Chapter 27: Heartache

Mo Li’s eyes fluttered and looked back at Ji Nanfeng:
Nan Feng, do you know the doctor in your heart?

For her own problems, she did not want to hide, nor did she conceal her purpose.
Ji Nanfeng slammed a sudden brake, and the car was also Zira - one.
Mo Lixin did not have time to guard. Although wearing a seat belt, or hitting forward, simply did not hit something, it was a shock.
Her mother, how can I always go with the car recently. Mo Li heart presses the eyebrows.
"How suddenly brakes" Mo Li heart smashed his head, looked back and looked at Ji Nanfeng, and Ji Nanfeng was watching her.
However, the eyes are far and deep, and the face is calm and has a mood that is difficult to understand. It seems to be a little sad, but it seems to be somewhat fearful. Why does he have such a look, as if he is looking at her, but he is not looking at her. From his perspective, she seems to have seen anotherself.
Ji Nan Feng Ben is happy, his heart is getting more and more lively, and there is no more bleak twilight than that of the last time. Until the last year, he has turned himself away, and it is also autistic and social fear that others hate. I am locked up, not crying or making trouble in my own world.
He didn't know it at the time.
In that year, the number of times to go home was very few, and every time she didn’t come out to see him, she didn’t have her entanglement in that year, but she didn’t think he was too annoying, he thought it was too cold. This is just her desire, but what was his mood at that time, perhaps at that time, he did not understand, just felt empty, but he was also ruthlessly suppressed by this strange emotion.
But what he didn't expect was that she almost closed her home for a year, and she came out one day, and the courage she finally came out was him. He changed his liver surgery. It was not a life change, but he had twice done the body. She is already at the end of the road, but even if she is this way, she will be able to live for three or five years without guarding this broken body. If she is well nursed, it will not be a problem for a long time. However, she did not choose this way. She gave him the opportunity to live. She wrote a paper suicide note and went to Huang Quan.
The only sentence written on the suicide note - if she is the source of your happiness, then I will be guarded, I hope that when you laugh, you can think of me.
She did not explain one sentence for herself. No one complained about him, and even the last one was thinking about him.
To say selfishness, there is also a feeling of Mo Li. In the words, she did not conceal the things that she gave him to the liver. There is only one purpose. If the letter says, look at him and don’t forget himself. This is her greatest selfishness. .
Ji Nanfeng, when I woke up, I was able to speak for two weeks. I woke up in a clear, uncomfortable feeling in the body two weeks ago. I thought it would be accompanied by physical illness, but I know, I am always happy,
When he knew that Mo Li’s heart was dead, he was discharged from the hospital. He knew that something happened recently, otherwise the family would not come to take care of him. Even the section that had been around him was not around. It is just a nanny to take care of him. He did not ask for physical reasons.
On the day of discharge, the long-lost wind and the sun, but he felt extremely cold, and the only person who picked him up was Wei Xiulan.
It’s just a slap in the face and a listlessness. Ji Nanfeng thinks it should be a big deal.
"Heart... is a good boy, we can't owe her to the family... but... it's not enough... Maple, you are wrong this time, wrong is outrageous..." Wei Xiulan said that he could not The control flowed out of tears.
The more he listened, the more uneasy he was: "But what happened..." The tone was trembling that he did not realize.
"Heart... heart... Go, go see her, be together..."
Qi Xinyi, Jijiatangtang, Gu Mingsi, the place where the dead lived... The inside of the temple was placed in a row, and the wide yard outside the temple was a tombstone. Ji’s ancestors were here for generations, but he did not expect that one day, still a day earlier. He will come here because of her...
What was his mood at that time, such as being thundered, his legs and feet were like a heavy weight, and it was more difficult than one step at a time. Then he realized that he liked her, but this kind of like, is restrained to perverted like, crouching In my heart, I have never found it.
But when you understand everything, it’s already too late, and you can’t regret it. If it’s true, you’ll lose your understanding and cherish it. A light and clever sentence, you must understand the truth, but pay a price...
No matter this, this world. He wants to know what will happen again. He will put her in the palm of her hand as a little princess. She will not let her suffer if she is half-hearted. Whether she is physically or mentally complete, she is healthy and healthy. Row.
