Chapter 194 - Give Up, I'm Yours Anyway

Chapter 194: Give Up, I’m Yours Anyway
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Mo Huiling hung up and looked at Gu Jingze. She wanted to change the name so badly but the phone was password-protected. She could answer calls, but changing the name was impossible.
She could only think hatefully, Once they were really together, she would make Gu Jingze change the name!

They finally got to the hotel.
Gu Jingze was laid on the bed. Then, Mo Huiling made everyone leave the room.
She washed herself thoroughly and looked at Gu Jingze lying there. Her face blushed and her lips were moving. She could not resist. She walked over and reached out to touch Gu Jingze’s cheek.



Jingze… Jingze, I really love you,
she looked at his beautiful face and the perfect lines of his body. He was trying to take off his clothes. This made her very thrilled.
She sighed in admiration and then reached out to help him take his clothes off. Bit by bit, she felt more uncontrollable towards this perfect man.
The closer she got to him, the more enchanted she got.
In the past, she wanted to be with him only because he was Gu Jingze. Now, when she took a closer look at him, she felt that even if he wasn’t Gu Jingze, he was still the most irresistible man on Earth.
Just then, Gu Jingze grabbed her hand.
Mo Huiling laughed and pulled his hand away,
Jingze, I’ll be able to satisfy you soon. Don’t worry. Just be a little more patient…

Gu Jingze only felt a hand touching his own body.
Was it Lin Che?

He thought about Lin Che’s face and how she would look in front of his eyes. Those plump lips would move and then her delicate hands would dance around on his body.
He seemed to be able to see her silhouette. She looked a lot more charming than usual. She was looking at him with those bright eyes as if she was going to swallow him up.


He looked at the Lin Che in front of him and wanted to have her even more.
His hand grabbed hers and he rolled over. She was now under him.
Surprisingly, Lin Che did not resist. She even stared at him with those passionate eyes.
The way Lin Che looked at him drove him crazy.
He said,
Lin Che, I won’t be able to control myself if you’re like this…

The woman below froze for a moment and then spoke,
Don’t keep control. You don’t have to resist when you’re with me.

Gu Jingze’s entire body was screaming as he wanted to strip her and devour her…
However…
Gu Jingze felt her hand move up on her own.
He only felt that something was not right.


Lin Che would never take the initiative with him.
Lin Che always followed her own principles. Even though he subconsciously teased her, she would always be too shy. Sometimes, she wouldn’t even dare to look him in the eye.
If that was the case, who was that underneath him?
Gu Jingze shook his head and tried to wake himself up. Only then did he see that the woman in front of him was Mo Huiling.
Gu Jingze was shocked and quickly rolled out of the bed.
His legs were still weak and he almost lost balance.
Mo Huiling quickly got up from the bed. She wondered why he had suddenly gotten up when she was about to give herself to him.
But she was already put in the mood and wanted to roll in the sheets with him.
Her body was losing patience and she wanted to strip his clothes so badly. Now he was simply getting up and leaving?
Mo Huiling quickly went over to him,
Jingze, Jingze, look at me. It’s me, it’s me.



Gu Jingze looked up. There was a throbbing giddiness and his body felt soft. However, somewhere in his four limbs, there was a certain persistence.
He said,
Huiling, let go of me. Let me go. How could you be… so… so…


I only want to be your woman, Jingze…
Mo Huiling exclaimed as she held onto his hand. She took his hand and brought it over her body.
Because of the drug, his body began to harden in an instant.
She said,
You see? You like my body too, don’t you?

Gu Jingze could not think straight. It was as if his heart was under the drug’s control too. Looking at Mo Huiling in front of him, he thought, Why not just forget it…

Huiling had been with him for so long. It was not any other person.
He looked at her face and reached out. He thought of just surrendering himself.
Otherwise, it would be too unbearable for his body. It was not like the usual discomfort. There was an uncontrollable desire resonating in his heart. He felt like his whole body was burning up as if he was in the depths of Hell.
This moment of weakness was not within his control.



Huiling…
he drew closer and licked his lips.
Mo Huiling saw this and almost wanted to cry tears of happiness.

I’m here, I’m right here. Jingze, come. It won’t be unbearable soon enough. You’ll feel good. This is my first time. I kept my first time for you.

Mo Huiling thought that as long as he touched her, Gu Jingze would never desert her with his strong principles.
By then, Gu Jingze would be hers!
However…
Gu Jingze wanted to grab her and continue down this wrong path. But he realized that when he saw her face, he somehow couldn’t bring himself to kiss her.
His body wanted to, but he just couldn’t as he looked at Mo Huiling.
He looked at her and wanted to feel something but he realized that he did not feel anything at all.
No matter how much he tried, he couldn’t kiss her successfully.
He could only stop there and frown as he looked at Mo Huiling.
Mo Huiling felt that Gu Jingze didn’t approach her again and stopped there. She looked up strangely.
Gu Jingze gritted his teeth and pushed Mo Huiling away,
I can’t, Huiling. I can’t do it. Go, go away.

Mo Huiling really wanted to cry this time.

Why, Jingze? Are you still afraid of hurting me? No, I’m not afraid of anything. I only want to become your woman.

But it wasn’t because he was afraid of hurting her.
At that moment, this thought did not appear in his head at all. He just couldn’t do it.
It was as if both his body and heart resisted being intimate with her.
Was his body rejecting her because of his illness? Was it because his body was afraid of the reaction so he did not have any feelings toward her?
He had no idea. But he knew that he really could not go on right there and then.
Thus, he could only push Mo Huiling aside.
Mo Huiling gritted her teeth. Ignoring his objections, she kissed his body.

Jingze, want me. I want to be with you. Don’t reject me anymore. Want me.

She begged uncontrollably as she held onto his body.
Not only did Gu Jingze not feel anything, instead…
He suddenly turned to one side and wanted to vomit. His body shook unbearably.
He… Was he sick?
Mo Huiling was frightened and stepped back. She looked at Gu Jingze.
Yes, he was sick. She had seen this before. She knew that this time, it was serious.
But how? He was clearly better already. He could touch Lin Che with nothing happening to him.