Chapter 619: Heavy snow that day

But even more than twenty years have passed, she can still remember clearly the appearance of the child back then, the child who just came out of the womb, covered in blood, not as warm as other children, but covered in blood. Cold. Start on the whole network, book guest!
She personally cut her umbilical cord. She didn't even have a bedding to wrap her. She could only tear a piece from her coat and wrap her up.
When the princess was weak, she only glanced at the child, told her to get out of the car immediately and threw her away.
She didn't even cry, her breath was weak as if she would die at any time.
When she hugged her out of the carriage and left her in the woods, she suddenly opened her eyes, her black eyes were clean and innocent, and her heart trembled.
She even ran back with her in her arms, kneeling in front of the carriage and begging the princess to keep the child. They have already left the city of Yanjing and can always start a new life in the future. Young Master Feng will definitely take good care of them and take care of this child. Take it back, that is, eat an extra bite of rice.
She is not a charitable person. She has lived in the palace for half a lifetime, and it is not that her hands have not been killed. But this child, she is the princess's biological daughter after all, just like the eldest lady, she is all meat that fell from the princess...
She grew up with the princess since she was a child. Although the princess was her master, they were already like relatives in the days when they depended on each other in the Qin Palace.
She understood the pain and hatred in the princess's heart, but the child was innocent, so she could only die if she left her.
She had never held a child before, and she was as cold as this child, as if she would really die as soon as she let go.
She was really cruel.
So she begged the princess to keep the child. She didn't understand anything when she was young. Even if she brought her back, she would know nothing in the future. After all, they would never return to the Qin Palace. They have really left the nightmare place.
But the only one who responded to her was: "Do you think I was not miserable enough by this evil-kind? Throw her away, I don't want to see her, I don't even think about it."
Yingniang had no choice but to return to the woods with her baby, and put her on the ground again.
She finally had a faint cry.
At this moment, in the early summer weather, there was a heavy snow of goose feathers.
The whiteness, like a dream, just a short moment, it dazzled people's eyes.
Yingniang looked at the child incredulously. Her small face was flushed, and the birthmark on her left cheek looked a little scary, but her eyebrows looked like a princess, they were all so delicate and beautiful.
She cried faintly, very pitiful in the vast snow.
She even had the urge for a moment to hold her and leave.
But she has been with the princess for many years and followed her all the way. She can’t abandon her at this time. Young Master Feng has not yet come. The princess has just given birth and is weak. There is only a two-year-old woman in the carriage who is still asleep. Jue, if she leaves, the princess and others will probably not be able to support Master Feng.
So after all, she turned her head and left with a cruel heart, but the snow of that day, the child’s appearance and eyes, were imprinted on her heart like a brand and a nightmare, torturing her every night, reminding How she killed an innocent child back then.