Watching her slowly put down the guard, open her heart, can bicker with him, can joke with him, calmly and gradually, regained confidence when first sight, sunny and cheerful, he thought that some things will not happen, but she is this Asked, she asked her to lift her heart down halfway.
The doctor in my heart, a strange profession -
Ji Nanfeng was soaked for a long time, and Mo Lixin looked at him like this.
"Why are you looking for a doctor in your heart?" He returned only after a long time.
Mo Li felt that the atmosphere was weird. After thinking about it, he still said frankly: "There is something very strange. I think it is better to talk to you."
"Maybe you don't believe... I live in another person in my body..." Mo Lixin said, looking at Ji Nanfeng.
Ji Nanfeng did not expect this reason, although it was strange or listened to it.
... It's hard to understand things, but it's not difficult to say, it's awkward, things are explained clearly.
"So, you should have a strange second personality, you know her, she knows you, hasn't appeared before, you have to find a psychiatrist," Ji Nanfeng concluded.
"Well, is it very outrageous, how can you talk to your second personality?" Mo Lixin himself did not believe in himself. In ancient times, he was determined to be out of heart!
"Tomorrow Sunday, I will accompany you to see, you should not worry too much." Ji Nanfeng breathed a sigh of relief, as long as it is not the autism that refuses to be thousands of miles away, the disease is too negative.
"Why have you just suddenly braked..." Mo Lixin still asked.
"Think of some things, no big deal." A faint smile, some things, still do not explain as well.
Mo Li’s heart licked his mouth and did not ask again.
The next day, Ji Nanfeng took Mo Lixin to see a psychiatrist.
The doctor is introduced by Virgin and is a well-known psychologist.
Although the hospital is a private clinic, it is also overcrowded. Of course, most of these hospitals come from people with mental illness.
"Fifi, don't run, wait for Grandma"
Just entering the hospital, Mo Lixin heard such a sentence, hoarse voice, it sounds like an elderly person who is not very good. Then, I found a child with a scorpion, ran over, threw her on her body and hugged her calf.
Mo Lixin did not respond for a moment, and looked at Ji Nanfeng at a loss.
"Children, what is the name!" Ji Nanfeng squatted down and looked at the little girl who had only his knees high.
The little girl did not answer. It’s just the watery eyes that look at the handsome uncle who talks to her.
Mo Li felt her head and fell down. She looked at her and said, "Your mom and dad, how is one here?"
When the little girl listened to her father and mother, she cried out uncontrollably and held her heart tighter: "Mom, beautiful mother"
Meng Li’s heart was a meal, and Ji Nanfeng was also a meal. The child looked like a 3 or 4 year old. It shouldn’t be screaming!
The little girl, crying and taking a cry, broke the heart of Mo Lixin, and the cute little girl cried, it was really pity.
"Fifi, come over, why don't you listen to your grandmother's words, Grandma's old bones can't catch up with you." The old man who came over with a sigh of relief, panting and saying, looking at the girl named Feifei, his eyes Dun, then looked up again, sorry to look at the Mo Li heart: "Girl, can't live, my granddaughter, ran out of the wind, but also hope not to blame", after that, they have to pull away the little girl.
But the little girl is clinging to the lap of Mo Li’s heart, not letting go, and looking at her with her round head in her eyes. She is more and more like this girl.
"Mother, this child is very well-behaved" Mo Li answered.
The old man saw that he couldn’t move, and he sighed heavily: "Fifi, the only blood left by my dead son, daughter-in-law, is that I didn't take care of it. I got such a disease, blame me, blame me."
Mo Li’s heart looked over at Ji Nanfeng and looked back. My heart was very puzzled:
Why does the mother-in-law say this?
In her opinion, the child looks normal, can run, can jump, can speak.
"Fifi, I didn't talk a year and a half ago, went to the hospital for examination, my body was not sick, I got autism, I was quiet in peacetime, I didn't even cry, I just didn't expect it, I still cry when you are here. Yes, but as long as you can make a sound," I said a little gratified smile here.
The elderly old man explained.
"Don't talk?" Mo Lixin exclaimed. Didn't the little girl just talk?
"Well, it was 8 months ago since the last opening. Today, it’s hard to get to know the doctor here. Just before I started, Feifei ran out. This is a long-time doctor. ... 哎













"My mother-in-law said that Feifei didn't talk, but she just said it." Mo Li answered, thought of something, and then rubbed his hands and touched Feifei's face, wiped away the tears that had not dried up, and said softly: "Fifi, I just called it, I didn't hear it clearly, can I call it again?"