Chapter 46: Afraid...

The next day was Sunday, and Yi Yan went to the hospital to visit Mrs. Yi early in the morning.
The old lady's condition is neither good nor bad. She looks no different from a normal person, but in fact she feels a lot weaker in her body.
After Yi Yan arrived at the hospital, the doctor came to ask about the situation of the old lady. When he was about to leave, Yi Yan was called out.
Suddenly called away by the doctor, Yi Yan couldn't help feeling panicked. After following him to the corridor, she asked nervously, "Doctor, what's the matter? Is it my grandma?"
"No, don't worry." The doctor is a kind-faced man, who speaks very softly. "That's it. Through observations these days, I think your grandma is a very optimistic person with a good mentality, so we suggest that you can find It’s an appropriate time to tell the elderly the truth."
"After all, concealing the condition is not a solution. This will cause some inconvenience to our treatment. In addition, the longer the delay, the more difficult it will be for the elderly to accept it."
Yiyan is speechless, why doesn't she know that grandma is an optimistic person, but no matter how optimistic, it will be difficult to be happy after knowing that she will not live long.
"Yeah." She nodded indecisively, and then asked the doctor nervously, "Then you suggest my grandma to have an operation?"
"This... For the elderly, we generally do not recommend surgery, but our hospital is relatively authoritative in tumor surgery, with a high success rate and well-known experts in related fields, so we mainly look at patients and their families. Views."
After some words, Yi Yan still couldn't make up his mind, but it was not easy to delay the doctor's time, so she thanked him, "Okay, thank you doctor."
"Let's discuss it carefully, and we will determine the treatment plan as soon as possible." The doctor patted Yi Yan on the shoulder and turned and left.
Yi Yan stood in the corridor, brewing and regaining a good mood for a while before taking a deep breath, pretending that nothing happened and opened the door back to the ward.
Old lady Yi was sitting in the hospital bed watching the morning news, she looked very absorbed, Yi Yan licked her lips, forced a smile and walked over, and said to her: "Grandma, I will peel an apple for you."
"Good." Old lady Yi nodded with a smile.
Yi Yan dragged a chair and sat on the edge of the bed, lowered her head absent-mindedly and peeled the apple, thinking about how to tell her grandmother the true condition.
However, she didn't have a clue until the apple peel was finished, so she cut a piece and handed it to the old lady, and said with a smile: "Grandma, eat."
"Hey, thank Yan Yan." The old lady Yi took the apple, put it in her mouth and took a bite, her eyes fell on Yi Yan.
She had actually seen that she was thinking deeply.
She chewed the apple in her mouth, not feeling any taste, because she was busy thinking about something in her heart.
After a while, she smiled and said to Yi Yan: "Yan Yan, in fact, grandma has already guessed it."
Yi Yan paused and looked at her in astonishment, "Grandma..."
"It's common for life to grow old, sick, and die. This is nothing. Grandma can accept it. You don't have to hide it from me." Old lady Yi smiled, showing a downplaying attitude.
Yi Yan's nose suddenly sore, and she looked like she was about to cry, her vision blurred as she watched Mrs. Yi.
"It's okay, tell grandma." Old lady Yi touched her head lovingly.
"Grandma." Yi Yan burst into tears instantly, and couldn't help but lay down on her arms and cry. "Grandma, the doctor said you have a tumor on your head. If you don't have an operation, you can only live for half a year at most...Grandma, I don't want to lose you. ..."
Mrs. Yi was taken aback for a moment, but she didn't have much emotional fluctuations, and she had actually thought about the worst outcome, and there was nothing unacceptable.
She didn't cry herself, but comforted Yi Yan, patted her back to persuade her: "Don't cry, don't cry, then grandma will not be fine for surgery, then grandma can live for several years!"
"But you are getting older, the risk of surgery is very high, I am afraid..."
"It's okay." Mrs. Yi sighed indifferently, and said earnestly, "Grandma has thought about it these days. If she doesn't have an operation, she will definitely die. If she does an operation, she might die, so it's better to take a risk. Just in case. God bless me? I don't want to be tortured in the hospital for half a year, so it's better to die."
Yi Yan looked up in surprise and stared at Mrs. Yi with wet eyes. She never expected that grandma could accept it so calmly and had already made a decision.
Although what she said was unreasonable, Yi Yan's heart was still wavering. After all, she was really too afraid of losing her grandmother.
At this moment, she subconsciously wanted to listen to Jiang Xiche's opinion, the only man she could rely on.
So in the afternoon, while Mrs. Yi was resting, Yi Yan went to the Jiang family alone.
All the employees in the Jiang family knew her. She went to the door of the president's office unimpeded all the way. As she greeted Jiang Xiche in advance, she pushed in without knocking.
Entering the eye is Jiang Xiche's office area. He was sitting at his desk talking on the phone, looking meticulous. Seeing her come in, he moved his phone away from his ear and said softly, "Go to the rest area and wait for me."
