Chapter 42: An unacceptable self

When Ji Nanfeng saw her, she was sitting in the garden, holding a picture book in her hand, and the butterfly fell on her head. After a while, she left again and quietly.
The half-tied hair was scattered, and she was pinched behind her ear, carelessly, and the shadow of the sun was faintly on her face, and her shoulders were still beautiful.
This is the top of a 10-story building, but it is still a vegetation, a grape vine, a rose flower, a July rose, and a small yard.
The the swing, swaying slowly, did not notice the two men who had seen her for a long time at the door.
"Do you think about it! How to tell her! How much she believed in you in the last life, how uneasy it is in this world." Gong Yunze said standing in the distance behind him.
"You said, she will forgive me?" Ji Nanfeng wanted to smoke, thought about it, and gave up.
"She doesn't forgive you, how are you, will you give up her?"
"No!" Dead did not let go. He thought that even if this world is still a family, he still has to entangle the end.
"So... you know very well? No matter what the result, it is a result to you." Gong Yunze took a cigarette and looked at the girl's side, which said meaningfully.
Mo Lixin is holding a picture book, his thoughts fly far, and suddenly, the swing moves, scaring her to grasp the swing rope.
Looking back, I saw the face that made her feel overwhelmed.
"you……"
"Can you give me a chance too!" Before the girl spoke, the man said she was holding her from behind.
Perhaps it hasn't been spoken for a long time, and the voice has unspeakable hoarseness and dullness, and the tone has the meaning of pleading.
She turned her back to him, and couldn't see what he was like, but the person behind her, she was circled in her arms, her head buried, her chin on her side face, her face stabbed with some pain, vaguely In the meantime, it is not the smell of the usual cologne, but a somewhat pungent smell of tobacco. I don't have to think about it, how much he is now.
"You let go first..." If you don't listen, then when you come to the mouth, she finds that she can't say it.
Some things have never been justified, how can you tell why?
She may have complaints, and perhaps hate, but what about it, how much responsibility Ji Nanfeng has to bear. After all, it was nothing but the entanglement of the previous generation and some of the grievances of the older generation.
"I will ask you a question!" After all, I felt the uneasiness of Ji Nanfeng, she said with compromise.
The person holding her has a moment of touch: "You ask!"
She paused and looked at the two foggy butterflies: "Whether it was the last life, or this world, everything you did to me was due to repay, or to move!"
When Ji Nanfeng heard the words, he smiled reassuringly: "Do you think that I am going to repay my kindness, will I be the one who promises me?"
Mo Lixin didn't let go of the heart because of this sentence, but he was drooping, like continuing to say from the slot: "You don't want to pay for it, but you will be avenged by revenge." !"
The man's figure was promoted. Just because of the last sentence of the mouth, the next second, it collapsed and disintegrated all the expressions, and the whole body was stiff.
For a time, the world seemed to be quiet. Until the girl didn't know why she suddenly passed out.
In the ward, Ji Nanfeng clasped the girl's hand at the bedside, and the face that was stunned now has no trace of blood.
"Why is he like this?"
"When I saved her, there was a slight concussion. I haven’t had a good conditioning recently. It’s inevitable that it will be fine. It’s okay to take a break. But during this time, it’s still less irritating. Anything can wait for the mood to stabilize. Said the man in a white robe.
"What happened after that day," Ji Nanfeng said to Gong Yunze.
On that day, when they confronted each other, Duan Enran was finally rescued by his eldest brother Lu Xing. As for the leader, he was even shot, but he still escaped. After that, I broke the news of Li Xin. Until yesterday, I suddenly received news that people were still in Country B, and still in his second brother. When he knew the news, he thought of many things intermittently.
It turned out that his second brother was the wild man he thought he had in the last time.
"I guess you think about it. As for that day, I just got the news and blocked it there in advance. I didn't think it was really blocked. As for why I didn't tell you her immediately, I think you should be more than me. Clear, isn't it?"
"You are so sure she will be there?" he asked.
