Chapter 142: Have their own mind

Ji Xuan was a little confused. She wanted to avoid it first, and the main reason she didn't go to the training institution these days was not Pei Yujin, but Sheng Zeyan, but she didn't say it.
"I want you to go there again, maybe you will meet him again, so it is better to invite the teacher home."
Ji Xuan was a little surprised when Sheng Zeyan said his thoughts.
"Is it appropriate to let the teacher come home?"
I have to say that the environment of my childhood is different, and my cognition is also completely different.
Ji Xuan has never experienced such an environment since she was a child, let alone now. Isn't asking a teacher to go home like asking a tutor when she was a child?
"I'm not restricting your freedom, I just let you study at home, so that you don't get to meet Pei Yujin again, so you feel unhappy?"
Sheng Zeyan always felt that he also had selfishness in this arrangement.
He didn't want Ji Xuan to meet Pei Yujin again, as long as he thought of the scene where the two of them met, he felt inexplicably uncomfortable.
Ji Xuan knew that Sheng Zeyan had misunderstood. She didn't think that bringing the teacher to her home was restricting her freedom. She just thought it was a waste of resources.
However, if he said this to Sheng Zeyan, he would definitely not understand, so he would not speak, according to his meaning.
In this way, she doesn't have to go to the training institution every day, and it is impossible to meet Pei Yujin.
Originally, Pei Yu wanted to go to the training institution to block her in a planned way. If he didn't let him know his whereabouts, then such things could be avoided.
But in this way, the area for her activities is much smaller. Under normal circumstances, she will not go out unless it is an appointment with Ren Xiaoyou.
This kind of life is really the life of a typical Mrs. Kuo.
"What are you thinking?"
Sheng Zeyan couldn't help being a little strange seeing Ji Xuan's helpless smile.
"I'm wondering, is my current life a standard Mrs. Kuo's life." Ji Xuan seemed to think of something funny and fell on the sofa and laughed.
"That's not it, you haven't made an appointment with other wives to go shopping and chat."
"Spare me, I must be at odds with them."
After hearing Sheng Zeyan's words, Ji Xuan realized that she really wanted too much, and that she definitely couldn't adapt to the life of Mrs. Kuo.
And this circle is not something she can step into if she wants to.
When the time comes, those Kuo wives will definitely not look down on her like this. At most, she will take care of her on the face of Sheng Zeyan, and she will not like this life.
"So no matter what Mrs. Kuo's life is, the important thing is the life you like."
After Sheng Zeyan finished speaking, Ji Xuan couldn't help it. She secretly nodded her eyes with her finger, worried that tears would fall.
Sheng Zeyan couldn't laugh or cry when she saw her like this.
"what happened?"
"Don't look at me, nothing happened." Ji Xuan looked away to prevent Sheng Zeyan from seeing her fragile side.
To be honest, if it weren't for Sheng Zeyan, she would never have lived the life she is now, maybe she would suffer with Chai Xiujing.
It was because of Sheng Zeyan that she was able to be like now, how many times better than before.
But if Sheng Zeyan knew the truth, would it still be the case?
Ji Xuan couldn't imagine.
Just now, I said clearly, don't hide anything from each other, but she can't do it at all. Is this too unfair to Sheng Zeyan?
Sheng Zeyan looked at Ji Xuan, but did not expose her.
In fact, he didn't know why Ji Xuan had this reaction.
He knew something about Ji Xuan's situation in Ji's house, even if Ji Zhenchuan blocked all news.
At that time, he did feel that Ji Zhenchuan was too treacherous and offered to marry him, but he introduced an unfavored daughter.
But then think about it, Ji Xuan is also good.
Ji Zilin's mind is very obvious. If he chooses Ji Xuan, it will cause conflicts between Ji Xuan and Ji Zilin, which is a good thing for him.
But what he didn't expect was that Ji Xuan had a lover before that, and he didn't even think that his relationship with Ji Xuan would make such progress.
At the beginning, he had never thought about having a husband and wife with Ji Xuan, but he didn't expect everything to be out of control.
Sheng Zeyan raised his hand and tried to pat Ji Xuan's shoulder several times, but in the end he couldn't shoot.
He didn't know whether to comfort him, or that he still couldn't recognize his own heart, nor could he recognize Ji Xuan's heart.
There are still many questions he doesn't know, and he can't make a decision.
Ji Xuan just sighed in her heart. After all, it wasn't something sad, she just felt moved.
Soon she wiped away the tears that came out of her eyes, and smiled back at Sheng Zeyan.
Seeing Ji Xuan's smile, Sheng Zeyan suddenly felt a sense of self-confidence. After all, his purpose was not simple at the beginning.
"I have a few more documents to deal with, so please rest early."
Sheng Zeyan stood up and wanted to go to the study to calm down.
Ji Xuan didn't know what he was thinking, and was a little worried, "Then don't stay up too late. You haven't had a good rest these days, so don't drag your body down."
Sheng Zeyan let out an "um" and entered the study.
Knowing that Sheng Zeyan didn't avoid herself deliberately, Ji Xuan felt more relaxed, and she went back to the room and looked at the computer for a while.
In the morning, Sheng Zeyan arranged everything, and the teacher from the training institution would come over to give Ji Xuan class tomorrow.
Ji Xuan waited for Sheng Zeyan to call Yan Ning, but they were still a little worried. They thought it would be too troublesome for others to let the teacher come home.
"Don't worry, since the teacher comes home, of course he will add money to her, so she won't suffer a loss."
When Sheng Zeyan said this, Ji Xuan shut up instantly.
This is the wealth. In short, if there is no money, it is not enough. If there is, it is not enough.
Because a teacher will come to the door the next day, Ji Xuan is still idle this day, she plans to see Chai Xiujing.
But I didn't expect to meet Ji Zhenchuan where Chai Xiujing lives.
"What are you doing here?" Ji Xuan would not believe that Ji Zhenchuan was reciting old feelings, and would come to see Chai Xiujing's situation.
If you really miss the old love, you won’t leave their mother and daughter on the sidelines, leave them alone for the next twenty years, or even start a new family.
If she really missed her old feelings, she would not ask her to marry Sheng Zeyan when she came to ask for help.
So no matter how you look at it, Ji Zhenchuan doesn't look like something good is happening now.
"I'm also your dad anyway, how can you talk to me like this?" Ji Zhenchuan frowned. Before that, even if Ji Xuan didn't respect him particularly, she wouldn't be so rude when she spoke.
"Apart from biology, is there anything worth making me admit that you are my dad?"