Chapter 32: Start reading

In a blink of an eye, the lotus was back to her family for almost a month. On that day, she suddenly received a message from Xinghua Tuo from Wangjiazhuang, saying that she accidentally fell and her child was gone.
The whole family was sad when they heard that, because the lotus lady was stunned for a moment after hearing the news, and went to the stove alone. Lotus quickly followed, but saw her mother sitting on the stool and wiping her tears.
The lotus went to persuade her, and her mother wiped her tears and said, "Okay, what's wrong with this? I've been pregnant for almost five months, and I just fell off..."
Lotus said: "Xinghua has been weak since childhood... Don't be sad anymore, you won't be able to cry anymore. If you get sick after crying, will Xinghua know that it's more uncomfortable? Fortunately, he and Fugen are young and waiting to be raised Once you are pregnant, you will be the same..."
The lotus sorrowful said: "Xinghua is not as strong as you and Peach Blossom. If you have grievances, you won't say it. Just hold your heart and endure it. This time it's because you fell yourself, but you don't know if it's true or false... …I’m afraid... I’m afraid she was bullied by her mother-in-law again..."
Hehua persuaded: "You can rest assured that you can't...Fugan has another punishment, and Xinghua is pregnant with his baby. Where can he let her be bullied again? There is also Fugeng his mother, Xinghua's belly Here is her dear grandson, she can't just be unreasonable... Besides, the last time we went, how many neighbors looked at it, and there were elderly people present, if they were in Xinghua Huaiwazi The bullies who had lost their consciences at that time, before we asked them to settle their accounts, the spit stars of the folks could drown them..."
The lotus lady just nodded with a bitter face, and said, "The words are this, but my heart as a mother... You have to wait until you have a baby to realize that this baby is a bit unsatisfactory. My heart is still uncomfortable, I wish I could bear it for you..."
The lotus listened to her heart, and she was also thinking about Xinghua. Although she persuaded her mother, but she was not at ease. I was afraid that Xinghua was really bullied. After thinking about it, she took the hand of his mother: "Otherwise, I go to see Xinghua and stay with her for two days. Her little concubine and sister-in-law used to take care of her. They came to see if her mother-in-law had given her a grudge. I just lost the child, and I was suffering. I was comforted by a loved one who was with me."
The lotus girl sighed with a long sigh and said, "This is good. I'm not suitable for being a mother. The past of your sister and hot girl can't say anything about taking care of others... but you are still doing it yourself. If it’s gone, how can you make you worry about it again..."
Lotus said: "Look what you said, what is my own thing, she is my sister, is it also my own thing? I won't be able to go for long, and if I lived, I would talk to her and explain to her. Sorrow, come back in three or five days."
Lotus said: "Okay, Minger talk to your father, ask him what he means."
Lotus said: "You don't need Minger, I'll just go ahead and say that I will leave early in the morning."
After talking about the lotus, she got up and walked away. The lotus lady pulled her again, frowning, and said with a long heart: "Lotus, listen to the mother's words, and wait for you to come back from Xinghua, you should go home. These days, Anything should be gone. Not to mention what the villagers said, I was just distressed when I watched him. Go home with Changsheng and spend more time comforting my mother than anything else."
The lotus was stunned and listened to her mother's heartfelt words. At this moment, she couldn't say anything else, but barely showed a relieved smile and said, "Well, I know."
That night, the lotus simply packed up two pieces of clothes, and went out with the baggage early in the morning the next day.
It only said that Changsheng was sitting in the distance under the tree, looking at the Li family gate in a daze, saw the lotus came out, his eyes lit up, and quickly stood up and patted his and ran over. When I saw the lotus nearby, she took her own small burden, froze for a moment, then grinned, and quickly reached out to pick it up, saying, "I'll get it for you."
Lotus flicked his baggage, opened him, glared at him and turned away.
Chang Sheng rubbed his arm and followed, and after walking for a while, it felt wrong, and followed two steps, leaning to the lotus next to the confused reminder: "The home is over there, it's not going here."
The lotus ignored him and left his own.
Chang Sheng followed the lotus all the way out of the village and became more and more uneasy. He stretched out his arm and said nervously: "Where are you going? Don't go home, go out of the village, go home, go home..."
The lotus flicked him away and stared at him coldly, "Who said I'm going home? Which house do I go back to? You don't want me to be a wife, there is no longer my home! I will love to go from now on You can’t control where you go!"
