Chapter 1671: Shi Shaoqin's thoughts at night

Chapter 1671 Shi Shaoqin's Night Thoughts
To say that I am not worried at all is a lie.
Does the drug that dissolve Silence work for Star, or do they have side effects?
The name of the ghost doctor is just a legend.
Moreover, after so many years, no one knows whether the ghost doctor's apprentice can inherit his abilities.
Shi Shaoqin sighed secretly and walked towards Star.
"Stone, look..." Star saw Shi Shaoqin coming over, with a blue onyx finger tied to the fireworks blooming in the sky, grinning, "So beautiful!"
When he said these three words, he still nodded with bright eyes, aggravating his affirmation that he said "so beautiful".
Shi Shaoqin nodded with a smile, raised his head and glanced at Mo Kong...In due course, fireworks bloomed again, making the entire night bright.
Withdrawing his gaze, Shi Shaoqin squatted down and said, "It's late, it's time to sleep."
Star pouted slightly and looked at the fireworks, his face was obviously reluctant to give up.
Shi Shaoqin did not compromise, just shook his head.
Star narrowed his mouth and was a little unhappy, but he nodded... in a small way, it was obviously dissatisfied.
A smile flicked across Shi Shaoqin's good-looking mouth, and he picked Star up and walked to the beach villa...
This beach was bought by Star when he woke up, and occasionally brought the little guy over to stay for a few days.
Because the appointment with Xiao Mu was in San Francisco, he simply brought Star over in advance.
Thinking of not knowing what will happen tomorrow, even some things, even he can't fully control...there is a firework tonight.
A firework that is obviously dark but bright and colorful.
After Shi Shaoqin washed Star, the little guy was so excited because he was too excited before, and he was obviously weakened at the moment, and he was put on the bed for a while, and he fell asleep deeply.
Shi Shaoqin stood by the bed, quietly looking at the delicate face, his eyes gradually deepened.
"Maybe you don't want to be strong," Shi Shaoqin's quiet words echoed in the dimly lit room, "but since you were in Mo'er's belly, Xu has been destined to be extraordinary in your life."
Shi Shaoqin sat down slowly by the bed, his eyes fell on the blue agate on Star's wrist. After a while, he probed his hand... and gently rubbed the hand-made blue agate with his fingers.
"Once, I wanted to get Gu Beichen..." Shi Shaoqin's voice was inexplicably stained with a layer of indifference under loneliness, "I think, such a clean and beautiful person should be destroyed!"
He lowered his eyes slightly, "After all, I was also destroyed...Isn't it?"
Self-deprecation crossed Shi Shaoqin's mouth, and more self-deprecation spread in the eyes.
He thought it was ridiculous to say this to a sleeping child...
But after tomorrow, who knows what it will be like? !
"Later, even if he didn't fall into the darkness completely, he would never get the sun again." Shi Shaoqin lowered his eyes and smiled. What Gu Beichen had in his mind was the three months of Gu Beichen in Mo Palace and the days of his fall in Britain. "But he has the responsibility..." He raised his eyes to Star Youyou and said, "Although he has a very useless father and a somewhat selfish mother, he has a pair of the best grandpa and grandma in the world."
In the depths of Shi Shaoqin's eyes, a touch of sorrowful envy passed uncontrollably, "No matter what time they support Gu Beichen but do not spoil Gu Beichen, it is precisely because of this...Even in the dark, he can still meet a Jian Mo ."
When the words fell, the envy in Shi Shaoqin's eyes grew a little bit more.
If he and Yuexi also have such a pair of relatives, even after his accident, even when Yuexi had a heart attack... would there be such a person around him, would everything afterwards be different?
"I want to pull Gu Beichen into the darkness, so why don't I say...I envy him!"
Saying the word "envious" is too difficult for Shi Shaoqin!
But at this moment, when the surrounding air turned into loneliness, he seemed to only admit...but admitted that all the loneliness was mocking him.
Because, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't grasp what he wanted in the end.
Time seemed to stand still. After a long, long time, Shi Shaoqin continued: "When I first contacted Jian Mo, it was because I wanted to pull Gu Beichen into the darkness again." He raised his gaze and fell outside the window. , I found that I didn't think that way...because I actually began to yearn for the dawn after Mo Ye."
Shi Shaoqin's mouth unconsciously overflowed with a smile, very shallow, almost invisible... However, the night was gentle.
"She is very stubborn and reminds me all the time that she will only love Gu Beichen..." Shi Shaoqin said, watching Mo Ye's eyes grow deeper and deeper, "She is also very persistent, and what she wants to do seems to be no one. Can't change her."
For example, the love for Gu Beichen...that is her stubbornness and her persistence.
"I hate her like this, because it will make me more jealous and envious of Gu Beichen!" Shi Shaoqin gently fanned his eyes, the eyes that had been distracted from looking at Mo Ye instantly gathered, "What could be done? Some things , Doomed to no end..."
Shi Shaoqin let out a light sigh, and looked back at Star.
There was a slight smile on the sleeping little face.
Even if I wake up tomorrow, today's happy memory is no longer... But Star has the resilience of Gu Beichen and Jian Mo in his body, and he can always find happiness quickly.
Raising his hand, his fingers lightly stroked Star's cheek.
The soft face is so comfortable that people can't help but touch it a few more times.
Shi Shaoqin smiled, smiled heartily, without any impurities...just as if he was just a child who was not polluted by the world.
"Star, you are the child of Gu Beichen and Jian Mo, you have all the points in them. Life is yours..." Shi Shaoqin's voice was long and ethereal, "As long as you want, the world will be yours too!"
It was drizzling in San Francisco the next day.
The car crossed the Golden Gate Bridge steadily, and finally stopped at a cafe full of style.
Shi Shaoqin tilted his head and glanced at the cafe, his eyes deepened, "You are waiting here."
The driver and Qingqing looked at each other, frowning and looking to the back seat.
Shi Shaoqin ignored the two, but got out of the car with Star in his arms and stepped into the cafe with a steady pace.
Not surprisingly, the cafe was reserved.
Xiao Mu sat in a very well-positioned place, looking at the rainy city outside, with a small smile on his mouth...
That kind of smile fell in the eyes of strangers, filled with kindness and closeness.
"Master Xiao, Shi Shaoqin is here." Someone walked over and said.
Xiao Mu calmly retracted his gaze and looked at Shi Shaoqin who was walking over with Star, and he couldn't hide his smile...
And such a smile was because his sight fell on Star!