Chapter 624: Let's not meet again

She cooperated with the empress, and finally left Qin Palace on the day Qin Feng died.
When she arrived in the forest on the outskirts of Beijing, she had endured the pain for two hours and finally gave birth to the thin child. She only glanced at her.
Thin and small, with a slap-sized birthmark on his left face.
What a ridiculous irony, the birthmark was on the child's face, but it seemed to hit her face.
Is this the end she wants in her life?
She knew that Brother Fengxi would come to her and pick her away, but if, if three years ago, she knew it would be such a result, what did she stubbornly stay in Qin Palace for?
Even in the last year, when she was gnawed madly by hatred and lost herself, she had already forgotten the taste of her love with Brother Jiu.
She ruined Qin Feng to revenge, and she also ruined herself. First on the whole network, book guest!
She could not pity the child.
She doesn't want to live anymore. What is the meaning of that child's life and death to her?
She looked at her and told herself the shame she suffered in Qin Palace?
Enough, really enough, she had enough.
So she didn't even want to look at her even more.
Throw it clean, die clean.
Also forgot to clean.
It is ridiculous that Brother Fengxi took her back, and the first thing he asked her was that child.
Oh, she is dead.
When she answered him, there were no waves in her heart.
She didn't even regret it at all.
Because she doesn't want to live anymore.
When Brother Fengxi heard what she said, he looked at her with an incredible look she had never seen before, and then went back to look for the child without saying a word.
Does he also think she is cruel?
But the cruelty that fate has placed on her, who can resolve and erase it?
She is tired, really tired.
She left him a letter, asked him to take care of Qing Jue and Ying Niang, and then chose to commit suicide.
At the moment when her consciousness completely dissipated, she felt that she was finally free.
But she was not dead. When she opened her eyes again, she saw the pale and bloodless face of Brother Fengxi.
He smiled and said to her,
Tong Tong, you have to live well, Qing Jue needs your care.
Tongtong, it is not your fault that you don't love me. I never wanted you to love me. I just hope you will be a little happier.
Tongtong, I will take my life in exchange for yours, so that what I owe you will finally be paid off.
Tong Tong, if there is another life, let us not meet again.
After he said these few words, he never said a word to her again. He ordered Yun Zidu to be invited to him, he was asked to take care of Xichen, and to take care of Beihan Palace.
Then just like that, without nostalgia, died in front of her.
It wasn't until that moment that she realized what position the man who had been behind her back and guarding her silently had in her heart.
She always thought that what she loved was the elder brother who was in love with her and had a vigorous life. She didn't realize until the moment Fengxi died that the person she had always loved was the one she hurt the most. Because of his love, she has never feared, she thought she would forever, even if she lost everything, she would not lose him.
But she lost him just like that, his life, including his love for her.
He said, if there is an afterlife, let's not meet again.