Chang Sheng's face twitched, and his head dropped slightly. When he saw that the lotus was leaving, he hurriedly reached out and took her for a long while. After a long grind, he murmured with a dumb face: "No... I want you to be a wife..."
The lotus drew his arm and snorted coldly, saying, "What's so good for me to be a wife? I don't laugh, I beat people. Xuemei is so nice, she looks good, she has a good temperament, she loves to laugh, Don’t beat people, don’t you like it? Babaer has saved peanuts for others... Oh... you are watching people go back to the county, ignore you, you think of me again. Yeah? Would you like to coax me to continue to serve you, right? Minger's family is here, and I'm still waiting for you! I'm not asking for that boring thing! Didn't you ask me where to go? Then I told You, I'm going into the city now, and I'll exchange your Xuemei for you. I'll give you a girl who doesn't have anything to do with you. I don't want to serve you anymore! If you like to talk and laugh, just go home and take you The baby peanut heart nest is held up and waiting to go, she will come Minger, you can let her be your wife!"
The lotus turned around and walked away. Longevity seemed to be dumbfounded by the lot of talk about lotus flowers. It took a while before he recovered. Seeing that the lotus had already gone away, he hurried over and didn't know what to say. He just kept calling behind : "Lotus... lotus..."
The lotus said that he had grievances and grievances after he had said a lot of words. After listening to Longevity calling her, she turned and said sharply, "No follow me!"
Longevity stood still, dared not to move forward, grieved and anxious, and his face was flustered.
Lotus pointed at Changsheng's nose and said, "There is a saying that you are right. I just like to beat someone. If you come over again, I will beat you. Don't let me see you in the future. I see you and beat you once." After he finished talking, he picked up a branch and threw it hard, glaring at him and turned away.
Longevity didn't keep up anymore, and stood straight upright, watching the lotus go farther and farther, and finally turned a corner and disappeared into his sight. He didn't move, his eyes looked good at the end of the road, as if waiting for the lotus to change his mind, and then walked back to find him from there, but he didn't come back after standing for a long time.
Lotus said that he would not be his wife, and said that he never wanted to see him again...
The lotus is gone, never come back...
...
Longevity stayed for a long time, and suddenly could not bear it, screaming at the neck in the direction of the disappearance of the lotus: "Lotus!!!"

Lotus didn't hear the roar of Changsheng, and was distracted all the way to Wangjiazhuang.
When Xinghua saw her, she didn't speak, and her tears could not stop falling. The lotus was persuading her, but Xinghua was crying sadly, and also brought her tears out, and the sisters cried for a while before they spoke seriously.
The lotus was afraid that Xinghua would be wronged by her mother-in-law's family. She only asked her mother-in-law where she hadn't seen her for so long. Xinghua wiped her tears and said feebly that after she separated, her family and Wang Fugen’s family lived next to each other, but they didn’t have much contact on weekdays. Her mother-in-law was kept by two families in turn. At home.
The lotus persuaded this to be good. Sister Fukun was not a fuel-efficient lamp, so she had less contact and less anger. Xinghua sighed at the corner of her mouth. Lotus saw her suffering, but asked her she didn't say, just shook her head and felt tears in her stomach. After seeing the lotus, she became suspicious and asked urgently if her mother-in-law and sister-in-law were so bad that they had no children. If so, we must not treat them lightly! Xinghua said that this was not the case, only to blame his own life and weakness. Lotus looked at her tears again, hurriedly stopped talking, and persuaded again.
Wang Fugen was polite when he was down with the lotus, only or because of the sorrow of the child, there was no smile on his face. For a whole day, the lotus only spoke with her in the Xinghua House, but did not see the other Wang family. In the evening, Wang Fugen took the futon to bed and slept with the lotus sisters.
The two lay in bed for a night, and gradually became speechless at the end. They could not sleep, only lying on the bed and staring at their thoughts.
"Sister..." Xinghua suddenly called out.
"Huh?" The lotus responded, but Xinghua lost her voice. After lying down for a while, Xinghua whispered again, "Sister..."
The lotus turned her head to look at her, but seeing Xinghua stared at the roof in a daze for a moment, she said quietly, "I don't want to pass him..."
The lotus froze for a moment, only when she remembered something wronged, and persuaded: "Don’t talk silly, I know that you are suffering now, and the child can be pregnant again when he is gone. several."
