Chapter 154: Growth equals loss

Ji Xuan was worried that Chai Xiujing would talk about it again, and hurriedly followed her words.
"Well, I won't think about it like this again in the future, and I will live it well, but you can rest assured, he and I are just a bit of a conflict between husband and wife, and we will deal with it, so don't worry."
Chai Xiujing originally wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, she felt that if she said too much, Ji Xuan would be offended, and she would not say anything.
But what should be explained is still unresolved, "The idea that you just said was wrong, and you must never think that way anymore."
Ji Xuan nodded quickly, knowing what would happen if the argument with Chai Xiujing continued.
"Stop talking about me, what did the doctor say to you today?"
Ji Xuan was worried that Chai Xiujing would not give up, so she changed the subject.
Chai Xiujing didn't answer for a long time, looked at Ji Xuan, and sighed.
In any case, Ji Xuan was brought up in her own hands. Of course, she knew her thoughts. Since she doesn't want to talk about it now, it's useless anyway. Let's look at the situation later.
"The doctor didn't say anything else, but only said it made me feel at ease."
In fact, Chai Xiujing wanted to say how she could recover from her illness at ease.
Since getting sick, Ji Xuan has been dragged down too much, and now she still lives in the hospital and will have to have surgery at that time. I don’t know how much money it will cost.
How long has Ji Xuan been working now? She didn't even get her diploma. It must be very hard to make more money.
Chai Xiujing didn't want Ji Xuan to work so hard, but she couldn't directly tell Ji Xuan that she was dead, thinking about it, she knew that she would not agree.
As a result, she stayed in the hospital with very conflicted psychology.
"If you see the doctor and say so, then you can recover from your illness and don't worry about other things."
Ji Xuan didn't want Chai Xiujing to ask about Sheng Zeyan again. She didn't want to mention it again until the problem was completely resolved.
I didn't want to hide from Chai Xiujing, but I didn't want her to be distracted.
"Speaking of Anxin, it is not so easy. I often think that although you are married and your husband’s family is in good condition, you are not worried about eating and drinking, but I am so dragged down, leading to your current life..."
"Mom, didn't you say that you don't want to say these things? If you say that again, then I won't come to see you, and let you stay in the hospital alone for treatment."
Ji Xuan was a little angry. Chai Xiujing always felt that she was dragging her down, but in fact it was not at all.
If Ji Zhenchuan abandons Chai Xiujing, she ruthlessly knocks out the child in her stomach, then she won't exist.
And in these years, Chai Xiujing did not find anyone else to raise her alone, just because she was worried that she would be bullied.
The kindness of giving birth to her hasn't been reported yet. Could it be that when Chai Xiujing was sick, he left her mercilessly?
Ji Xuan asked herself that she could not do such an unfeeling thing, so no matter what she needed to pay, she was willing, as long as she could cure Chai Xiujing's illness.
Chai Xiujing also knew that if Ji Xuan were to abandon her at this time, it would be impossible for her to be a ruthless person.
But when she thinks that Ji Xuan will become like this now because of her, she feels uncomfortable.
"Mom, if you think about it, I am your daughter, you are sick, and I work hard to make money to treat you. This is a matter of course, so you don't have any more psychological burdens, okay?"
Seeing that Chai Xiujing stopped speaking, Ji Xuan's tone softened.
In fact, when there are so many cases, Ji Xuan will also feel tired. She feels that having to explain so much every time is exhausting.
But I had to explain and persuade.
"I know, then I can rest in the hospital with peace of mind. You have to be well, don't worry me."
Chai Xiujing sighed, feeling that he no longer entangled with those things, and concentrated on recuperating.
Ji Xuan nodded, "I will, then we'll just say that we can't make the other party worry about it."
Ji Xuan coaxed Chai Xiujing like a child.
"By the way, one more thing, next time Xiaoyu comes over, you can't talk to him like that anymore."
No longer entangled in this matter, but turned to Yin Haoyu, Ji Xuan was a little helpless.
She didn't deliberately treat Yin Haoyu with that attitude, but felt that she should draw a line with Yin Haoyu.
If he has been so unclear, letting him penetrate into his life without any bottom line will only be bad.
But Chai Xiujing seemed to like Yin Haoyu very much, which embarrassed her again.
"You just treat him as a good friend of yours. Isn't that OK?" Chai Xiujing saw that Ji Xuan couldn't agree so easily, so she changed her view.
Ji Xuan really had nothing to do with Chai Xiujing, so she agreed to her.
"Don't give others expectations, it's not good."
Ji Xuan was worried that Chai Xiujing liked Yin Haoyu so much and treated him directly as a son-in-law.
Chai Xiujing gave Ji Xuan angrily, "You think I don't know anything. Of course, I can't think that way. I just think that Xiaoyu is very close to me, and I like to talk to him."
Ji Xuan felt relieved when Chai Xiujing said this.
As long as Chai Xiujing doesn't make a mistake, she is afraid that Chai Xiujing has forgotten about her marriage and treats Yin Haoyu as her son-in-law.
After all, when she married Sheng Zeyan, Chai Xiujing was completely out of the picture.
If she hadn't talked about it often, Chai Xiujing would not have the feeling that her daughter was married.
"You, do you think I have Alzheimer's? That's why it is possible to regard Xiaoyu as his son-in-law?"
Ji Xuan stuck out her tongue, "I didn't say such a thing."
"You kid." Chai Xiujing helplessly stroked Fu Jixuan's head and couldn't help sighing.
"Actually, what you think is right. I still don't have the feeling that you are married. In my eyes, you still follow me like a child. I don't know that you have grown up."
Elderly people will always lament this. Time flies so fast that children seem to grow up in no time.
"I still think I am growing too slowly." Ji Xuan refers to her height. She has always envied the tall person, just like seeing Liu Yuwei before, when she didn't know her character, she was quite Envy her.
"I think you just want to fly away early."
Ji Xuan smiled, and said a few jokes to Chai Xiujing, time flies quickly.
In a blink of an eye, she has been in the hospital for a long time.
Chai Xiujing watched Ji Xuan stay in the hospital for so long, and began to urge her.
"It's all this time, don't you need to go to work?"
Ji Xuan hasn't told Chai Xiujing about her work, but now it seems that those words are unnecessary.
"Then I will leave first, and I will come to see you tomorrow."