Chapter 506: weak

In fact, Ye Wan'er naturally knew that Jia Qingqing said all these words for her own good, but no matter what, Ye Wan'er knew that he just couldn’t control the moment. Hey, the nosy letter needs to be read every time. If someone else doesn’t handle things well, or if they don’t do well enough, he will take that matter directly to him like Ye Tian, ​​and then help others to do it properly before returning it to him. People, so Ye Wan'er knows that this is not good, but there is no way to change this. This is why Ye Wan'er will think about it at night by herself at this time, and then feel that it is very bad, but Is there any way? After all, it has become like this now, so the only thing I can do is to follow my own personality and my own ideas, and then continue to do these things.
But now, after listening to what Jia Qingqing said, it seems that I suddenly feel that the things I have done not only may not help others, but will also harm others. If this is the case, it seems like doing it yourself. Is really wrong.
"Qingqing, I know what you said is for my own good. After all, you don't want me to work too hard, but you just believe me. Normally, when I do these things, I must also know it. There must be a sense of measure, so there is no need for you to tell me so many messy things. In fact, I understand all the truths, but if you really want to make changes, it is also very difficult. It takes a long time to settle, or if it changes suddenly so suddenly, not only will I be uncomfortable, I believe everyone will change, very uncomfortable.
So you just believe me. I will definitely gradually change these bad habits. After all, I know that these things you do are for my own good. If I don’t change, then I will fail. Have you been by my side for so long, pointing me to a better mind? Are you right? So you just believe me, I will definitely become that kind of particularly outstanding look.
In fact, now that I am honestly speaking, there have been a lot of changes, which may not be seen by everyone, but for myself, I feel that I am very content. After all, the changes I have made now have made me already knew.
So I know how much I have changed. I know that although I did not do the right thing about this matter, I did it very hard. I tried very hard to think about the process and results of this matter. I also know that if I do it this way, it might not be so good, but I am at least slowly changing it. Are you right? As long as this is the case, the final result will definitely not be too bad. of.
And in fact, to be honest, I’ve been worrying about it all the time. If I change suddenly, I might become very uncomfortable myself, and I will usually become doing nothing. If you really become that way, you It is estimated that my personality will change to another look. Although it is indeed a little tired now sometimes, but to be honest, I am very satisfied when doing these things.
Because it may be my own sake, so I feel that when doing these things, I can find a sense of existence that belongs to me. Only in this way will I feel that I am by your side. What is useful is not the kind of vases that they say will only be displayed next to it. "
In fact, to be honest, because Ye Wan'er has a very low self-esteem in her own personality, she said that in normal times, people basically ask him to help, and he will help to do everything, and then everyone will feel that her personality is Become a very weak, very bully.
Every time Jia Qingqing looked at Ye Wan'er like this, she hated that iron could not make steel. Every time she wanted to wink, and then make Ye Wan'er refuse, but Ye Wan'er belonged to the kind of person who would not refuse by learning. So very helpless, and then after the things are done, I will discuss with Ye Wan'er whether these things should be done or not. After all, if they refuse directly in front of others, then they will definitely feel uncomfortable in their hearts. What did Ye Wan'er say next to him, and only then did Ye Wan'er make such a big change all at once.
To be honest, the personality of a person is like this, even if you do more things for him, he will still feel dissatisfied, and he will only think that you should do what you do when you do something for him. , He will only want you to do more and more. If you stop suddenly, then he will probably want you to do more.
Even if one day you tell him to tell him clearly that I will not do it for you again, and I will not do anything for you in the future, obviously, he will definitely think Is it because of external forces, or what you have done will make you unhappy suddenly, but in the end, you will definitely be ill of you, and will not remember you a little bit better.
In fact, Jia Qingqing also understands this very well. After all, Jia Qingqing was such a person before. Basically, he would agree to whatever other people said to him, because he felt that he was very useless, and he could do nothing. She can’t do well, so she will definitely agree to the kind of things she can do, but it is also because of this that everyone feels that he is very bully, and then she will usually only make her do more and more things, and I would not tell him to let him rest, or to thank him, everyone would only think that these things are what he should do, because he is useless, because he is trash, because he has no ability, so he just Can do these messy little things for everyone.
But obviously, Jia Qingqing is definitely not as weak as Ye Wan'er. Therefore, after Jia Qingqing knew the truth of the matter, Jia Qingqing completely rejected the others, because Jia Qingqing knew it and suffered a lot. It’s better to have a short-term pain. If you say that you have always been like this and doing things for others, it will only make your heart feel more and more uncomfortable, and there will be more and more backlogs, but if you are completely cut off from others at once In that case, there would be no other messy connections, and a friend like that, Jia Qingqing, is not rare at all.
But by now, Jia Qingqing already has that kind of strength, and now Jia Qingqing has begun to cultivate himself. The strength of cultivation is still very good, so naturally he will not be slaughtered by others. Every time she saw Ye Wan'er being bullied by others, Jia Qingqing was very anxious, but there was no way to change this situation. After all, Jia Qingqing couldn't manage too much of Ye Wan'er's own affairs.