Chapter 24: Shake determination

Seeing Ji Xuan startled, Ren Xiaoyou sighed, stopped walking around with her, and said bluntly: "Pei Yu is not suitable for you."
Hearing the long-lost name, Ji Xuan lost her senses for a moment, then she kept her eyes closed, inexplicably unconvinced, "Then you are sure that Sheng Zeyan is right for me?"
"At present, it seems more suitable than Pei Yu."
Ji Xuan stopped talking, mainly because she didn't know how to refute Ren Xiaoyou, let alone when the topic changed to this.
"You can't forget him?"
Ren Xiaoyou seemed to have deliberately prevented Ji Xuan from thinking, and raised this question again when her thoughts were in a mess.
Can't forget it?
In fact, seriously speaking, after marrying Sheng Zeyan, she never thought about Pei Yujin. After all, she put an end to the relationship between the two. What qualifications does she have to worry about?
"There is nothing that can't be forgotten until now." Ji Xuan smiled bitterly, she lowered her eyes, and suddenly thought of an important thing.
"Speaking of which, I almost forgot. I was drunk once and seemed to mention him in front of Sheng Zeyan."
At that time, Sheng Zeyan asked, she just wanted to escape quickly, and then was diverted by Ji Zhenchuan’s birthday party. She had forgotten about it.
However, the main reason for forgetting was that she was indeed drunk at the time, and she had no impression at all, and Sheng Zeyan mentioned that time. Later, she would forget it completely as if there was no such thing.
"He? Pei Yujin?" Ren Xiaoyou was stunned. "What else did you say when you talked about him?"
"I was drunk. I didn't know the situation at the time. Sheng Zeyan told me about this."
"Did Sheng Zeyan say anything else when he told you?" Ren Xiaoyou was even more surprised.
"He didn't say anything, just asked who it was, and I just prevaricated." Looking back now, Sheng Zeyan's reaction was really strange.
But she was indeed fragmented at the time, and she couldn't remember what she had said, not to mention that it had been a few days now, let alone remember.
"Since he didn't say anything else, you don't have to worry about this. The important thing now is the problem between the two of you." Ren Xiaoyou didn't worry about Pei Yujin's affairs anymore. She felt that she must take this time to let Ji Xuan Consider the relationship with Sheng Zeyan.
She originally thought that Ji Xuan's treatment of feelings was only a hindsight and would understand sooner or later, but now it seems that if she doesn't explain it, Ji Xuan probably will never find out.
"I have any problems with him. He didn't think about staying with me well at first, so now I don't want to stay with him well."
"But looking at the current situation, do you think Sheng Zeyan will agree to divorce you? And what does your dad plan to do?"
These problems originally hovered in Ji Xuan's mind, and she had been thinking about it since she wanted to divorce Sheng Zeyan, and there is no solution yet, so that when Ren Xiaoyou talked about it, she felt impetuous.
"It's natural to be straight when the boat arrives at the bridge. It's useless to think about those now." Ji Xuan suppressed her impetuous mood. She thought that as long as she waited for Yuan Yaoyao's news, there would be a way.
The topic has already been provoked, and Ren Xiaoyou obviously won't expose it. She held Ji Xuan's shoulder with a serious expression: "Xuan Xuan, have you ever thought about confessing everything to Sheng Zeyan?"
"What are you confessing?" Ji Xuan didn't know, so could she confess about Pei Yujin?
"Frankly confess your family affairs, no longer need to be constrained by your dad. If Sheng Zeyan understands and accepts, then congratulations, if his attitude is opposite, then it is not too late for you to consider divorce."
Ji Xuan thought that after listening to Ren Xiaoyou's bold proposal, she might have insomnia again at night.
Unexpectedly, this night was heavier to sleep than ever before. If she hadn't seen Sheng Zeyan when she got off the stairs in the morning, she probably couldn't remember what Ren Xiaoyou said the night before.
"Why are you here again?" Ji Xuan was really convinced. Fortunately, Ren Xiaoyou went to work early in the morning, otherwise she would not know what she would say when she saw Sheng Zeyan.
"I was going to tell you last night, but you didn't let me call again after you hung up the phone, the text message did not respond, and WeChat didn't add me. I had to come over early to wait for you."
When such words were said, Ji Xuan was a bit wronged for Sheng Zeyan.
It's just that this grievance is not all he asked for? Her attitude has long indicated that she does not want to continue this marriage.
"Didn't you have acquiesced to me to live in Xiaoyou, why are you still looking for it."
Ji Xuan thought that since Sheng Zeyan did not object to her living on Ren Xiaoyou's side, and the married couple separated, wouldn't this attitude be obvious?
Although they were no different from separation before, the situation is different now.
"This... is there anything wrong?"
Ji Xuan stared her eyes and said straightforwardly: "If you don't object, doesn't it mean that you are calmly considering our relationship and have plans to end it?"
"When did I say this?" Sheng Zeyan couldn't laugh or cry, and explained: "I agree with you to live here, thinking that we can start from the beginning, from the beginning of love, and slowly cultivate the relationship between the two. It seems that I should have been in the morning. I explained it to you, otherwise there would be no such misunderstanding."
Ji Xuan was even more surprised now. He didn't expect Sheng Zeyan to say that he wanted to cultivate feelings slowly and was serious.
The disregard of the first three months of marriage, and the dispensation of the following three months, are there no more?
"Why do you suddenly have this idea? Didn't you just leave me alone when you got married?" Ji Xuan decided to spread it out, she wanted to see what Sheng Zeyan could explain.
"It’s not a sudden thought, but at first I really didn’t know what to do. After all, you are eight years younger than me. I don’t want to give you a bad impression. I have been thinking about how to deal with it. Knowing that my silence will evolve into what it is now."
When Sheng Zeyan spoke, he looked at Ji Xuan very seriously, and the sincerity in his eyes did not seem to be false.
Ji Xuan's heart jumped, and Ren Xiaoyou's words came out yesterday.
If she confessed everything to Sheng Zeyan, and then stayed with him in peace, then she would not have to be constrained by Ji Zhenchuan. Her life would be the same as before. The decision is entirely in her own hands, and she can even do whatever she wants. Don't hesitate, isn't that a thing that can wake up when you dream?
But why, she didn't accept it so quickly in her heart, always felt that such a good thing would not fall on her so easily.
"I said earlier that I did not marry you to divorce you, so you should dispel the idea of ​​divorce sooner."
There has been a lot of things happening in the past few days, and Ji Xuan feels that her mind is really overwhelming, especially Sheng Zeyan's attitude, which has changed too quickly, she has to think about it.
"Don't talk, I have to think about it, and you don't want to send me to the newspaper office, otherwise I can't concentrate on it."