After a while, Xinghua didn't hear her eyes straighten, and continued: "I think it's boring to live..."
The lotus was startled and quickly stood up, pulling her and said, "What nonsense!"
Xinghua looked at her with her head tilted, tears in her eyes, and said miserably: "Sister, why do you say that I am so miserable...... They are all born and raised by a father and mother, I watched you and Peach Blossom live well , I was envious and jealous in my heart."
Lotus said: "Each has its own sufferings, so let's talk about it."
Xinghua shed tears and shook her head: "I'm not afraid of suffering. I can swallow into my stomach no matter how much I suffer. But if this man doesn't have a heart with you, he doesn't have any hope at all...you have nothing to do with Taohua, At least a man hurts, his brother-in-law, or spring, knows that he hurts his wife and protects her, but Fugen..." Xing Huayu sorrowed, wiped her tears, and said bitterly, "The head first After I was born, I thought that this would be the case in my life. Regardless of boys and girls, I had hopes anyway. I only expected the children, but now that the children are gone, I really don’t know how to live with him in the future... "
The lotus was so awkward that she felt uncomfortable for Xinghua, and also aroused her own concerns. Although the situation was different, she could understand Xinghua's thoughts.
The lotus sighed, thinking, and then heard Xinghua say: "Sometimes think about it, it is better to be killed by a head, but also to leave for a few years early..."
Lotus's thoughts came back in surprise, and looked at her with Xinghua's face: "What are you doing? You have to have three long and two short, and the family will be distressed. The first one is the death of our mother. Yesterday, I heard about you, and our mother immediately shed tears, saying that any of us have a discomfort that makes her hurt. You must let her hear this, but you must die in a hurry! Sister, beg your sister, please don’t say this again in the future, this idea is not allowed, you have our father, our mother, sister, peach blossom, big treasure and little treasure!"
Xinghua leaned over her side and cried as she hung on the lotus.
The lotus hugged her, and persuaded softly: "Everyone has a bad time. Just say me, you know what your brother-in-law is like, and how other people look at me, you should also figure out, I don’t I have to break my teeth and swallow it in my stomach. Do you want to go back? You said he knows that protecting me hurts me, but I don’t know his stupidity, which is so thorough, I really want to make a mess. Hate, it’s not up to you here. I’m still fighting with him these days. I said that the hurtful words made me feel cold. I also said that I don’t want to go with him, but it’s okay to talk about it. You have to go back and live with him."
"Look at our dad's temper, scolding if he doesn't move, and raising his hand to fight, don't our mother have lived with him for a lifetime? And Dabao, that's what we grew up looking at. She is filial and good to her brother and sister. Now she is married to her daughter-in-law, and she sometimes makes troubles with her daughter-in-law. When Taohua lives far away, she is a top-notch child who wants to be strong. Well, every family has a hard-to-read sutra, wherever there is something, it will seek death and live..."
Xinghua didn't speak, she just sobbed in the arms of the lotus, and the lotus patted her and said, "If you're really upset, go back to me and talk to Fuggen, take you back to your mother's house to live for a while, just our mother also misses you. , It’s okay to be surrounded by your dear ones."
Xinghua nodded his head, only to be better. Seeing this, the lotus was relieved, and she sighed that she had something to persuade, but nothing to persuade herself. It was a sigh to think about this coming month again. She thought she might be the horn of her own...
I only said that the two had spoken for a while, and then I fell asleep when I was a little sleepy. The two sat up with some consternation, and Wang Fugen, who had already fallen asleep in the box, was also quarreled. He wore clothes and came out. While running to the door, he was annoyed: "Who! Most of the night!"
The door of the courtyard was pushed open, and the lotus and apricot were listening in the house, but the voice of the person was actually Dabao. The two looked at each other, and there was a little panic under their heart. I was afraid that something was going on at home and they hurriedly covered it. Clothes out.
The two went out of the house. Dabao was pulling Wang Fugen to ask questions. When they saw them coming out, they hurried over and hurriedly said to the lotus: "Is my brother-in-law here?"
After the lotus froze for a moment, he suddenly shook his heart and said nothing. But Xinghua was restlessly saying, "No, what's wrong?"
Dabao's face dimmed and he looked at the lotus with his eyebrows twisted, panicking: "My brother-in-law is lost."