Chapter 108: Soulless body

The life with Zhang Mingyun is undoubtedly happy. Although occasionally noisy, but she is a girl who likes to be coquettish. As she gets older, Zhang Mingyun takes more care of herself. Zhou Zekai thinks that she can be with such a girl. It is an indescribable fortune.
After returning to his own time and space, Zhou Zekai met a wisher again. This was the first male wisher he met. After listening to the story of the other party, although Zhou Zekai did not agree with everything he did, But he also understood the unwillingness in his heart, and eventually promised to save something for him.
So when Zhou Zekai was sitting on the bed in a hazy mood, his brain was chaotic, and he knew that this time he came was too late ...
"Sir, it's time to eat, would you not move?"
A female nurse in a nurse outfit came over, pulled Zhou Zekai to the place to eat, and pressed a person on a wheelchair. The next thing turned out to be controlling him, using a wheelchair bandage, Zhou Zhoukai was tied to a chair and was tied. After staying, the female special nurse brought the food over and started to eat for Zhou Zekai.
Feeding a patient with some dementia is a very painful thing. The nurse took the meal into a spoon and stuffed it into Zhou Zekai's mouth. After watching the other person eat it, he took out the spoon and occasionally the spoon He would be bitten in the mouth by Zhou Zekai, but the nurse was not very angry, but waited calmly for him to release it. This is an iron spoon. No matter how bitten it is, it won't bite.
For the elderly's body, the food is the kind of nutritious meal prepared. Actually, it has no taste. Even though Zhou Zekai is a little confused, he can still feel that these things in his mouth are just like plain plain water. .
"Mr. Zhou is very good today. I must be very happy when my wife comes to see you ~"
The female nurse saw that Zhou Zekai was very obedient today. After taking out a handkerchief and rubbing the rice grains around her mouth, she praised that she had been serving Mr. Zhou for three years, and such a time had already been used to.
After eating, the female nurse asked Zhou Zekai to take the medicine again. Zhou Zekai objected, but she was still stuffed with the medicine by the nurse and forcibly filled with water, although the bitterness of the innermost medicine instantly filled the mouth.
"I, ah ... heart, heart ..."
"Sir, do you think of your wife? Sir, don't be excited. Madam will definitely come to see him tomorrow. When that time comes, I know that my husband remembers his wife, and I am very happy."
The female nurse showed a pleasant smile, arranged the food on the table, and planned to wait for a while to call his wife. In the past, she loosened the bandage on Zhou Zekai's body. She knew that Zhou Zekai was just dementia and did not attack people. .
"Sir, you have to stay here obediently ~ I'll get you some sugar to eat?"
Coaxed like a child, Zhou Zekai wanted to say something, but found that what he said was all that kind of babble voice, barely able to say a sentence, and his thinking was confused, and he wanted to say this at the last moment. For a moment, he couldn't say anything. The picture in his brain was even more strange. The various pictures were intertwined, making him feel very confused.
The female nurse saw Zhou Zekai so obedient and sat there, went out with the dinner plate, and the medicine could not be placed in the ward. In order to prevent Zhou Zekai from eating randomly, another nurse came over after she came out.
"Afang, have you eaten him?"
"Well, I've eaten. He's very good today." Afang nodded and replied to the female nurse, instead she was sneered by the female nurse.
"Can Alzheimer be bad? After taking the medicine, it ’s the same as being silly. You said, then Chen Xinmin was cruel enough. He was sent to this hospital for several years, only to see it once a month or two. He wouldn't let his son come to see her, it really is the most poisonous woman's heart ~ "
After hearing this, Afang's brows frowned. In fact, she didn't meet Zhou Zekai. Once, when she was a teenager, Zhou Zekai's company funded their school. At that time, Afang was in the beneficiary. I have seen this person's spirited appearance, but never thought, now that he is getting old, it turns out to be such an end.
However, as a special help, she was only able to do these things to make his old life more comfortable and less painful.
"Mingmei, don't talk nonsense. Madam will be here tomorrow. If she heard it, would you like to stay in the hospital?"
Regarding Zhou Zekai and his wife in the ward, it is a topic that these nurses will always mention. After all, it is the three female nurses who take care of Zhou Zekai in shifts. They also know more about Zhou Zekai and that lady. One is bad, they are going to be unemployed. After all, the wages here are the highest.
"Che, have you done that kind of ugly thing before you let it go? That's the same in the ward. Now it should be Alzheimer's disease. I used to give up my wife to marry Xiaosan. Now I'm getting old and being abused by that Xiaosan is not the right thing what?"
