Chapter 179: Flashback

After returning to the news of Yuan Ran and Zhu Qi, this matter has not yet spread, and the circle of friends between the class group and the university has been leveled up. Tang Youchen also posted a Weibo saying that the three-dimensional girl was not cute in the second dimension and did it according to the style of the nineteenth grid. The comments below are all kinds of fancy beatings. Dad said that he would be at home next month and asked him if he would return in eleven. Xie Xi said he would go home. You haven't returned yet. Wang Luxu ... Wang Luxu has been blocked.
Putting down the phone, Xie Yan sighed softly again.
"The classmate's business?" An Yu put down her rice. "Don't worry too much. There is no life in life. You can come back anytime you want. The end is a new beginning."
"I like this sentence very much," Xie said, the corners of her lips and eyes were bent. "It's just ... my friend has never been a very optimistic person. When he was the best, he was full of anxiety about the future ... Moreover, the more a person is in a positive state, the more he can have a more positive state of mind. The physical mood and mood of a person affect each other. His current physical state ... "
It's like a vicious circle. The worse the physical state, the worse the mental state, and then the psychological emotions in turn stimulate the physical state.
"There is no way," An Yu said, "this is already the case, he has no choice-either to spend this hurdle, or to consume it until the hurdle is passed."
"Yeah." Xie Ye didn't understand the truth, it just happened to friends around him, and it was still different from the TV.
Xie Xuan didn't go back that night. Although it was not good to disturb the patient (especially because the other side was hospitalized because of himself), after chatting casually, the two talked together unexpectedly, and it seemed as if they had returned to the most pure and carefree In childhood, I almost chatted overnight without knowing it.
...
A few days later, this thing came to fruition. The school gave Xu Haiyang a year of suspension procedures, and the counselor declared that he was ill, and didn't say more. Usually, the relationship between everyone in the class is generally good. When this happened, everyone was very embarrassed. The squad leader proposed to go to the hospital to see a doctor. It ’s not very clear, he did n’t want to say more. Now-it should be like this.
There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Besides, this is an era where most secrets cannot be kept. A few days later, Xu Haiyang was arrested for drug abuse and walked away.
If drug trafficking is the original sin, then drug use is half the original sin. ‘Why did you take the road to drug use? ’, Not too many people care about the process, whether it can not resist the temptation or the pure victim, once the white feathers are stained, even if there is a sound of understanding, there will be more piercing questions and contempt.
Specifically, individuals may have their own personal views, but once they become a group, there are always common rules of voice.
It's not important how the news was leaked. Xie Yan believes that those who know it, Yuan Ran, Zhu Qi, Lin Leling, counselor and even the unrelated An Yu are not the people who leak the news, but there is no airtightness in the world. Wall, I really want to know one thing, there are many ways.
This incident provoked a far bigger splash than it was in the beginning. It is not enough to become a news on the Internet, but the inner floor of the school forum has covered dozens of floors, and various unpleasant remarks and speculations have come. It was probably an inexplicable second blow to Xu Haiyang's ears. In any case, he could not hear it for the time being.
At this point, the matter came to a close.
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The petals of memory are scattered in the long river of time, turned into countless light spots, and reunited and bloomed at this moment.
Light and shadow are constantly flashing.
Flashback……
After Xu Haiyang left, Yuan Ran and Xie Yan were left in the bedroom. Yuan Ran was looking for work, and he was usually not in the bedroom during the day. One evening two weeks later, Yuan Ran returned to the dormitory with a take-out, and saw Xie Yi smiling mysteriously at the computer.
"Ah, are you in love?" Looking at Xie Ai's computer screen, Yuan Ran finally couldn't help asking.
Although it should not be asked, because the computer screen is actually a pixel wind XX farm game (). But the smile on Xie's face was too eye-catching, it was the expression of a young boy in online dating!
"Huh? No, I'm planting land with friends." Xie Yan clicked the mouse and said, while scouring the ground, watering, she didn't return her head.
"With friends?" Yuan Ran keenly got what he got, and immediately met Xie Ying, "Isn't this a stand-alone farm? How do you farm with friends? Did you last a while? She was a while?" Yuan Ran couldn't understand. This mentally retarded game mode also seems to smell the sour smell of love in the air-who would use this mentally retarded game in normal people?
"Ah?" Xie Yan finally stopped hoeing and watering, and glanced at him as if looking at the mental retard. "This is online."
Yuan Ran: "..."
Yuan Ran: "You still said it wasn't online dating!"
