Chapter 1129: Infatuation always pays wrong (7)

Shui Jingmo stared at the once noble and elegant woman in front of him, but now she was a little nervous and desperate in front of him. His heart felt a bit painful. Start on the whole network, book guest!
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They have been married for ten years, getting along day and night, even if there is no real husband and wife, they still have the love of relatives.
He has been trying his best to be nice to her. It's not that he doesn't know what she wants, but he can't give it, so he simply uses alienation to maintain this distance.
If he had never met Xiao Xu, maybe he would accept this feeling in such a long time of company, but it might be after all.
When he met Xiao Xu, his heart couldn't help himself.
He can compromise with fate, but he can't compromise with his own heart. Please remember my URL:
He owes Xiao Xu too much, and he owes Peening too much.
In his whole life, he really owed these two people who loved him too much. No matter what he did, he couldn't repay or make up for it.
He loves Xiao Xu, but he cannot leave with Xiao Xu.
He married Peening, but he couldn't give Peening a complete family.
It's all his fault.
He has been wrong too much, he has been looking forward and backward, hurting all the people who love him, and he has never been really happy.
"Pei Ning, I'm sorry for you all these years." Suddenly Shui Jingmo felt that it was time to make a decision. He was hesitating like this, and it would hurt everyone.
Shui Jingmo looked at Feng Peining: "Peening, you are a very good woman. It is my blessing to marry you, but I have no blessings. If possible, I really thought about it. Yours is a complete home. Just Peening..."
He closed his eyes in pain, and then continued: "I'm sorry, I...can't do it."
"Whether you blame me or hate me, it's all my fault. I shouldn't know that I... also married you and delayed you. Peening, I'm sorry."
He used to really think that he could let go of everything in the past and then really start again, but after he married Pei Ning, he discovered that he was really wrong, he couldn't do it, really couldn't do it. The position of Xiao Xu in his heart has never been shaken by anything or how time has changed.
So after all, he failed Xiao Xu and Pei Ning again.
I also failed myself.
Although the answer was expected, Feng Peening still felt suffocated by listening to him. After so many years, after tearing open the wound Chi Guoguo, I found that the inside had already festered into pus. It was really a little bit worse, and her tight nerves might be completely broken.
"I... I know." Feng Peining doesn't know how she came out of this sentence, she only knows that this sentence has almost exhausted all of her strength, and it took her for a long time without any relief. Excited.
The two stood silently. After a long time, Feng Peining squeezed her fingers and forced herself to finish the rest of the words: "I...I plan to go back to Phoenix Island with Xiao Qi. From now on, you I... That's it."
You can't say decisive words, let alone blessings.
She didn't know what kind of mood she would rather leave when she died. She only knew that at this moment, she knew nothing about life and death and could not love or hate.