Chapter 150: I will take medicine (2)

Ling Chuxia's heart suddenly twitched, and her back felt cold. She had always felt that Shi Che did not let her have children because she did not like her, but she never thought that Shi Che might want others to have children. ?
If... If Shi Che really likes this Zheng Rourou and is really willing to let Zheng Rourou have a child, and once Zheng Rourou has a child, then everything will be different!
With the strong expectation of Madam Shi to embrace her grandson, Zheng Rourou has a child, and she can’t let it go, and if Shi Che likes her, Madam Shi may see the child’s sake and won’t stop it. After all, Shi’s family The status and wealth are already high enough, and there is no need to marry any wealthy nobles to add to the cake.
Ling Chuxia thought so, her whole body trembled fiercely, and her whole body gradually became cold.
After returning home, Ling Chuxia arranged a guest room for Hua's wife, and then went upstairs to the bedroom. After a long time tossing today, she felt very tired, but she went back to the bedroom and sat on the bed. A trace of sleepiness.
After sitting for a while, she got up again, walked to the bookcase, pulled out a notebook in the corner of the uppermost floor of the bookcase, then went to the sofa and sat down, then unlocked the small lock on the notebook and opened the notebook. , Page by page inside, is the overall font of Xiujuan.
This is Ling Chuxia's diary. In fact, since she was a child, she didn't really like reading or writing, let alone keep a diary every day. However, starting from the day when my sister left, maybe it was sad, maybe it was depression, maybe it was too much worry, there was no way to keep it all down, so she started to write a diary. Write every day, write down every day, write down all her thoughts, only in this book, she can release all her feelings, no need to cover up, no need to suppress.
Ling Chuxia turned to the latest page, took the pen, and began to write word by word.
On June 2, 2015, the deadline, the last three months, I must be pregnant with a child.
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In the evening, Sister Hua came up and knocked on the door. Ling Chuxia finished her diary and fell asleep on the sofa unconsciously. The sound of Sister Hua's knock on the door awakened her suddenly. She sat on the sofa for a long time before returning. Surprisingly, after all, during the past three years, she has almost always been at home alone, and now suddenly there is one more person, which feels a bit unreal.
Ling Chuxia quickly responded, "Come in."
Sister Hua opened the door and walked in. She stood up to three or two steps away, and said respectfully, "Madam, it's time for dinner, what do you want to eat? Also, when will Master be back? Do you need to cook his food?"