Xie Yan continued to look at him with the same expression as before: "What do you say, I play with my friends, boys."
This time Yuan Ran responded very quickly. He glanced at the companion's logo on the character status in the lower right corner of the computer screen and spit out: "Are you still married with your friends?"
Thanks for a moment, then laughed: "Our farm supports online marriage, if you want, I can marry you, as long as 998."
"... You have changed." Yuan Ran said coldly, "Have you forgotten that we used to pick up the lights to clear all the girls and marry npc to the happy life of the pinnacle of life?"
"Who wants npc if you have a friend?" Xie Ye was also very disgusted.
When Yuan Ran finished talking, he went to eat. After knowing that Xie Yi's friend was a boy, although he talked a few words. But I didn't go to my heart at all.
On the surface, Xie Yan, who was calm on the surface, went to her heart.
Although it is said that you can get married by playing with you ... as long as 998 or the like ... But getting married is not the same as getting married.
It seems not right.
If you think about it, everyone you ’ve seen in this past 22 years, all the works you ’ve seen, and even the ideal avatar in the work, you ca n’t think of a person with him or her Such happiness. Just talking together, playing games, talking, I feel the whole world is the best. Under the sun
A petal, every morning dew on the branches and leaves, every dust in the air shines infinitely. Unconsciously, it had been weeks since the day of KTV, and they had not even noticed the passage of time.
Am I ... like him?
... but am I not straight? !! I should be straight!
... or ask someone? Who asked?
The first person I thought of was my sister Xie You. My sister was rotten without him. Then Xie You was immediately kicked out of the mind: Just kidding, let the younger sister know about the stern character, maybe it was straight and it was going to be brainwashed.
Not friends. Friend-like creatures, whether they are hepatobiliary or fox-puppy dog ​​friends, depends entirely on the occasion. Xie Yan wasn't worried that friends would fall off the chain when something really happened, but you have to ask them about such things, and they will become fox friends and dog friends who are afraid of chaos in the world.
Of course it is even more impossible to ask the elders.
... what about asking a forum? School forums are fine. In the eyes of those in the computer department, there is no difference between anonymity and streaking. Once the vice chairman of the radio station wanted to pedal two boats and anonymously asked about the strategy in the forum. The next day, he was stripped away by an anonymous person in the computer department Hung out and topped the school scum men's list.
So a little bit that opened Baidu and searched, ‘Is there any anonymous forum for consulting emotional issues? ’
Anonymous forums were quickly found. It is easy to find an anonymous forum in the Internet age. Although the style of the painting does not seem to be reliable, it is not necessary to listen to it anyway.
So Xie Yi organized the language and started editing the post.
‘LＺ man, this is the thing. When I was eating last week, I met a friend because I went to the wrong room. He looks very good, his character is very good, we have a lot of common languages ​​and hobbies, the three views are also very good, and they are very happy to do anything together, and this is not all because of having the same hobbies, because even what I did n’t do it and I was happy. Even if they are not together, they are just happy to see each other's WeChat avatar. Do I like each other? ’
After editing, Xie Yan read it again and did not send it out: Is it still necessary to send it out! I don't know if you look at it!
So Xie added another description:
'LZ has a lot of same-sex friends. He never felt the same about them, and all the beautiful girls on the street were pretty sisters. So LZ never doubted his sexual orientation. Only this friend was different. He and Everyone in this world is different. Although there are many good-looking people in the world and many people with the same interests, other people are just as good-looking as they are. If there are more people with the same interests, they wo n’t come together more. It ’s not just because we are happy together, that feeling is not just described by happiness, he is the best '
Hit here, Xie Xie looked at the content he typed, and closed the webpage directly.
Also ask P.
"Huh ..." A long sigh of relief, Xie Yan leaned on the back of the computer chair.
I like him ...
But he is straight. It doesn't look like it's curved, if you say it, I'm afraid even my friends can't do it.
"What's wrong? Broke?" Yuan Ran, who looked at Xie Xuan and sighed, turned her head away with interest.
"Yuanyuan, I ask you," Xie Yun thoughtfully, "what would you do if I confess to you?"
"Yeah!" Yuan Ran, who was drinking water, almost did not spit on the ground. "What to do, do you ask your funeral? Rest assured that cremation or burial dad will satisfy you!"
"Then I'll ask a different question," Xie Xie was so kind.
Changed the question, "If pigs confess to you, what would you do?"
Yuan Ran: "??? Do pigs know you treat him this way ?!"