Chapter 242: Only two months left (8)

Ling Chuxia didn't know what went wrong. It was clear that everything was fine just now, and she could feel Shi Che's eager desire-hope, why this... suddenly he stopped doing it?
Ling Chuxia couldn't think of Shi Che's sudden change, and there was no way to react from this change all at once. She just lay on the bed blankly, staring at the ceiling blankly.
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After Shi Che rushed into the bathroom, he directly pressed the shower switch to adjust the temperature of the water to the coldest, standing by himself under the shower, letting the cold water drip from his head.
Although it is summer, the temperature difference in Liangcheng is big, and the night is still a bit cold. Now it is so cold water pouring directly on him. Shi Che's whole body's heat is immediately extinguished by the shower, and his The drunkenness was also dispersed a bit by the cold water, and people slowly woke up.
Just now, he almost couldn't restrain himself, and he almost did it with Ling Chuxia.
During this period of time, he has not touched Ling Chuxia, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't dare anymore. No one is willing to remind himself all the time that the woman he loves is only thinking about how to calculate him.
He knew what Ling Chuxia wanted, he knew too well that he didn't even have the ability to deceive himself. When he knew that the moment Ling Chuxia changed the contraceptive pill because he was going to be pregnant, he could no longer deceive himself.
No matter what Ling Chuxia does, it is only for the children, just for the task.
Therefore, he didn't dare to touch her again, he was afraid that he would be calculated by her again and deceived by her. Then, he could not control himself, and would get angry at her again, and in the end, he would hurt her.
That day, he turned his head and saw her falling into a piece of debris. Those sharp pieces scratched her, and the bright red blood poured out like this. When he held her, she lay dying in his arms, his hands stained with her blood, so bright red, so red that it hurt his eyes and his heart.
He never wanted to see such a scene again.
He no longer expects Ling Chuxia to fall in love with him, nor does he expect Ling Chuxia to forget the mission, but at least...at least it can maintain the current situation.
Don't be cold, don't fight, don't hurt.
Even if she was just by his side quietly, even if she had never had him in her heart for a while, he was willing.
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When Shi Che came out of the bathroom, he glanced at the bed, and Ling Chuxia was still lying there in a daze, with her big eyes open, empty and absent.
Her movements did not change a bit from beginning to end, and she did not even pull the clothes that had been torn apart. She was still naked-a large area of ​​white skin was exposed.
The white skin was still imprinted with the ambiguous imprint he had just left, and under the faint yellow light, it was extremely confusing.
Shi Che's dark eyes sank, feeling that the desire-thought that was finally suppressed is about to gush out again, he quickly moved his eyes away, swallowed his saliva, his Adam's apple slid up and down, his voice was low but he opened his mouth coldly. , "I'll go to the study to do something, you go to bed first."
As soon as the words fell, he directly lifted his foot and walked away, hurriedly as if he was fleeing.
However, Ling Chuxia didn't see anything. She listened to Shi Che's words, her dull eyes turned slightly, and when she slowly sat up, Shi Che had already left the bedroom, and the door was empty.