not want to make herself embarrassed. She did not want to marry herself. To this end, he It is better to bury many of the grievances and problems in your own heart.
Xiao Bing didn't want to say, but Xia Hongyin didn't want to ruin everything in his stomach, and he didn't want to see Xiao Bing always thinking about things.
She said softly: "Bing, the car stops, let's talk."
Xiao Bing slowly parked the car on the side of the road. Looking back at Xia Hongyin, there was a bit of tension in the heart. I was expecting a bit. I was a little bit stunned. He vaguely knew what his mother wanted to say. It was him. What I always wanted to ask but couldn’t ask was the knot in his heart for so many years, but he didn’t dare to ask, afraid to destroy the atmosphere, and feared what was happening between the mother and the child.
Xia Hongyin asked: "Binger, do you not hate me at all?"
Xiao Bing shook his head and said: "I only hate myself in my heart."
"It has nothing to do with you." Xia Hongyin said, "I gave birth to you, I can't shirk responsibility to a baby who can't even talk about it..."
Xiao Bing finally revealed his heart for so many years. He spit out his breath and then excitedly asked: "But you really threw me to the orphanage. If you don't hate me, why would it be me? I really don't want to understand."
"Because you want to protect you." Xia Hongyin said, "Because I don't want to let both children bear the pressure of hatred, you have a brother, his age is a few years older than you, and your father died before you died." I said that his roots will not appear in the millennium, plus he is your brother, the brother should carry more responsibilities, so I will leave him around and put you in The entrance to the orphanage."
Xiao Bing asked: "So, the reason why you abandoned me to the orphanage is that you don't want me to bear hatred, but let all my hatred bear my brother?"
"Yes." Xia Hongyin showed deep self-blame in his eyes. "I was stunned by hatred and I wanted revenge. But I know that my talent is far from the top and never possible. It’s Xiao’s opponent. The only way I can do is to train my son and let him go to the Protoss for revenge someday. I will let you live the life of ordinary people, and then put all the pressure on you. On my brother's body, your brother has not enjoyed a little bit of affection and warmth from childhood to age. I trained him in the coldest and most rigorous way in the world. I made his bones and heart more rigid than steel. I am really successful. Your brother is really good. In this world, it is difficult to find a young man of the same age who is better than him."
Xiao Bing excitedly asked: "Is my brother still alive? Where is he, who is he?"
Xia Hongyin did not answer Xiao Bing's words and continued: "He still doesn't want you to see him now, child, I can't tell you now, because now I can't even understand your brother's thoughts, I don't want you to be hurt by him. To."
Xiao Bing took a deep breath and slightly calmed down the emotions in his heart and said, "Okay, mother, you don't want to say, you can not say, as long as you can comfortably stay with me here."
"Thank you," Xia Hongyin said. "But you can rest assured that one day you will know sooner or later. I think he will tell you sooner or later. I am sending you to the orphanage, although I am not asking you. Actually, I have been observing you in the dark. I know all the grievances you have received. I also know that those in the orphanage are very good to you. To be honest, I think if you are so ordinary. It’s best to get to the big one, but I didn’t think of it. In the end, you will be taken away by the team captain who was still the captain of the Dragon Tooth Brigade. At that time, you know, I hate him in my heart, I even want to want to kill in the past. He!" (https:)