Chapter 235: She has fallen in love with him

Chu Che is easy-going, caring and treats her well.
If you are looking for a boyfriend, it should be a good choice.
But she never cared about Chu Che.
When I was alone, I never thought of him even once.
Since knowing Mu Yichen, she often dreamed of him.
Although most of them are villains, they appear very frequently, almost close to Ouyang Tian.
Ouyang Tian is her ex-boyfriend. They have been dating for three years; she and Mu Yichen have only known each other for less than a month.
Thinking about it this way, the influence of the latter on her is obviously not to be underestimated.
What's more terrifying is that in her recent dream, Mu Yichen has become a gentle demon.
Not only did she treat her very well, but she also said that she wanted to marry her. In the end, he sacrificed his life to save her.
This dream is almost the opposite of reality.
In reality, he has never been so gentle to her, and it is even more unlikely that he will marry her.
This dream she had was too passionate.
If Mu Yichen knew about it, she would definitely laugh at her again and couldn't recognize her own position, so she would have such an unrealistic dream.
Therefore, today, Mu Yichen asked her if she dreamed that he would like her so much that she couldn't distinguish between reality and dream, so she didn't dare to answer.
Strictly speaking, what he said is not a slander of her.
She did, he liked her and spoiled her dreams.
Maybe, in the subconscious, there is a little hope for it.
She was still in her dream, imagining Ouyang Tian's memory loss and a new relationship.
The reason for such a setting is probably that deep down in her heart, she has vaguely discovered her own psychological changes. She is looking for reasons to alleviate her guilt, right?
In addition, her connivance of Mu Yichen has exceeded the limit too much.
He used coercion or threats to force her to do many things.
For example, let her take the initiative to kiss him and seduce him.
For another example, use a particularly intimate way of addressing him similar to that between lovers.
Also, allow him to draw her eyebrows and play role-playing games with him.
He even agreed to be his mistress...
The extreme rejection in her heart is a fact, after all, these have violated her principles of life. However, she did not spare her life and refused desperately.
Zhao Donghan just imagined it if he changed to another man, and he couldn't stand it. Will definitely compete with each other to the end, never compromise.
The big deal is that I don't want this life, I'd rather be jade broken than complete, refuse to do these things that will lose self-esteem.
Recalling that when she was a child, the son of the dean of that orphanage bullied her so much in order to make her promise to be his daughter-in-law, she never lowered his head.
But now, she didn't use her life to resist, which is very telling.
Besides, she was too easy to soften to him.
Every time I see his wounds, I feel terribly worried, and I can't help but care about it, and he has wrapped up the wounds with my hands many times.
She is not a cruel person, but she is not so kind.
If he wasn't in his heart, he would definitely not take care of this nosy.
That time, after Mu Yichen was drunk, she sent him back to the villa.
Then, he mistakenly identified her as someone else.
During the whole process, he didn't force her, but she seemed to be fascinated by a ghost. Not only did he play his former love throughout the whole process, but he also said a lot of lines similar to an oath.
She confessed that she liked him.
She also said that she promised that she would never leave him.
Such words, defined as eachother, is not an exaggeration, right?
Normally, she would not say anything casually.
It is even more impossible to say such a significant word out of sympathy and coercion.
Now that she said it, it means she doesn't hate it, and these have become reality.
Every time she thinks that he will marry another woman one day, she will feel uncomfortable.
But she immediately told herself that it was an illusion, and she just ignored the sourness.
In this way, after she was bullied by Mu Yichen and lost her mind, the phrase she said "I don't want you to be engaged" is not against her intentions.
I still remember that when they met for the second time, when they separated in the stairwell, her emotions began to be influenced by him.
Since then, the situation has intensified and she has changed unconsciously.
Seeing him frown, she would be in a bad mood; seeing him hurt, she would be worried; even every word and word he said could easily affect her mood throughout the day.
In Zhao's family, no matter how much rumors and rumors were, she never took it to heart; but just a mockery on the corner of his lips could easily arouse her anger and make her instantly lose her composure.
At the time, she thought it was because he had done too much.
Now that I think about it seriously, it's not entirely true.
After all, she had heard anything more than that.
The real reason is probably that she cares too much about how he views himself.
She was unwilling to be looked down upon by him. I hope to be praised by him, and I am eager to have an excellent impression in his heart. Therefore, he could not stand his contempt.
In the face of other men's confession, she could be indifferent; but in front of Mu Yichen, she was picked up time and time again, and was confused again and again.
Falling step by step, unable to turn his head, he was finally dragged into the abyss of lust...
So much evidence is enough to prove one thing
She was over, she was moved by Mu Yichen, this nasty man.
Except for "she has fallen in love with him", she really couldn't find any other reason to explain all this.
Zhao Donghan sighed helplessly, that man's methods were really extraordinary.
Regrettably, she shouldn't have provoke him if she knew that.
If she could travel back to the past now, she would definitely wait in front of the bar, punching herself out and taking away.
In this case, he would not encounter Mu Yichen, nor would he fall into the pathetic situation it is today.
Her personality has always been strong.
Friends around her often joked that her character is a standard Shake S.
The adjectives for her are also "stubborn", "strong", "overbearing total attack" or something.
Now when she arrives in front of Mu Yichen, she has become a trembling M, a little white rabbit who needs a man's protection outside, and a rag doll that is manipulated at will but unable to resist in the villa. She is always bullied and cried. .
This change made her feel very strange and extremely ashamed.
If Jiang Qian, Lu Jiaqi and others knew about these, she would be blamed if they didn't laugh to death.
If she can choose, she doesn't want to fall in love with anyone, just hope to keep her heart.
However, there is nothing she can do about feelings, and she can't do anything about it.
If his purpose is to play with her feelings, first use gentle means to make her give her sincerity, and then retaliate against her by throwing her away, then he has succeeded.
All she can do right now is to keep the secret desperately, without being known to him, to protect her only pitiful self-esteem.