Chapter 795: The premise of all this is that I have to live

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"Miss Gu," Mei Ya walked to Gu Qingtong's side and sat side by side with her. Gu Qingtong kept his head down, wearing a man's black cape, it should be Kong Wenmin, and at this moment, that piece Gu Qingtong's cloak wrapped tightly from top to bottom was trembling gently with Gu Qingtong at once, Mei Ya looked very unbearable, stretched his hand away from the robe, and then put it on Gu Qingtong's body. , While whispering to Gu Qingtong, "Don't be afraid, Gu girl, there are no criminals here, you are especially safe now."
Gu Qingtong didn't seem to hear the same thing. He still sat with his head down against the corner of the wall. His body was still trembling. The next trembling was very light, but he couldn't stop at all.
Before she came in, Meiya thought about Gu Qingtong's words to comfort her, but at this time, Meiya couldn't say anything. She felt that the pale and weak words, don't just say it, it would be so quiet. Sitting quietly, accompanied Gu Qingtong, so she did not say anything, just sat quietly with Gu Qingtong.
Speaking of that, Meiya used to envy Gu Qingtong. She envied Gu Qingtong's father and mother, grandmother Chen, and Chen Qingxuan's family. They envied Gu Qingtong's beautiful name, and envy Gu Qingtong's appearance. During that time, she always felt particularly inferior and ashamed to Gu Qingtong, whom she envied. Sometimes, she would think that if she could be as good as Gu Qingtong, she would look good and be dependent on her family, from small to big, How smooth it should be, but now, the girl she thinks is always smooth sailing, sitting on the ground like this, trembling, uncomfortable that Mei Bu couldn't tell, she took a small paper bag from her arms and opened it , Exposed a small piece of sesame sugar, and then sent to Gu Qingtong.
Once upon a time, such a piece of sesame candy was sent to her. In Gu Qingtong's concerned eyes, she ate the sweet and greasy piece of sesame candy. Rao was very bitter in her heart, but she was so sweet. I still remember that she really likes the sweetness, so she always brings a piece of sesame candy to her body.
"Taste it, I made it myself. I put more sesame seeds than the outside sugar shop," Meiya said softly. "Gu girl, do you remember, I lived at Grandma Chen's house at the time, people were not sick Light, you brought me the medicine, how many pieces of sesame sugar did you bring me? "
Gu Qingtong didn't speak, but his eyelids blinked, and looked at the piece of sesame candy that was delivered to herself. She looked at the piece of sesame candy intently. She finally opened her mouth: "When you cast the river, you were all in your heart What did you think about? "
Her voice was hoarse and not like the usual sweetness. Meiya was stunned. Then she realized what Gu Qingtong was asking. She couldn't help but felt a while, then whispered: "Fear."
"Are you afraid of death?" Gu Qingtong asked again.
"Yeah, I'm only 17 years old, I haven't lived enough, there are too many places I want to go, I haven't done what I want to do, there are too many people I can't bear, and ... I like He likes to do nothing for a long time, so he sticks to him all the time, likes to cook and cook for him, and he is used to being like a child. Then he turned to look at Gu Qingtong, "The premise of all this is that I have to live."
"But if there is no point in being alive?" Gu Qingtong said softly.