Chapter 36: Life is better than death

As soon as he saw Zhao Xia Nuan, Zhao Donghan's melancholy and boredom were immediately dispelled. Her heart was the same as the weather outside, in love.
She really knew everything, she just thought about going to see her sister for a while, so her sister came to her first.
It's been a long time since I had a good chat with my sister. Zhao Donghan reached out to take the milk and pulled her sister into the room to sit down.
"Sister, I have a lot to say to you."
"Me too. Xiaohan, I told my dad that I figured it out and would like to listen to him. In addition, I have been in good relationship with Mu Yichen in the past two days, so my dad removed the bodyguard and returned the phone to me.
I called you just now and wanted to ask when you will be back so that I can prepare supper for you, but I didn't get through, so I'm worried about you! Later, when the servant said that you were back, I was relieved. "
"My phone was soaked in the rain, it can't be turned on, I will repair it when I have time."
"How are you these two days?"
"Don't talk about me, it's you. What did he do to you during the two days of dating with Mu Yichen?"
"It's nothing, just went to the cinema, playground or something."
Speaking of Mu Yichen, Zhao Xia Nuan lowered her head subconsciously, her voice like a silk.
"Sister, don't lie to me. I know, he took you to do a lot of things that scared you, and deliberately frightened you, right?"
Zhao Donghan's eyes were red, distressed.
"How did you know?"
Zhao Xia Nuan raised her head in surprise, then lowered her head again.
"I have no grievances or grudges against him. He probably didn't intentionally scare me. Maybe, it's just that our preferences are different.
He is adventurous and I like quiet. Since some things cannot be changed, I can only adapt to him.
Fortunately, although Mr. Mu likes to do some thrilling things, he is still a gentleman with demeanor. After dating so many times, he has not touched me, even my hand.
To be honest, this is what I worry about the most. Although psychologically I had to accept the marriage, I still couldn't accept men other than Wu Yan physically. "
Zhao Donghan pursed his lips, staring at his sister unblinking with his eyes like water, and asked tentatively:
"Sister, what would happen to you if he wanted to do something couples or even husbands and wives would do with you?"
Imagining the situation for a while, Zhao Xia Nuan couldn't help but shivered, bit her lip, and said emotionally almost out of control:
"I can't accept it, I will live better than die! However, we have just met a few times, he seems to be cold, he should not do this!"
"I don't know. In short, you have to promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you are not allowed to give up your life again!
You are the only relative left beside me. If you die, I will follow you from heaven and earth! "
Recalling the scene of her sister committing suicide last time, a layer of mist burst into Zhao Donghan's eyes.
"No. I promise you that there will be no more thoughts of suicide."
Zhao Xia Nuan repeatedly assured that she was too desperate last time and didn't think so much. After calming down and thinking about it, she realized that she was not only living for herself, she could not be so selfish, she also had parents and sister.
Hearing her sister's assurance, Zhao Donghan was slightly relieved, took a sip of milk, and said slowly:
"I went to Mu Yichen today and asked him why he treated you so. He said that he had investigated you and he already knew about Wu Yan."
When Zhao Xia Nuan heard this, she panicked instantly.
"Ah? What can I do? He won't trouble Ah Yan, right?"
"Sister, don't worry about others, but think about yourself first!
After he knows this, I am afraid he will not let it go.
I argued with him a few words and did some things that offended him. He said he would bully you twice, and I am not sure what he will do in the future. It's all my fault for making him so annoyed. "
I didn't want my sister to worry, and because she felt ashamed of her sister after repeated battles and defeats, Zhao Donghan didn't elaborate on the grudge between her and Mu Yichen.
"How can I blame you?"
In Zhao Xia Nuan's heart, her younger sister is the kindest person in the world. She didn’t think her sister would do anything excessive, Zhao Xia Nuan said empathetically,
"You are worried that I will be bullied, so you go to him, hoping that he will treat me better, right? Your purpose is to help me, even if it fails, you can’t blame you. Everything is my fault, if I didn't like Ah Yan at the beginning, so there will be no troubles."
"No, it's because I'm not good, I don't have the ability to protect my sister! I have always hoped that the man would voluntarily give up the marriage. I have thought of many ways to do this, but the situation is getting worse and worse, and I blame me for not doing things!
She scratched her hair, very ashamed and blamed.
"You don't have to be so pessimistic. In fact, it doesn't matter how he treats me. I am now very conflicted. I hope he can propose to cancel the marriage, but I am afraid that he will really propose it. If the dissolution of the marriage is revealed from him , I will feel very relaxed; but if he mentions it because of the matter between me and Ayan, then my parents will be in a bad shape. What should I do about this matter?"
"I have been thinking about it, but I can only think of one next move. In order to prevent him from continuing to hurt you, I plan to take you away at night.
When the engagement is over, I'll bring you back. When the time comes, you must be sure that I will knock you out and take you away today. I was locked up later, not letting you come back. As for the purpose, I said that I am jealous of your good marriage, that's why I did such an irrational thing. "
Before Zhao Donghan finished speaking, Zhao Xia Nuan objected.
"No! In this case, parents will never let you go. I can't give my only sister to the pit for my own freedom."
"If you don't agree, I will really take my sister away forcibly, and then go to Mu Yichen desperately. Even if I save my life, I don't want to watch you being bullied. Even if you can't be with Brother Wu, absolutely Can’t be with that devil! Think about it, what would happen to you if he really forced you to do something you didn’t want?
Sister, no matter what, you have to listen to me this time. I provoked the matter, and I should pay some responsibility. Besides, after all, my parents and I have lived together for so long. At most, they just scolded me and punished me not to eat for a few days. This is nothing compared to your happiness! "
Regarding Mu Yichen, Zhao Donghan always thought that he was helping his sister. She didn't know until today that if she didn't provoke that man, her sister would not suffer. She must make up for the disaster she caused.
"However, I still think that is too unfair to you. Besides, Dad has threatened me with your and Aunt Lan's safety many times. If we leave, what will Aunt Lan do?"
"Then take Aunt Lan away together!"
Zhao Donghan tried to persuade him, and finally managed to convince his sister.
Asking sister to go back to the room to pack things first, Zhao Donghan put his personal clothes in a small suitcase, and then went to the servant's room at the end of the second floor.
Normal servants are four people squeezed into one room. Aunt Lan has been a servant in Zhao's house for the longest time, so she has a separate servant room.
Zhao Donghan knocked on the door. Aunt Lan was still not asleep, so she quickly stood up when she saw her.
"Second Miss, it's so late, haven't you taken a rest? If you have any instructions, just ring the bell. Why are you here in person?"
Zhao Donghan took her hand and sat down together, lowered his voice and said to Aunt Lan:
"Time is limited, I will make a long story short! When parents are not at home, you and my sister have taken care of them from childhood to most of the time. So in my mind, I always treat Aunt Lan as a family member."