Chapter 484: No interest

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Chen Qingxuan felt inexplicable and a little sad. He wanted to take off his gown, but he still didn't take it off, so he sat stiffly in front of the window and watched Meiya busy back and forth in the courtyard.
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Jiasheng 33rd May 4th
Chenjiatun.
Yesterday, I finally packed up the land at home. On this day, both Chen Qingxuan and Grandma Chen had a rare sleep, but Meiya got up early in the morning, and came out carrying a bamboo basket. Courtyard door.
Ming'er is the Dragon Boat Festival. Prepare reed leaves to wrap the dumplings in advance. Meiya walks forward along the big river. The sky is still gray. There is no one on the road, except for the insects.
Meiya has never gone down the mountain so early, especially when it is so gray, Meiya is not a bold one. For the sake of courage, Meiya hummed a small song: "Peach leaf tip is pointed, Liu Ye'er Covering the sky, Ming Hegong, who is in his place, listened to me carefully. The matter happened at Jingxi Landang Factory. There is a Song Songsan in the Landang Factory Firearms Camp ... "
Just singing, Meiya couldn't sing anymore. She reached out and wiped her wet eyes. While swearing at herself that she was really unpromising, she slowly squatted by the river and cried when she groaned. stand up.
She really missed Zhong Mingwei. These three days were at Chen Qingxuan ’s house. She really did n’t eat well or sleep well. It used to be, but she used to think about Zhong Mingwei ’s thoughts, and now she also thinks about it, but more is afraid. She was afraid that Zhong Mingwei wouldn't want her anymore. She was afraid that Zhong Mingwei had finally awakened and found that she had never been a ugly girl with a broken face. Now that her old wife is on the side, her ugly girl naturally has no possibility of entering the room. She knows herself It is definitely not as good as Xiao An's, and I know that Xiao An's and Zhong Mingwei have always been a pair of people, but she just wanted Zhong Mingwei.
In these three days, she always hoped that Zhong Mingwei would pick her up, but she was afraid that Zhong Mingwei would pick her up. So far, Meiya is really going to collapse. Except for the time when she was sick, she has never been with Zhong Mingwei. It's been a long time since they were separated, and although they used to be separated, they were sweet in their hearts and hopeful, but now? As the days passed, her whole person was haggard day by day. From the initial resentment to today ’s cowardly expectation, Mei Ya knew that she was more and more pitiful and even humble, but what can she do? ? In her relationship with Zhong Mingwei, Zhong Mingwei has always been the leader. She is like the grass in this river, flowing gently with the river ...
Meiya stared staringly at the flowing river, watching her more and more clear reflection on the water, and gradually stopped crying. She looked at the unkempt self on the water, and then was too busy to put down the bamboo basket, facing the river indiscriminately. Pulling the hair on the ground, while taking off the aya on the top of the hair, and trying to put the messy hair into the braid, she braided the braid quickly, but the faster the braid, the more mistakes she made. She broke up and re-knitted, but halfway through, she stopped suddenly, then cried with her knees and "whooped", shaking her hand, and the yellow goose fell on the river, following The river flows slowly into the distance.
"Zhong Mingwei, do you think this head rope looks good? The daughter of the Great Palace in the former Yanxi Palace had such a colorful head rope. I was greedy. I saw it at the market that day, but it broke my joy, hehe, really How beautiful it looks. "
"Do you also like this headband? Isn't it particularly beautiful?"
"You look good when you wear it, girl, you are really looking good."
"You just say it like this, don't talk nonsense ... Zhong Mingwei, don't always say that, you talk too much, I think I'm really pretty ..."
"It's not nonsense, it's true. In my eyes, there is no girl who looks better than you."
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Meiya believes that Zhong Mingwei likes her, and really feels that she was born pretty. At least at that time, at least before Xiao An ’s was in Ninggu Tower, but she also knew early that Zhong Mingwei was surrounded by others, really. I knew it early, so why did she bother about her resentment again and again?
She warned herself not to blame Zhong Mingwei today and now because of his years and years, but she really can't do it.