Yiyan arrived at the rest area in a familiar way, and found three transparent bento boxes on the table, one box of rice, two boxes of vegetables, one vegetarian and one meat. It seemed that no one had moved.
Her first reaction was - Jiang Xiche hasn't eaten yet?
Thinking of this, her beautiful eyebrows were suddenly twisted, and she took out her mobile phone to look at the time. It was already 2:30 in the afternoon.
An anger rose from her mind for an instant.
When Jiang Xiche finished the call, he found Yi Yan standing by the long table solemnly, staring at him with awe-inspiring eyes, as if he was about to kill him with his eyes.
She had never looked at him with such eyes, Jiang Xiche could not help being surprised, but at the same time feeling uneasy, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"
Yi Yan said in a deep voice, "Have you not eaten yet?"
"Ok."
"What time is it, you haven't eaten yet!" Yi Yan screamed at him suddenly, and his facial features were screaming in irritation, "Are you too long and want to die soon!"
Jiang Xiche was so frightened by her, his steps were stagnant, and his expression was stunned for a moment, but he still said calmly, "I'm busy today, forget it."
"Why don't you forget your company! Don't forget your house! Don't forget me?!" Yi Yan was even more angry, shouting blushing, she couldn't wait to go up and pry his head open and take a look Is there only the word "work" in it.
Jiang Xiche wondered if Yi Yan was stimulated to vent by this, his brows deepened, and he said helplessly, "Don't shout like that, it's not good for your throat."
It was as if someone had jabbed the tear duct with a fine needle, and Yiyan's throat suddenly sore, and a layer of mist was quickly covered in her eyes.
"It's so annoying!" She couldn't get angry at him at all, turned her back anxiously, and raised her hand to wipe her eyes with her sleeve.
She has always shed tears lately. Jiang Xiche feels distressed and worried every time he sees him. He walks up and turns her body, puts his hands on her cheeks and wipes her eyes, and said softly, "Yes. Tell me something, don’t always cry."
Yi Yan sighed, calmed down, sniffed and said, "It's okay, I'm just angry that you haven't eaten so late."
After that, she hugged him, her cheeks pressed against his strong chest, and she spoke with a strong nasal voice, "Now grandma is like this, what if you do something else? I will be crazy."
Jiang Xiche was lighthearted, and finally understood what was going on with her sudden madness. He was silent for a while, not sure, "I am also a very important person to you?"
"Nonsense! Of course you are important to me! Now the only person I can rely on is you, and I can't live without you." Yi Yan didn't say a lie, but she still didn't dare to say something.
Only you can rely on, not without you.
This is the most important sentence Jiang Xiche thinks he has ever heard, said by his beloved Yiyan.
At this moment, all the silent pay is worth it.
At least, he got her dependence.
"I'm sorry." He hugged her, stroking the back of her head to comfort her, "I will eat on time in the future, and I won't worry you."
Yi Yan broke away from his embrace, and put on a serious face and ordered him: "Then you immediately ask someone to buy you a new meal. These are already cold and you can't eat it."
"it is good."
While Jiang Xiche was waiting for a meal, Yi Yan told him that Mrs. Yi wanted to have an operation and asked him what he thought.
"Respect grandma's wishes." Jiang Xiche replied to Yi Yan without thinking about it. "I know that the success rate of tumor surgery in the central hospital ranks among the top in China, and the doctors are all well-known. "
"Sigh." Yi Yan hesitated and sighed deeply.
Jiang Xiche understood her concerns and patiently persuaded: "The process of waiting for death is actually very painful. Do you want to see grandma spend the next six months on medication every day, and then she is close to death infinitely?"
Yi Yan shook his head hurriedly. At this moment, he was awakened by his words and suddenly figured it out.
Yes, even if grandma doesn't have an operation, the next six months must be spent in pain. Long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain. She doesn't want to see grandma in pain.
"Okay, let's listen to you and grandma." Yi Yan sighed and leaned back on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling, "Grandma is so good, God will definitely bless her."
"Ok."
The space fell into silence.
Yi Yan stared at the ceiling without focus, not knowing what he was thinking, for a long time, he slowly said in melancholy: "Jiang Xiche, when we are old, who do you want us to leave the world first?"
"Leave together." Jiang Xiche replied without thinking.
Yi Yan was silent, tilted his head and stared at his handsome profile, and asked earnestly and hopefully: "What if you can only choose one?"
Jiang Xiche looked down, fantasized and thought for a few seconds, and then calmly responded, "I want you to leave first."
"Why?" Yi Yan's heart sank, her eyes widened a bit.
Jiang Xiche: "I'm afraid you are too lonely."
Yi Yanxuan's high heart suddenly loosened, and the tip of her heart became warm, and her body fell towards him, with her head on his shoulder, and smiled and said, "I also hope that I will leave first, because when you leave, I won't Sorry, I'm very selfish, right?"
"No." Jiang Xiche was very happy that she could think so.
Yi Yan: "Then you have to work hard to live longer than me."
"it is good."