Chapter 87: Online games are very pure (63)

[2nd story]
[林欣欣·番外]
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I know what I lost.
After I have lost.
After everything settled, I often thought about what I had and what I lost.
I have never got anything.
I think Li Rong is stupid, can't see anything, has been stupid, and has been used. I feel that even if I sell her, she will help me count the money. Not exaggerating, I think she is so stupid.
But we had a big fight. After she left, I stood in the dormitory. The whole dormitory was quiet, especially after a fierce quarrel. This extreme silence was sad.
Who knows what I am upset about.
But there is a sense of loneliness that drowns people, and I walked out of the dormitory without going back. I think I must look sad, but that is the only time in the long time, not the sadness of pretending.
In fact, I am not very able to distinguish my true heart and falsehood, I am used to wearing a mask to live.
However, there is a difference, that is, the usual cry will pay attention to his image, but that time, but crying and tearing heart, completely no mood to cover the ugly.
I know that I lost a friend.
Someone has used me as a friend.
I started to miss her.
Also started, miss another person.
I don't know when Don Mo likes me, but I think he is no different from other people who like me. He just likes my looks.
But I didn't disfigure, but he didn't want me.
Like the evil, I began to recall everything about him. He is more enthusiastic and considerate than other pursuers. I began to recall the hand warmers and breakfast in the winter. I began to think about the blush he saw every time I saw me, and how many small thoughts were hidden.
I finally began to feel that he was sincere.
He is sincere.
At that time.
But I missed it after all.
Later, very coincidentally, once I met him in an alley.
He has cat food in his hand.
There is a cat in this alley, and it is here. I know, I have fed it.
I see him. His expression is a bit complicated.
He handed the cat food in his hand to the kitten, and I saw the boy’s face in the sun.
The gentleness of that moment.
It is different from him in the past.
I have also fed this cat, but I think, my mind must not be as pure as him.
I don't know that my own center of gravity is really not like a good girl. Therefore, I always consciously feed the stray kittens and puppies, and I will also take the money to the wanderers on the street.
Whenever this time, I will feel relaxed.
This kind of little good thing, every one thing, seems to prove that I am a kind girl.
But I know that I have not cared for the kindness of stray animals, nor the sympathy for the beggars.
It is just a comfort of oneself, only.
Don Mo looked up and told me that this is the place where he first saw me.
He felt that when I fed the cat, it was very gentle.
At that moment, I gave birth to a dark idea. I was eager to tell him that I was really a good girl he thought, and I was just confused.
But another girl came over. She also kneels down to feed the cat, with a purely pure look.
Tang Mo introduced, "This is my girlfriend."
So I smiled and said hello.
Finally, I know what I lost.
After I have lost.