Chapter 194: regret

Chapter 194 Regret
"can."
Lin Wanqing was generous, she could see that at this moment Xia Ming only existed in the first love for the girl in front of her, but now that emotion may have disappeared at the moment they broke up.
However, Lin Wanqing was not jealous this time.
Gu Xiaoya was also very generous to talk to Xia Ming.
"Xia Ming, I'm waiting for you outside." Lin Wanqing hesitated, then said.
"Okay, I'll find you later." Xia Ming smiled.
"Ok."
Then Lin Wanqing stepped on those black high heels and left here. After Lin Wanqing left, Xia Ming looked at Gu Xiaoya and said nothing.
Gu Xiaoya also looked straight at Xia Ming.
After a long time, Gu Xiaoya said: "Xia Ming, you have changed."
Hearing this sentence again, Xia Ming was also a bit nervous, didn't he? Has he really changed? Xia Ming didn't have much relationship, but smiled and said, "I'm mature now."
"Do not……"
Gu Xiaoya shook her head slightly, and Xia Ming not only became mature, but also became low-key and more connotative, even self-confident.
Yes, it is self-confidence.
I don't know why, when she looked at Xia Ming again, she felt a sudden heartbeat. This sudden heartbeat was the same feeling that they had when they first met.
That's a kind of love, Gu Xiaoya knows, I'm afraid I really like Xia Ming, but ... after such a long time, it's already a human being.
"Xia Ming ..."
"Huh?" Xia Ming looked at Gu Xiaoya, not knowing what she was going to say.
With a little hesitation in Gu Xiaoya's beautiful pupils, she bit her silver teeth and said, "Xia Ming, can we still go back?"
Yes……
At this moment Gu Xiaoya regretted it, she really regretted it. Although he followed He Wei, He Wei often gave her money to spend, but when she spent it, she had no desire.
Originally spending money was a kind of enjoyment of life, but she could not feel any kind of enjoyment. On the contrary, she felt that the money was very painful.
She always thought that as long as she was rich, she would be very happy. She likes those famous brands, those wearing beautiful skirts, that luxurious life, eating the best things, and sitting in the best cars.
However, after all this broke up with Xia Ming, she completely knew the darkness of the door. She knew that He Wei would never marry herself.
Because his family would not allow marrying himself.
At present, what he pays attention to is that the door is right, and He Wei's family is engaged in business. Therefore, he will definitely not agree to marry himself, but he is just his plaything.
If you are happy, you will be satisfied in bed. If you are not happy, you will be scolded. If you are not happy, you will be living like a year in these three months.
She regretted why she rejected Xia Ming. If she didn't reject Xia Ming, how good would it be? Only then did she remember how good Xia Ming was.
"back to those days?"
Xia Ming was a little stunned, but also a little mentally stunned.
Back to the past, how important these four words were. When Gu Xiaoya broke up with him, he also thought about it and went back to before.
However, seeing Gu Xiaoya's heartlessness that day made him really saddened. There were countless scenes in his mind. Fantasy and Gu Xiaoya returned to the past, but can they really return to the past?
This is obviously impossible.
If it was before, he may still hesitate a little bit and continue to go back to the past with Gu Xiaoya. First love is the time when a person grows fastest, and also the time when you have the deepest memory. First love is in your life, at least you ca n’t forget of.
But after meeting Lin Wanqing, he knew that his relationship with Gu Xiaoya was probably over.
Xia Ming shook his head and said: "The water flows from high to low, and they want to go back, but they have no reason to go back. Time came from yesterday, and they want to go back, but they have not I'm really sorry for the red dust of the past. "
Xia Ming's sentence was a complete answer to Gu Xiaoya, which also caused Gu Xiaoya's heart pain to the extreme. Gu Xiaoya paled for a while, feeling that her heart was just like a needle, very uncomfortable.
At this time she really wanted to laugh.
Really Feng Shui turns.
At that time, he rejected Xia Ming mercilessly, and now he is rejected by Xia Ming. At this moment, Gu Xiaoya really wanted to die.
She hated herself and hated her ruthlessness. If she didn't talk to Xia Ming at that time, maybe the person who stayed with Xia Ming was herself.
She hated her greed, always thinking that everything was good with money, but when he had money, she found that she had lost many, many things, friends, lovers, and sisters.
Gu Xiaoya's heartache shed a tear of pain. Xia Ming saw Gu Xiaoya's look, but shook her head. He has completely hidden that feeling. From then on, only Lin Wanqing was in his heart, and Gu Xiaoya has also been completely replaced by Lin Wanqing.
Sometimes, it does not necessarily mean that you can find a sense of accomplishment by showing your strength in front of the person who has dumped yourself. On the contrary, it is a very naive performance, and the invisible harm is the most painful. .
For example, Gu Xiaoya is now.
Although Xia Ming didn't say anything, the damage Xia Ming caused to Gu Xiaoya at this moment was tons of injury.
This injury is even more painful than you humiliating her once.
"Can't it really be?" Gu Xiaoya also held a hint of hope, how she hoped that the person who stayed with Xia Ming at this moment was her.
"Sorry, I already have a girlfriend. The girl just now is my girlfriend. I like him very much and I love her." Xia Ming shook his head.
At this moment, Xia Ming was very determined, and then Xia Ming smiled and said, "If you still want to be a friend of mine, then be a friend. If you have any future issues, you can find me and I will help you solve it, but this I'm really powerless. "
"Sometimes I miss it and I can't go back."
Xia Ming smiled, and then staggered Gu Xiaoya's body and left here. At this time, Gu Xiaoya stood here silently, echoing Xia Ming's words in her mind.
"Sometimes I missed it and I can't go back ..."
This sentence was like a needle, stuck in her heart fiercely, and at this moment, her tears couldn't help flowing down.
"Can't go back anymore ... Can't go back anymore ..."
She and Xia Ming are no longer possible.