Chapter 1928: Straight mixed-race students (65)

The red rope is a bit cold. After being placed on the wrist, the bright color contrasts with the white wrist, and the white skin is more tender and silky.
Seeking the continent is completely stunned.
His dawn did not fall on the red rope, but instead looked at the girl. She stood in front of her, lowered her head and quietly fastened the red rope, he could see the other's hair top, and the curling eyelashes.
He suddenly felt that the pair of eyelashes seemed to be sweeping on his heart, causing the apex of the heart to tremble slightly.
The part of the wrist, the part of the skin held by the girl's fingers, seems to be burnt like a fire.
Seeking the continent with a stiff expression, too uncomfortable, he wants to retract his hand, but he does not dare to move.
This is the distance he doesn't even think about. I am reluctant to retract and can only be held rigidly by the other side.
Yu Chu tied the red rope well.
Immediately, she let go of her hand, stepped back, and raised her eyes to look at the boy in front of him.
His eyelashes trembled, his lips flapped, his head lowered, and his face was blushing.
The expression seems to be a bit stiff.
The other hand gently covered the red rope. After a long while, he bowed his head and asked, "How come...how is it with you? I seem to have lost it..."
He threw it in the phone booth.
Because it is too sad.
This thing was written by himself during the time after his accident, just like a spiritual sustenance.
Every night in the night, the nightmare woke up and watched it on his wrist, only slowly remembered... Those things have passed... He is safe.
So it is a sense of security that has accompanied him for many years. He is willing to give it to a girl, but the other party does not.
He is too sad.
Sad, he doesn't want it anymore.
He lost the sense of security, lost the medicine given by the psychiatrist, and almost abandoned himself. He decided to let himself fall into the abyss forever.
Anyway, no one will feel bad about him, isn't it?
The word redemption sounds so good, but not everyone can get it.
His life has been dark to no light. After so many years, he has experienced so much. He does not understand himself. Why do you have the courage to like someone?
I don’t like to go back, and then I am either redeemed or deeper abyss.
Desperate, why do you still have the courage to like it?
When I was young, in the alley, the woman with the alcohol was close, but no one came to save him. He was very small at that time, he took out his blood and held the tiles as a weapon. He felt like he was killing people with a blank face.
He also knew that he was strange in character, but he did not dare to say this, so for a long time, even his parents had never comforted and understood him.
The surface is clean and normal, but he feels that his heart has long rotted, and black is like a swamp.
He doesn't like girls, and he asks his parents for help, but he is sent to the dark prison. Every day life is electric shock and emetic.
Spit the face as white as a ghost, and since then the boy is also full of disgust, the hollow of the heart seems to have become bigger, whistling to the cold wind.
He felt angry, so he deliberately brought back a photo and deliberately said that he was a favorite boy.
Looking at the angry expression of the parents, there is a kind of revengeful pleasure, even if it is more dead after the pleasure.
Later, he met a girl.
But she really is not redemption.
It is a deeper abyss.