Chapter 985:

Yes, I prefer the old man and the dissatisfied doctor, with the company of friends and with honest hope. And resolutely bid farewell to the freedom I enjoyed because of Hyde's disguise, comparative youth, brisk pace, urge to jump, and secret pleasure. I may have made this choice out of some unconscious reservation, because I neither gave up the house nor destroyed the clothes still in my cabinet. However, in the past two months, I strengthened my determination. In two months, I lived an unprecedented harsh life and enjoyed the approval of my conscience. But time finally began to fade the freshness of my alarm clock; of course, the compliments of conscience began to gradually become reality. I began to be tortured by pain and desire, struggling from Hyde to freedom; finally, in an hour of moral weakness, I became more complicated again and swallowed the changing food and drink.
I don't think that when an alcoholic uses his own sinful reasons, he will be affected five hundred times because of the cruel physical numbness. As long as I have considered my position, I have not been prepared for the complete moral numbness and numbness of evil in the main role of Edward Hyde. However, it was these that were punished by me. My devil was locked up for a long time, and he roared out. Even when I was draught, I realized that I was more indulgent and more angrily sick. I think it must be because this situation stirred up a storm of impatience in my heart, and I listened to the civilization of my unfortunate victim. I at least declare before God that under such a pitiful provocation, no one can commit the crime morally and rationally; and my moving spirit, no sick child may destroy the spirit of the toy. But I voluntarily gave up all those instinct balance instincts, even our worst instincts can maintain a certain degree of stability in temptation. As far as I am concerned, no matter how small the temptation is, it will fall.
In an instant, the spirit of woke up inside me, furious. With joyful luck, I cruelly resisted that stubborn body, savoring the joy of every blow. It wasn't until the fatigue began to become successful that I was suddenly touched by a burst of horrible horror stimulation in my highest state. The mist was filled; I saw that my life was taken away; I escaped from these excessive scenes and trembled triumphantly for a while, my evil desires were satisfied and stimulated, and my love for life was nailed to the top. I ran to the house in Soho and destroyed my files to make sure that I was a little bit certain. Since then, I have been walking around in the brightly lit streets, in the same ecstasy, rejoicing in my crimes, and in the future rashly designing other people, but still hurriedly listening to the Avengers pace. Hyde intensified when eating and drinking, there was a song on his lips, when he was drinking, he assured the dead. Henry Jekyll, full of tears of gratitude and regret, fell on his knees, and raised his hands to God. Before that, the pain of transition did not make him cry. The veil of self-indulgence was rented from head to toe. I look at my life as a whole: from my childhood, I walked with my father’s hand, walked through the narcissistic toil of my career, and reached the unreality again and again with the same feeling, where the Horror night. I could have screamed loudly; I prayed with tears and prayers to extinguish the terrible images and sounds and make my memories flood me. Between the two petitions, the ugly face of my sins still stares at my soul. As this sharp sense of regret fades away, it gains joy. My behavior problem is solved. Since then Hyde hasn't been possible. Whether I like it or not, I am now confined to most of my existence; oh, how happy I am to think of it! With humility and humility, I embraced the limitations of natural life again! With a sincere surrender, I locked the door that I often walked around and put the key under my heel!
The next day, there was news that the murder had been neglected, Hyde’s crimes were patents to the whole world, and the victim was a person with a high public estimate. This is not only a crime, but also a tragedy. I think I am happy to know this. I think I am very happy to get a better impulse to be supported and protected from the horror of scaffolding. Jekyll is now my refuge. But Hyde was immediately exposed, and everyone's hands would be raised and killed him.
I am determined to redeem the past in future actions; I can honestly say that my determination is beneficial. You know yourself, in the last few months of last year, I did my best to ease the pain. You know that I have done many things for others, and the days have passed quietly, and I am almost happy for myself. I can't really say that I'm tired of this kind and innocent life. On the contrary, I think I enjoy it more every day. But I was still confused about my dual goals; when the first edge of my regret faded away, I became obsessed with my lower body, and soon became restrained, and began to growl for permission. I didn't dream of reviving Hyde. Such a bald idea would surprise me: No, I myself was troubled by my conscience again.
Everything is over. The most spacious measure was finally filled; succumbing to my evil for a short time, and finally destroying my soul balance. But I did not panic. Autumn seems natural, like going back to the past before I discovered it. On a clear, sunny January day, my feet were wet and the frost melted, but there was no cloud above my head. Regent’s Park is full of winter grass and spring smells. I sit on a bench in the sun. The animal within me licked the seal of memory; it was a little dull mentally, promising to repent in the future, but it has not yet started. After all, I have reflected, I am like a neighbor. Then I smiled, comparing myself to other people, comparing my positive kindness to their laziness and cruelty towards others. At the moment of that fierce thought, my heart was filled with a fear, a terrible nausea and the deadliest tremor. These all passed and made me faint. Then the fainting subsided, and I began to realize that my thoughts had changed, becoming bolder, despising dangers, and solving obligations. I lowered my head; my clothes were shrunk on the squeezed limbs; my hands lying on my knees were tied with hair. I am Edward Hyde again. Before I was respected by everyone, the moment I was rich and loved-the cloth was laid out for me in the dining room at home; now I have become the most common quarry for human beings, hunted and homeless, Is a famous murderer, surrendered to the gallows. Then the fainting subsided, and I began to realize that my thoughts had changed, becoming bolder, despising dangers, and solving obligations. I lowered my head; my clothes were shrunk on the squeezed limbs; my hands lying on my knees were tied with hair. I am Edward Hyde again. Before I was respected by everyone, the moment I was rich and loved-the cloth was laid out for me in the dining room at home; now I have become the most common quarry for human beings, hunted and homeless, Is a famous murderer, surrendered to the gallows. Then the fainting subsided, and I began to realize that my thoughts had changed, becoming bolder, despising dangers, and solving obligations. I lowered my head; my clothes were shrunk on the squeezed limbs; my hands lying on my knees were tied with hair. I am Edward Hyde again. Before I was respected by everyone, the moment I was rich and loved-the cloth was laid out for me in the dining room at home; now I have become the most common quarry for human beings, hunted and homeless, Is a famous murderer, surrendered to the gallows. Before I was respected by everyone, the moment I was rich and loved-the cloth was laid out for me in the dining room at home; now I have become the most common quarry for human beings, hunted and homeless, Is a famous murderer, surrendered to the gallows. Before I was respected by everyone, the moment I was rich and loved-the cloth was laid out for me in the dining room at home; now I have become the most common quarry for human beings, hunted and homeless, Is a famous murderer, surrendered to the gallows.
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