Chapter 75:

When Ji Xiaotiao saw Xu Moqi again, he was already asleep with gauze wrapped around his head. She walked gently to the hospital bed, and timidly reached out and touched his cheek. It wasn't until the warm feeling passed into the hand that a heart was let go.
Elder Xu was quite calm, and after taking a look from the side, he consciously retreated. His attitude is not that he doesn't care about his grandson, but that he trusts Liu Zhiyuan. Since the kid said it was all right, then his precious grandson would definitely be fine. Besides, at this moment, young people should be left alone! Although his old light bulb is not shiny enough, he should retire early to play!
Suddenly, he seemed to have thought of something. The shrewd eyes rolled around, and the old fox's cunning appearance suddenly became true. Seeing him hit with both hands, his eyes gleamed and said: "Oh! Why didn't I figure it out! That should be the way to do it!"
He talked to himself, and walked to Liu Zhiyuan's office excitedly under the unknown eyes of the two bodyguards beside him.
In the ward, Ji Xiaotiao moved a chair and sat down, just looking at Xu Moqi who was sleeping. Probably because of excessive blood loss, his face was a little pale. This made Ji Xiaotiao's heart full of inexplicable pain, and could not help but reach out to check his body temperature. I was worried that he would not wake up from sleep.
Later, she simply reached out to hold his hand. This action should be done in normal times, she would never do it to kill her. Even if Xu Moqi had kissed her twice, he liked to hold her hand from time to time. But never once did she take the initiative. She didn't like it, she didn't want to. But... fear...
Habit is actually a terrible thing, for example, she is used to the life of Xu Moqi. Although this kind of life makes her head big, it makes her unable to adapt. But if one day Xu Moqi disappeared, or left. She will become even more uncomfortable. Instead, he will miss his life.
She had imagined before, how nice it would be to have a handsome boyfriend! But when God sent Xu Moqi to her, she didn't dare to accept it. Although he was very venomous and arrogant, he often scolded her stupidly. But everything he did was indeed for her good.
Thinking about the past, Ji Xiaotiao raised a happy smile.
After Xu Moqi scolded her for being an idiot, he would drop the book in his hand and help her take over the bowl of hot soup. After rolling his eyes at her, he handed her the remote control helplessly. When she was so angry that she had no temper, she scratched her hair and smiled bitterly, "How can I fall in love with a fool like you!"
She didn't understand the meaning of the two words "fancy" at that time, but now she has come to understand. It turns out...that's all like hindering... Xu Moqi has been spoiling her so much, but she doesn't notice it.
But... she dare not accept this kind of like...
As smart as Xu Mo Qi, she has long seen her concerns. But even if he said clearly, she couldn't let it go after all.
He is a genius, and she is a fool. I was quite proud of my IQ, but since I met Xu Moqi, I learned the difference between a genius and a fool. In the face of IQ, it's really just a cloud.
He is Fenghua's prince, and she is a poor woman who lives by working. She had heard the story of Cinderella and knew that she would put on glass shoes and dance with the prince at the point. Later lived a happy life with the prince. But fairy tales are really just fairy tales. Xu Moqi is a prince, but she is definitely not Cinderella. She has no magic and cannot become a princess or glass shoes.
His surname contains all the glory and wealth, the origin of the powerful, noble and prominent. She is just a dog's tail grass in the field. If it hadn't been for Xu Moqi's hands to be broken away by Jingui, she would still only be in the sun in the fields and lead a worry-free life of tomorrow's troubles.
So they are basically two parallel lines, and they are destined to have no intersection. She never dared to expect anything, she was very satisfied and content like this.
Correct! She deliberately escaped, not dare to face the questions raised by Xu Moqi. So it doesn't matter if she is heartless, or she is weak and incompetent. She just wants to be by his side and be a little maid...that's good...
"Xu Moqi... we are just like this... OK..."
She murmured, only daring to say something when he was asleep.
"I know you are good to me, so I promise you everything you ask me to do, just... just don't say you want to be with me..."
"How can I be worthy of you like this! I'm not beautiful, I'm not clever, and I'm not a daughter. I always get you into trouble, I don't throw things away, or I mess things up. In fact...I was not like this before... I seemed to be with you. It’s like a rush, and it’s always messing up with you. If it’s a trivial matter, now you’re all injured and hospitalized... Am I your nemesis?"
Holding his hand tightly, Ji Xiaotiao's eyes were also uselessly red.
"I really don't know where I am so good or where I am so attractive to you. To be honest, sometimes I even feel that I am annoying and useless. Since my father left, my mother left me to take care of my aunt I don’t even remember them in my impression. I never mention it but it doesn’t mean that I don’t care. I just know what if I care? What if I mention it? I can only let myself be optimistic and relieved. Have a good time."
"Xu Moqi...Perhaps I am really heartless. Because I am used to my own life, I don't think much about other people's feelings. Xiaoyuan once said that I am strong and brave, but on the contrary, I have no courage. No. It’s because you don’t have dependence that you want to be independent, and you learn to be strong without dependence."
"You ask me, what am I avoiding? What am I afraid of? Now I tell you...I am avoiding the happiness that others can't envy, and the warmth that makes people jealous. Xu Moqi...Do you know how timid I am? I'm afraid I will accept the warmth you give me. If someone suddenly tells me that all this is just a dream, what should I do if I am used to the warmth? I didn't have the courage to accept the result, so I had to choose to escape... …"
Tears slipped down, and Ji Xiaotiao simply lay down on the edge of the bed and sobbed softly. The emotion that seemed to have been suppressed for a long time finally got vented, but I didn't dare to wake up the dreamer too loudly, so I only bit my lip and trembling shoulders.
Suddenly, a hand covered her head. She was shocked suddenly, and a hoarse sigh came in her ear.
"Ji Xiaotiao...you really...can be a little foolish..."