"Then why do you think that I am inexplicably there? Ji Nanfeng, if you haven't learned how to love, I don't mind replacing you, but I don't hesitate to do anything about her safety, so your words. What do you mean? You better want to know clearly. "Yong Yunze’s tone is cold, he listened to his questioning, and screamed. This is the first time that they did not call the third brother, but the full name. .
He thought his question was to suspect that he and the group were together, but he heard him continue: "I just want to catch the leader, maybe your message is very useful!"
Gong Yunze seems to have poured a pot of cold water. He admits that he just lost control. He stunned and slandered his third brother. No matter what he had done, the girl he liked always couldn’t care for him. "Nothing, I don't know much. I just remember the last time when I was in the Baisha feast. There was such a thing. The road to escape was also that one, so this time I know what happened in the party, halfway. Intercepted
In the last life, he was also a judge. There was such a thing. Although many details have changed from the previous one, the final result has not changed.
Ji Nanfeng did not ask again, just looking at Mo Lixin did not know what he was thinking.
At this time, the outside circle has been chaotic, especially the design circle, the impact of the events happening at the Baisha banquet is unprecedented.
Kneeling is of course included, and perhaps the outside world only knows that many criminals have been arrested at the banquet. However, only a few people in their company know that the first place in the Baisha banquet was also in trouble, but it was fortunate that the person was saved. As for whether the person is in serious trouble, I don’t know. It is.
Dai Meng came back the next day. After all, she knew that they couldn’t do anything when they stayed there. If there is any security problem left there, just after they come back, the people who go out together will not be in a good state. .
Dai Meng and Liu Feng sat on the desk and ate a bite of potato chips...
"You said, what happened to Li Xin, I really worried about death, and I don't know where they are," Dai Meng said, and immediately took a sip and took a mouthful.
"It's okay, the group is so good, how could it happen?" Liu Feng sipped his coffee and answered the question. Supported the frame and looked at some news about the follow-up of the Baisha feast in the computer browser.
"I think it is retribution, you don't think so beautiful." Li Na came out of the aisle, half on the desk, red female bag hip red dress, if the people who have the heart saw it, they will feel the style .
Can this and her an office. Obviously there is no such "hearted person".
"Li Na, I am so an office, why are you always aiming at Li Xin? She didn't ask you to provoke you. I think you are awkward. One is not only beautiful than you, but also more understanding than you. Yes, you are more talented than you, in this office, and you are a newcomer, but she has climbed the position of design director in just a few months, but you are still a small staff member.
Dai Meng belongs to someone who has nothing to say and is uncomfortable. She used to be obsessed by the presence of Mo Lixin. She has endured it several times, but this time, when she is absent, she can’t stand it anymore, so she doesn’t spit.
Liu Feng used to pull a pull. Today, Li Na is too much, so she asked Dai Meng to say. I still sipped coffee, and the rest of the office was silent.
The heart of Mo Li, far away from country B, is still "conscious" in a coma.
She can feel everything from the outside world, hear the sound outside, and know that someone has been holding her own hand, but she just can't wake up, but she can see her on the boundless lake, the sky. The situation is no different.
"You still forced me out," a voice said, and Mo Li’s heart turned back, and sure enough, as expected.
"You said...I forced you out?" she asked.
"This is the last time I came out. You probably guess who I am, isn't it?"
Mo Li looked at her, waiting for her words, and her exactly the same sound and shadow suddenly came to her side. Then straight through her body.
Before she waited for her reaction, she continued: "I am you, but I am the one from the last generation. You love Ji Nanfeng who loves you. I know that there is no resentment in the end. You know why I sometimes Will come out, sometimes it will disappear again? Why?
Mo Lixin: "..." "Shake his head.
"Because you don't accept me, or you don't accept a foolish self in the past, I take your memory, or my existence is just these memories, you don't have enough courage to face such a self, so You buried me, I will appear once you want to escape or be weak. I said that when you are strong enough to face everything, I will be completely gone, I will Become a person, I will give you my courage and confidence"
Mo Li seems to understand and understand: "Isn't that a body, there are two souls?"