Chapter 236: Love at first sight, goodbye

Since when did he start to take him to heart?
Certainly, not when we first met.
At that time, she had nothing but calculations for him, and she wanted to create a scandal of "fuck" for him in order to destroy his marriage with his sister.
Maybe it was because he said "I love you" after he was drunk.
Knowing that she was just a stand-in, he still couldn't help falling into his deep eyes.
Maybe, because he helped her time and time again.
In the bracelet incident, he proved her innocence and drove away the wicked for her.
In Xianwei, he stepped forward to avoid her being disfigured, and also helped her teach people who wanted to bully her.
She knew in her heart that the reason he helped her was only because she was his mistress and also his exclusive plaything.
He can torture and discard at will, but others can't touch it randomly. Otherwise, it will damage his face.
At first, she couldn't understand his behavior at all, but after his explanation, she understood a little.
Didn't Mu Yichen say that if other people scratch her face, the pattern drawn might not satisfy him?
According to this idea, she can figure it out.
If anyone can bully a thing, then he will not show his noble status as Master Mu.
He can fiddle with things that no one else has the chance to touch. Such a comparison can satisfy his perverted possessiveness.
Although his motive was not out of kindness, she was still very grateful and he helped her.
Perhaps, occasionally when he was happy, the half-joking teasing words that brought her a moment of warmth were also a factor that moved her.
She remembered Mu Yichen saying that if time goes back, he would go to the orphanage and take her home for adoption.
Whether he said it was true or false, she was very moved.
The phrase "You have suffered" still fresh in her memory at this moment.
Perhaps it was his brief tenderness when playing games.
Let her have the illusion that he treats her as a wife to cherish...
In short, at this moment, everything is as clear as the sun is up.
She can no longer deceive herself, and can no longer say with a clear conscience that she has only resentment towards Mu Yichen.
However, what if I figured this out?
She also understood that they were destined not to be together.
First of all, he does not love her, and he cannot love her.
Keeping her by her side was purely out of revenge.
As long as he has a little pity for her, he will not give her the status of a mistress to trample on her dignity.
Her strong self-esteem will not allow her to stalk someone who doesn't mean to her.
It is true that she has lost her body and frustrated with him one after another; it is true that she resents him.
His various revenges, bullies, and ridicules against her still made her feel lingering and could not let go.
Secondly, Mu Yichen is nominally her sister's marriage partner.
Although my sister already has a sweetheart and will not be with Mu Yichen, they are still married.
Even if her sister succeeded in elopement with Wu Yan in the future, she would not have anything to do with Mu Yichen.
Otherwise, everything she did would be misunderstood as having ulterior motives.
Before, she could have a clear conscience because of what she did, without any selfishness, and was entirely for her sister.
It's different now, she has seen her heart clearly.
If she was with Mu Yichen, she had drugged him before, and now she stayed with him as a mistress, it would have become a logical change. She used malicious tricks, all for the purpose of stealing her sister's fiance.
In that case, wouldn't she really become a green tea who seduce her future brother-in-law, as Cheng Wei said?
No, even if she doesn't care about her reputation, her sister can never afford to lose her.
There is another reason why they cannot be together, and that is Ouyang Tian.
After he left without saying goodbye, she did not give up and always wanted to find an answer.
It can be said that she still has an unforgettable relationship with Ouyang Tian.
I have been silently waiting for Ouyang Tian, ​​looking forward to his return.
And Mu Yichen, doesn't he also have a girlfriend who he loved so much?
These obstacles lie between her and Mu Yichen, unable to cross.
If she and Mu Yichen had known each other a few years earlier, and then switched to another way of encountering each other, the outcome would likely be completely different.
Zhao Donghan lightly raised his eyes and looked at the ceiling, quietly looking forward to it in his mind.
Suppose, I met him before Ouyang Tian.
Suppose, without the marriage between him and his sister, she had not prescribed medicine to count him.
Suppose, she is not his mistress, and he is not her gold master...
She and Mu Yichen only met by chance at a party, and he would not have hatred and prejudice against her.
In this case, she must dress herself beautifully, and let him fall in love with her at first sight, goodbye, and inseparable from her.
With her cleverness and small means, he can definitely hold his heart firmly.
She has many ways to drive away all the women who covet him.
Let that man be the only one in her heart.
At that time, she will not be his mistress, but the wife he is marrying.
If these were true, how wonderful!
Thinking of this, she slightly lifted the corners of her lips, her eyes glowing with happiness and satisfaction.
However, the next moment, she came to her senses, and she couldn't help lowering her beautiful eyes weakly.
Unfortunately, those are assumptions and meaningless.
The wrong start is doomed, and there will be no happy ending.
Although she liked Mu Yichen, he was a man she could not provoke.
If she is not tempted, then everything is easy to say; now she is tempted and has to stay with him, then be very careful.
Her feelings for him must never be known by him.
If Mu Yichen found out about this, he would definitely feel very proud, right?
I don't know, but what ugly words will be said to hit her.
He would definitely laugh at her doubly, overpowering, wishful thinking, not recognizing his identity, and not qualified to miss him.
He had said this to her more than once before.
Because of other things, if he laughs at her feelings, she must not bear it.
Thinking of the contempt in his eyes and the teasing on the corners of his lips, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart.
Today, she has very little left.
Only the remaining precious feelings can no longer be trampled and laughed at.
She would not allow her, her heart was played between her palms.
Not to mention, he used her love as a tool of revenge.
She closed a pair of water eyes and opened them slowly after a long while.
The bottom of his eyes became clear, but his heart was full of sourness and regret.
For this major discovery, she felt very heavy in her heart and eager to get rid of the pressure.
Therefore, Zhao Donghan couldn't care about time. I took the phone directly and dialed Jiang Qian, intending to talk to my girlfriend.
As soon as the phone rang twice, the other party answered it.