Chapter 90:

In the living room, Xu Moqi sat on the sofa and bowed his head silently. Ji Xiaotiao touched his arm helplessly, smiled and said, "I, I'm going to cook! What do you want to eat tonight?"
"..."
Xu Moqi did not respond, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little embarrassing. And just when Ji Xiaotiao bowed his head to enter the kitchen, a certain young master finally made a sound.
"Ji Xiaotiao... Let's... Let's talk..."
This sentence caused Ji Xiaotiao to stop and stutter a little: "Talk, talk about what?"
Her emotions are tense at the moment. Often dreamers are afraid of waking up from the dream, and she is no exception. Sometimes living by self-deception is far more happy than plainly. But when they wake up, most people really bear it.
Xu Moqi still kept his head down, clasping his hands. It seemed to take a deep breath, and he said, "I think a lot these days. From my unprovoked temper tantrum to now between us... Actually, I don’t even know what’s wrong with me, and why the good will change. It's like this. Ji Xiaotiao, do you know? You gave me a taste of frustration for the first time, and made me lose my mind a bit like a lunatic!"
A certain girl standing at the door of the kitchen was startled when she heard the words and said silently, "I'm sorry..."
"Heh!" Xu Moqi laughed at himself, "I'm sorry? Yes! You always say sorry! In fact, you don't know anything, but these three words are almost from your instinct. But Ji Xiaotiao, don't you know? Sometimes I'm sorry for these three words, it's really cruel!"
"I... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." Ji Xiaotiao squeezed his hands and repeated in a muttering voice. Because at this moment, apart from these three words, she really doesn't know what to say...
Xu Moqi stood up, picked up a piece of paper from the coffee table in front of the sofa and walked towards her.
"Before I blamed me for being too subjective and thinking about everything. I didn't give you a chance to think about it. I didn't care about your own ideas. Now...I let you be free! This is Fenghua's withdrawal application, and I have done the procedures for you. It's done. You will never need to play the role of Ji Xiaonao in the future. I have also cancelled your application for suspension of school in Yinghua before, and you can continue to study at Yinghua. No...no need to stay by my side... …"
The meaning of Xu Moqi's last sentence was actually thinking that he had been forcing Ji Xiaotiao to move under his nose before. Now that he said he wanted to give her freedom, of course, he didn't have to follow him every day to do little escorts. But Ji Xiaotiao completely misunderstood this sentence. Just like when she was in the hospital, she regarded Xu Moqi's remarks to Mu Yifan as speaking to her. Completely misunderstood!
"Don't... stay with you?..."
This sentence is fatal to Ji Xiaotiao. As if the dream was finally disillusioned, she could no longer live without deceiving herself!
The nose was a bit sore, and tears filled his eyes. But at this moment, she lowered her head and turned her back to Xu Moqi, who did not notice at all.
"Little jump! Learn to be brave! That's your true color!"
The words Mu Yifan once said to her suddenly sounded in his mind. Yes! Be brave! It's not her Ji Xiaotiao's temper to cry at every turn! Didn't I always know that this would be the result! Then be brave to accept! no big deal! She was never a princess anyway! Without the glass shoes of a fairy tale, it would be impossible for her to stay with the prince!
Thinking of this, Ji Xiaotiao raised his head slightly and blinked, then forced his tears back. But I was still worried that the red eyes would let Xu Moqi see, so he didn't turn his head and said directly: "I know! I will move out tomorrow. I will never show up in front of you again and will not disturb your peaceful life. It won’t make you feel embarrassed or distressed. Just like when we first met, Xu Moqi is Xu Moqi, and Ji Xiaotiao is Ji Xiaotiao! There will be no more ties and entanglements between us."
After saying these words in one breath, Ji Xiaotiao suddenly turned around and bowed deeply to Xu Moqi.
"Thank you for saving me before, and thank you for taking care of me these days. I know I am stupid and stupid, and I often cause trouble to you. I'm sorry...I'm really sorry..."
The voice was a little choked, and he kept trying to be brave in his heart, but tears still came out of his eyes. Xu Moqi heard that her tone was not right, and explained blankly: "Wait! I didn't say let you move..."
"Tomorrow morning! Please let me stay for the last night! I will move out early tomorrow morning! I won't bother you again!"
Ji Xiaotiao interrupted Xu Moqi's words, and before he lost control of his emotions, he turned and walked quickly towards his bedroom. Xu Moqi grabbed her hand, but was thrown away by her unexpectedly.
Xu Moqi was stunned, staring at his hand stretched out in the air for a while. Ji Xiaotiao actually got rid of him? She really doesn't miss it at all?
Looking at Ji Xiaotiao's leaving back, he heard the door closing. Xu Moqi fell weakly against the wall.
Ah! Haven't you decided to let her be free... Then maybe she leaves... it's good...
This night is a night doomed to sleeplessness.
Ji Xiaotiao tossed and couldn't fall asleep, opened his eyes and turned on the lamp. Seeing the suitcase beside the bed, his heart felt sore.
Finally woke up from the dream and want to leave? Why is she so reluctant...
As I thought about it, my stomach made a grunting noise. She sat up, beat her own stomach and muttered to herself: "It's useless! No wonder people call you a stupid! You are so unbelievable at this time! Will you die if you are hungry!?"
Ji Xiaotiao thought, is she going crazy? He even preached to his stomach. But after all, I couldn't beat it in the end, got up and opened the door and went to the kitchen to search for food as before.
When she just wanted to open the refrigerator door to see if there was any food to satisfy her hunger, she unexpectedly found a small note stuck on the refrigerator door.
"There is fried rice in the microwave, and you can eat it when heated."
The handwriting is very familiar, it belongs to Xu Moqi. Ji Xiaotiao was taken aback for a moment, and then walked to the flow desk in a daze and turned on the microwave.
With a blank head, she mechanically took out the bowl of fried rice, took a pair of chopsticks, and sat on the ground to eat. While eating and crying, tears slipped down the rice and swallowed together.
Outside the kitchen, Xu Moqi stood there quietly. Looking at the silly people sitting on the ground, his eyes suddenly turned red. Several times I wanted to rush in and hug her tightly, but finally held back her hands tightly.
Ji Xiaotiao...you still don't know how to take care of yourself...you leave in such a hurry, have you ever thought about the future?
Who called you to get up? Who makes breakfast for you? Who will lead the way for you and help you recognize the direction?
It's not that he is passionate, but he really wants to ask the last sentence: silly girl, without me... what can you do?