Chapter 150:

Xu Moqi carried two cake boxes and walked to the coastal park under the heavy rain.
In this place, Ji Xiaotiao decided to move out of his dormitory, and then cried here as helpless as a lost child. At that time, he was following her, how much he wanted to rush over to hold her in his arms. But at the moment she took her steps, she saw another person appear and took her away.
At this moment, because of the heavy rain, passers-by left one after another to hide from the rain. Only Xu Moqi came to sit on a bench along the coast alone. That was the location closest to the place where a silly girl cried last time. Xu Moqi remembers deeply. At that time, Ji Xiaotiao was squatting on the railing in front of this bench, with his head buried between his knees, shaking his shoulders. Crying.
He sat on the bench alone, put the two cake boxes aside, took one apart first, and handed it to his mouth to take a light bite.
acid!
Xu Moqi smiled embarrassedly as he swallowed his throat. His nose was already sour, he looked ahead and put the cake back in the box.
"Ji Xiaotiao! Don't eat it with this flavor. If you can bear it, you will surely wrinkle your face into a ball."
He muttered to the front, then opened the other box, took the cake and handed it to his mouth to take a bite.
At the entrance of the cake, a choking feeling surged over my head. After finally swallowing the cake, he could not help covering his mouth and coughing.
The warm tears slipped from the eye sockets, and they were confused with the rain. Xu Moqi let go of his hand and raised his mouth, raised his head and smiled forward: "Don't eat this flavor. Otherwise, it will be unforgettable for you! Look! Even I can't stand it."
No one responded when the rain was pouring. Xu Moqi's smile finally dissipated, and he no longer wished him to put down the cake in his hand, stood up, and walked toward the place where Ji Xiaotiao squatted last time. Then, following her look, he slowly squatted down holding his shoulders.
"Ji Xiaotiao? What are you counting?"
"Dozens! I will forgive you for dozens! Forget about you calling me idiot!"
"……are you an idiot?"
"Roar! Are you still scolding me? This way I will have to do dozens of times! Don't talk any more!"
"...It really is an idiot!"
"Xu Moqi! You..."
"Okay, okay, I see, let's count thirty!"
"..."
Ji Xiaotiao! I have dozens! After dozens of times I will forgive you for making such a big joke with me, dozens of times...you will come back, OK?
"..."
He buried his head between his knees, just squatted there and counted. Not far away, Ning Xu'er covered her mouth, her tears long gone.
"..."
Ah! Xu Moqi's shoulders trembled, and he suddenly laughed like a madman, but the laughter was filled with endless sadness. The laughter stopped, he still buried his head and muttered.
"Ji Xiaotiao...you are a liar..."
On this day, Xu Moqi walked around in the rain outside, to all the places that had memories with Ji Xiaotiao. It seems to be looking for something, and it seems to be missing something. He did not go back to the dormitory where the two lived together. He dare not go back to that place...
Finally, he came to the place where Ji Xiao jumped into the accident. Going to the spot where she had been stained with blood, I closed my eyes and lay down quietly. Let the rain fall on him, this way...maybe I think it will be better.
Ning Xuer, who followed him all the way, finally couldn't stand it, and stepped forward to cover him from the rain. Looking down at him, he choked up and said: "Xu Moqi! Don't be like this..."
Xu Moqi opened his eyes, glanced at her for a while, then continued to close, and said lightly.
"Go away..."
Ning Xuer ignored him, squatting down and stroking his arm. "Xu Moqi! Please don't look like this, okay? Xiaotiao will be fine! She likes you so much, she will wake up!"
Xu Moqi sat up abruptly when he heard the words, and shook her hand away, with a desperate smile on his face.
"She's afraid of the dark, do you know? She can't find the way back, do you know? I was by her side before, I showed her the way, and I took her home! Now? Now she can't see me, I also look for Not her!"
With that, he stood up and pointed to the ground, then pointed to himself.
"It's here! I was the one who was standing here! I was the one who should be hit! Now it should be me who is lying in the hospital unclearly! What is her business? It has nothing to do with her!"
Xu Moqi smiled, his eyes flushed, and the deliberately suppressed emotions these days have made him on the verge of collapse. Ning Xuer's umbrella was knocked down by him, and the rain wet her clothes frantically. She looked at Xu Moqi's appearance, and she couldn't bear it.
"Do you know? How much I like her... In my heart, my mind is full of her! I wish I was the me instead of her lying in the hospital!" He suddenly raised his finger to the sky, loudly "What's the matter? Are you bullying and bullying? Some kind of come at me! Are you blind? Her kind stupid girl is hindering you! Let you be cruel enough to make her like this! ?"
At the end, Xu Moqi fell to his knees, covering his eyes with his hands, feeling helpless.
"I beg you, okay... let me do whatever I want, and give her back to me... please..."
Ning Xu'er's face was full of tears, and she choked her head down and couldn't stand it anymore.
At this time, someone came from a distance. Picking up the umbrella that fell on the ground, walked to Ning Xu'er, took her hand and passed the umbrella to her. Then, under her surprised gaze, she turned and walked towards Xu Moqi.
"Is this your determination? Who said to keep her waking up? You can't hold on for a few days?"
A cold voice sounded from the top of his head, Xu Moqi looked up and found that it was Liu Zhiyuan.
"Don’t you just wait for her if she doesn’t wake up a day, wait for her for a year if she doesn’t wake up for a year, and wait for her for a lifetime if she doesn’t wake up? Is it better to apologize with death?"
Xu Moqi opened his mouth to explain something, but was interrupted by Liu Zhiyuan with a sneer.
"Heh! Feiji girl tried so hard to live! So hard wanted to wake up and return to you! What about you? Who do you want to show this half-dead look? Where is the smart and confident Xu Moqi before? Why don’t you calm down and think about it, if something happens to you, what will she do when Ji girl wakes up? Do you want to torture yourself like you, or hope you don’t wake up at all Better to come?"
Xu Moqi shook his head, "No...no!"
"No, just get me up!" Liu Zhiyuan sneered coldly, reaching out and grabbing Xu Moqi by the collar and pulling him up. "If you feel guilty, wait until she wakes up to make up for it. I know she is very important in your heart, but please remember that you are also very important in many people's hearts!"