Chapter 46: Self-inflicted

Because Sheng Zeyan said that she would compensate her, Ji Xuan was in a good mood all night, and she was still considering what compensation she should have.
However, this good mood was ended when Sheng Zeyan called her to get up in the morning.
And because the dream was awakened, Ji Xuan also remembered that it was Tuo Sheng Zeyan's blessing that her weekend was completely ruined.
"You said yesterday that you would compensate me. It's better to let me sleep in."
Ji Xuan is currently in a state of severe lack of sleep, as long as she can get a good sleep, she can say anything.
"I don't have any opinion, but are you really wasting such a good opportunity just to get a good night's sleep? Know that no matter what you ask for, as long as I can do it, it will satisfy you."
Sheng Zeyan was so tempting that Ji Xuan woke up instantly, and it was a reminder of her.
Yeah, why is she confused? I really want to sleep in, just go to Ren Xiaoyou's house as an excuse. How can I waste this opportunity.
"Is it true that no matter what requirements can be met?" Ji Xuan faintly expected.
"Most of the requirements are of course okay, but requirements such as divorce from me cannot be met."
Sheng Zeyan saw through Ji Xuan's little abacus instantly, and was not fooled at all.
"I definitely won't make such a boring request." Ji Xuan said righteously, but she couldn't hide her guilty conscience.
"I don't think you too, I'm just making an analogy." Sheng Zeyan said with a smile, as if he hadn't noticed that Ji Xuan had made any other ideas.
"But if this is the case, we should say in advance, what requirements can be met and what requirements can't be met, otherwise, if I ask you when the time comes, what if you say you can't meet them?"
Ji Xuan felt that the opportunity was rare, and she might be able to take advantage of it, but she didn't want to give up.
"As long as I can do it, I can be satisfied."
"I said it is the same as I didn't say it, can't you be more specific?" Ji Xuan was reluctant.
Sheng Zeyan thought for a while and replied: "For example, if there is something that bothers you and needs me, such a thing must be fine, and if it is something that makes you very difficult, I will be happy to solve it for you."
When Sheng Zeyan said "very difficult things", Ji Xuan's expression changed slightly, but it was fleeting.
"Then keep it until I'm in trouble."
"Of course, no problem."
Ji Xuan seemed to have forgotten what she planned at the beginning, she just wanted to end this topic quickly and stay away from Sheng Zeyan.
Sheng Zeyan didn't say anything, just looked at Ji Xuan's pretendingly calm underground building, and smiled clearly.
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After Ji Xuan arrived at the newspaper, she was a little absent-minded. Yuan Yaoyao stood at her desk for a long time and she didn't notice it.
"Xiao Xuan Xuan, is there something bothering you?"
Yuan Yaoyao's voice shocked Ji Xuan's heart, and she subconsciously refuted: "Of course not, I just want to get a little fascinated by things."
"Is that really the case?" Yuan Yaoyao looked at her suspiciously. "You haven't told me how you got off a luxury car last Friday."
If Yuan Yaoyao didn't mention it, Ji Xuan really forgot about it.
When asked at that time, Lao Zhao happened to arrange her to go to the film and television city. She thought that Yuan Yaoyao would forget about it after the weekend, but she was still thinking about it.
Ji Xuan didn't know how to explain it when she wanted to break her head, so she chose to pretend to be stupid: "Is there nothing like this? I don't even remember."
"Xiao Xuan Xuan, are you hiding something from me?"
Although Yuan Yaoyao asked Ji Xuan, her tone was quite determined, as if she already knew something.
"How is it possible! Do I look like that kind of person?"
Ji Xuan deliberately put on an unhappy look, and she squeezed a cold sweat for herself.
"I didn't mean that. I just think that you have been worrying about it lately, just thinking about whether something trouble has happened to you and I am embarrassed to ask me."
"Nothing, if I have something, I will definitely tell you."
Yuan Yaoyao supported her desk and said fiercely: "If you have any troubles, you must tell me. Even if I may not be able to help you solve it, at least I can contribute."
"It must be." Ji Xuan hurriedly assured Yuan Yaoyao.
Seeing that Ji Xuan was still honest, Yuan Yaoyao gave up.
When Yuan Yaoyao returned to her desk, Ji Xuan was relieved.
It's just that I feel uncomfortable inexplicably, and feel like I have done something wrong.
During the lunch break, Ji Xuan invited Ren Xiaoyou to dinner, and by the way told her about the recent troubles.
"You tell me if you are looking for sins and sufferings by yourself, thinking about hiding this from the other all the time, aren't you tired?"
Ren Xiaoyou originally disagreed with Ji Xuan's concealing everything, but now hearing her complain, he accuses her even more sympathetically.
"It's not that you don't know my situation. If I can say it, I don't want to hide it like this, afraid of being discovered." Ji Xuan lay on the table, crying, feeling very wronged.
Ren Xiaoyou sighed, she couldn't bear it, "Would you like to change jobs altogether, lest you are in a state of nervous tension whether you go to work or leave work."
"What kind of job can I change now? No matter where the first thing I want is a diploma, how can I get it?" Ji Xuan smiled bitterly and shook his head.
"Our magazine is now hiring photographers, you can try it."
"How can I be a half-hearted person who has not studied professionally?"
Ji Xuan waved her hand again and again, saying that she couldn't do it at all.
"How can you know if you don't even try?" Ren Xiaoyou gave Ji Xuan angrily, and continued: "The new leader I told you last time was not very satisfied with the photographers of the magazine and felt that they could not shoot. He wanted the effect and wanted to hire a new photographer, so I told you to try it. Maybe it just meets his requirements."
"Professional photographers are dissatisfied, then I am even more out of the picture, you should spare me."
Originally, Ji Xuan was a little bit eager to try, but after hearing Ren Xiaoyou's words, she just retreated.
"Just try it, and you won't lose a piece of meat. Are you really planning to die for the rest of your life?"
Seeing that Ji Xuan was a little shaken, Ren Xiaoyou hurried to strike while the iron was hot: "Think about it. There are many wide ladies working to pass the time in the magazine. No one will pay extra attention to you. Besides, you like photography, choose one you like Isn't it bad to work? And you can go to work with me, it's a multitude of things."
"but……"
Ren Xiaoyou was indeed very attractive, but Ji Xuan still hesitated.
It's not that she is reluctant to do her current job, but she just feels that if she leaves the newspaper, how can she collect evidence that Sheng Zeyan and Liu Yuwei have an unusual relationship?
This is definitely not something you can tell Ren Xiaoyou, if she knows about it, she will probably be blamed again.
"What else, you will..."
Before Ren Xiaoyou's words were finished, Ji Xuan's cell phone rang, and Sheng Zeyan called.