Mingmei has no fear. She is that kind of straightforward personality. She sees too much in this large private hospital environment, so she also becomes a bit angry. Rich people do everything right, but poor people do it. Nothing is wrong.
And obviously being a junior, and deliberately wrapped in the name of true love, isn't this a mistake?
Hearing this, A Fang was also uncomfortable. When she saw Zhou Zekai, Mr. Zhou was standing beside him. That was the lady with a scent of books. She was very gentle, and her voice was softer. A very close person, but now ...
She didn't know much about the things of that year, but at this moment, she can only protect the dignity of the old people who have subsidized herself in this way.
"Even so, that's a matter for others. Now he has Alzheimer's disease. If he wakes up, he should regret it ..."
A Fang was actually afraid to guess what would happen if this person really woke up. The son and daughter of Mr. Zhou's ex-wife had come several times and they had been kicked out. Now I do n’t know how. The situation is just, but I feel that this lonely old man is a bit pitiful.
"Hum, regret? Regret is useless, right, you don't know yet? Last time, after your good wife Chen Xinmin came over, consulted the doctor if he could euthanize Mr. Zhou. At that time, the attending doctor was almost told by her I'm crazy, I just sorted out the files next to me. I said that the most poisonous woman ’s heart is this kind of person. What about Alzheimer ’s disease? There is no need to live? If you do n’t come, you do n’t want to come. Damn it, who knows what it is! "
That's right, this is why Mingmei is in a bad mood. After all, serving Zhou Zekai for a month can get 15,000 monthly salary. If Zhou Zekai is really euthanized, then her next job will probably not have such good treatment. After all, the three female nurses now take care of an elderly person easily. If they change jobs and take care of one person, it will not be so easy.
"what?"
Afang was also shocked by what Mingmei suddenly said. She looked at Mingmei in disbelief, and did not expect to hear such a thing.
"You heard it wrong? Well, why do you want to be comfortable?"
Anle, everyone knows that a kind of painless death cannot be allowed in domestic medicine, otherwise there may be some murder cases or special cases. Although foreign countries have begun to implement Anle, the domestic one is still blank. of.
"Okay? Do you think it can be called good? I don't know anyone anymore. Every time Chen Xinmin comes over to talk to Mr. Zhou, he looks crazy. Do you think it can be called good? I see, Anle Sooner or later, we, let's hurry to find the next job ... "
After Mingmei finished speaking, she turned her head to dispense medicine, and said nothing more, leaving only Afang shocked by the news.
Although she knew that it was wrong for the wife to fall in love with Mr. Zhou, but after all, they had fallen in love, but when they were old, did they want to do such a kind of thing to Mr. Zhou so cruelly?
After finishing the dishes and other things, Afang returned to the ward and saw Zhou Zekai in the ward sitting in front of the window quietly looking out the window. The hair on his head was gray and his face was years old. The traces are just that those eyes have lost their brilliance, and the eyes that heard the movement are full of filth.
Maybe people are old, after all, this day? Gradually lose the memories and lost a lot of consciousness, and get the condition called Alzheimer's.
Alzheimer's disease, scientific name is Alzheimer's disease, clinical symptoms become smaller, memory disorders, speech loss, loss of cognition, visual spatial skills impairment, executive dysfunction and other problems, which gradually change their personality and behavior into dementia ...
However, such a disease will be obtained, but it does not mean that this person will not be awake. In the chaotic time, there will still be a short time to be awake. Afang has also seen that when his wife came, La pulled Holding Mr. Zhou's hand and asking Mr. Zhou if he loves her, Mr. Zhou can sometimes answer it, sometimes he can't answer it.
This does not mean that he has completely lost his consciousness, but his memory has become chaotic, and sometimes he cannot control himself. There will always be a short period of time when he will be awake.
"Mr. Zhou, I'll read poetry for you. I heard that you like Tagore's verses. I have read Tagore's verses recently. I hope you can listen to them."
Opening Tagore's poetry collection, Afang sat next to Zhou Zekai, slowly reading.
"I heard the echo, from the valley and the heart, harvesting the empty soul with a lonely sickle, repeating the decision and repeating happiness ..."
This song "Life is Like Summer Flowers" is what Fang likes very much. She doesn't know if Mr. Zhou can understand now, but she still hopes that Mr. Zhou's life is like that summer flower. It's like Akiba's quiet beauty, not treated like that.
Being deprived of the right to choose, ignoring the existence of the soul, was ‘killed’ like that.