Chapter 63: Analyze the inner monologue

"what happened?"
"I heard that the tin workshop exploded! It's so loud!"
"What? My son is also working in the tin workshop!"
Various sounds on the street were transmitted to Qin Jue's ears. He seemed to have heard it, but it seemed that he did not hear it.
He tried his best to run towards the tin workshop, but his heart beats extremely slowly, and various pictures flashed in his mind involuntarily. The feeling was like dreaming...

"His Royal Highness, are you willing to follow me along the way?"
"Okay... I know my place in your mind. You have only hatred in your heart without me."
"...I never thought you would come back to me."
"The Qin Jue I see right now is just a corpse controlled by hatred?"
...
Xie Linlang's various expressions flashed before his eyes, but in the end it was frozen yesterday.
Yesterday, he was affected by the news that Dong Qi brought back. Thinking of the past, he was full of hatred, so he was practicing swords all day!
She saw it when she came back, and said it was rare to leave work early, and wanted to take him to a temple fair with the young people in the city, and make some more friends by the way.
But he was so depressed, he only said that he didn't want to go to such a crowded place and refused.
She was not angry at the time, just whispered, "Don't you never touch strangers? Why do you need to close yourself like this and keep others away?"
He asked back, "Why contact people who are not necessary?"
Perhaps his words were taken for granted, and she was a little stunned, and then she walked up to him and asked seriously.
"Then your closed heart accepts me?"
This is actually a very easy question to answer. Even if he is indifferent to everyone, even if his mind is all about revenge, but she is Xie Linlang, why would he not accept her?
But the moment she approached, he felt the inexplicable tension and threat again, so that he was silent and did not say anything.
He saw Xie Linlang's expression become a little disappointed, and then left in shock.
After that, he kept asking himself, why didn't he tell her decisively that she was important?
She gets close to him, he will be nervous, it is not her fault!
So today, he ran most of the city to buy her favorite snack and came back. He wanted to wait for her to go home and serve her softly so that the two of them got back together.
But unexpectedly, what was waiting was news of the explosion of the tin workshop.
When he got closer, he could already see the thick smoke rising into the sky and the bursting flames.
Only then did he suddenly understand that even though she said she would always be with him, no one could predict how far she would always be.
If something was not said at the time, it is very likely that there will be no chance to say it in a lifetime...
"Quick! Move quickly! Master Xie is still inside!"
"How many people are there?"
"No, not much, Master Xie said that the new fuel may be dangerous, so that all of us came out, only he and Master Yan are inside..."
Qin Jue walked in a daze to the direction of the collapse. Suddenly, there was a muffled noise from under the ruins, and the stone burlap exploded again, wounding all the people who were digging!
Weeping all over the place for a while, a strong smell of tar came from under the stone, with a faint flame, making everyone afraid to approach, for fear that it would explode again.
At this moment, someone slumped and sat beside the ruins holding their wounds and crying, "Half of the kiln is blown up, Master Xie can't be alive..."
As soon as he said this, there were more people crying in the crowd!
Xiangcheng finally came to such a parent official. Seeing that life is getting better day by day, the days are getting more and more rushing... Why do their backbones disappear if they say nothing?
The sky gradually darkened, but the flames in the ruins were getting brighter and brighter. Everyone wanted to approach but didn't dare to approach. Only Qin Jue was digging.
After a while, the secret part of the city that received his order also came. They squeezed the crowd to Qin Jue's side, and then used all kinds of guys to carefully remove the stone.
Qin Jue's expression was cold and solemn the whole time, and everyone around him was wailing sorrow, and the Anbu who had come over clearly expressed regret, but he was the only one who was not unstable and kept repeating mechanical movements.
One of his subordinates came forward to persuade, "His Royal Highness, there is kerosene below this, you are the body of ten thousand gold, so don't dig it, let us come!"
When Qin Jue heard the words, he remembered torn off the hem of his long robe, then his sleeves and continued.
Seeing that they couldn't persuade them, everyone stopped persuading them to clean up.
And Huang Lao, who came after hearing the wind, saw Qin Jue's appearance at this time. After being stunned, he couldn't help but tears!
When the empress suddenly committed suicide, Qin Jue did the same. He did not cry or vent. He was as calm as a puppet and sat by the river with the body all night.
Finally, when he met Xie Linlang, he smiled again and became gentle again. Why did he come here suddenly? How can he bear it? !
Qin Jue dug calmly and his thoughts were extremely clear. The appearance of the entire tin workshop was in his mind. He was thinking, if the kiln exploded and the fire oil was lit, where would Xie Linlang hide?
As he thought, he consciously digged towards the east. Gradually, blood dripped from his fingertips, but he didn't realize it, and the movement of moving the stones did not stop for a moment.
Seeing him like this, the people who had been sobbing and sobbing gradually stopped crying. Although they were still afraid of the explosion of the ruins, more and more people came out of the crowd and came to help Qin Jue dig together.
As more and more people cleaned up the ruins, the collapsed workshop was quickly cleared out little by little.
Looking at the blasted kiln stones and the unsound boilers, everyone became more and more desperate. With such a powerful explosion, it is impossible for Master Xie to be alive...
If you get too close, under the kerosene, it is very likely that she has been burned to coke!
Everyone was saying that Xie Linlang was dead, and they worked so hard to dig, just to find her body and give her a decent funeral.
These voices penetrated Qin Jue's ears, and then quickly dissipated.
How could she die? She is much stronger than his mother, and she is much better than him. She always said that nothing in the world can beat her. She always proudly said that she was the number one talent in Da Qin. How could she die?
He murmured to himself as he moved the stone carefully.
"Xie Linlang... didn't you always want me to apprentice? As long as you show up in front of me next second, I will let you be my master..."
As he said, he moved away a boulder.
"...Xie Linlang, don't you always say that I only have hatred in my heart, only revenge? As long as you come out, I won't take hate so seriously, OK?"
"Xie Linlang...!" He pressed his hands on a stone slab, and his arms trembled uncontrollably because of the unstoppable force. "... Didn't you ask me if I took you in my heart?
...As long as you show up in front of me next second, I will tell you...
You are already in my heart... I dare not say, because I only have you in my heart! "
After he finished speaking, he tried his best to lift the slate in front of him, only to find that there was nothing under the slate. Xie Linlang huddled up in this small space with Master Yan, looking as quiet as asleep.